Aye, that struggle is hard indeed. Real life getting in the way and of course when your game decides to go against you as well. ANd it is rather upsetting when your friends have stopped playing as well. But we're all still here if you wanna make more friends, whenever you find the time and the motivation to return. Don't sweat it, everything will be fine! Just do what's important first and someday you may find the time to return!