so, hey... i'm not sure if anyone actually remembers me (SSFireWolf, babystrit, StarInTheCosmos...), i think it's been a few years since i was last here? i'm not sure
but, i've been thinking about FeralHeart recently, and i even downloaded it again and asked for a preset for one of my characters, so i guess it's about time i made a new introduction
i know i made a lot of mistakes last time i was here, with the whole leaving, coming back, leaving, then coming back again, as well as other things... i wasn't too smart, that's true, and i'm probably still making those kinds of mistakes, but i really want to try again here. this place was super fun when i was around, and i want to try to have fun again
i don't know how easy it'll be, i don't expect it to be easy at all, especially with Autism and anxiety and all that getting worse since i was here last, and i've gotten more afraid. it's hard even writing this post, honestly
it's not all bad, though. some good things have happened, too. if y'all remember OutOfBreath, she's my greatest friend now, and we hang out every Saturday, at her house or mine.
so, i'm doing alright nowadays. a lot better than i was in the past, yeah. still full of anxiety, but i don't think anything's gonna change that (especially when your best friend has no sense of self-preservation... yasa if you find this ily but you worry me)
but, aside from me rambling, i really hope you guys can accept me again. i want this to be a true clean slate for me
i don't know how long it'll take for me to get back in-game, or hang around on the forums, but i hope you guys can be patient and accepting, you all seemed good at that back then, and i hope that's still true today.
so, really, this is my official return. or should i say it's me arriving for the first time? i don't know, but i do hope i can talk to you all again, and i hope i can stay for longer without leaving
i don't know if i'll bring back any of my former characters, we'll have to see
if you wanna see what i've been up to, i guess you can check out my DeviantArt? i'll be a
lot more active there than i will be here
https://www.deviantart.com/starinthecosmosthanks, guys. i really hope i can fully come back to this game again
...i might make an Ask Me post eventually, that seems like the best thing to do for now
