Awwwwh. It truly saddens me to see this and I know others feel the same; I wish you luck in your future if you do not return. You are a special person and special to the community. c: I hope I get to see you around again in the future but good luck with things! <3
Life really does hit hard, doesn't it? Whatever you choose is perfectly fine. I hope you enjoy your time away! I wish you well and safe travels, dear. We'll all miss you! See you soon. <3