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This will be my last post, as we've tried but there wont be any solving or working together in this and now both staffers and users are taking damage from it. As from now the only staff that will remain is Razmirz himself, what he most likely wanted from the start.
In the end he does have the ultimate power over this, he IS the Server Master and what he says goes, but I'm not playing that game anymore. Not when people are actually getting hurt. Not when absolutely fantastic and hard working people like Nynx gets punished and removed from our team just because she posted the truth. Again without a word to the rest of us. Not when people have worked so hard and get this hard work called all sorts of names, bringing them to tears and completely destroying their hope.
Of course this will affect you, the community, even if Raz puts up together another staff asap, it might take some time to organize it. And it might work in a different way. We're all sorry for this, and hope you can understand why it's impossible for us to work like this. In the end it would just be us wanting to do things and not being able to, and users getting even more disappointed because they think we're not listening when we have been all this time.
There's so much more I want to say here, most likely this post will be deleted and purged but for those who got the chance to read it I want to say THANK YOU.
Once again, and way earlier then I expected to; Shally out.
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Raz, I looked up to you. And now i'm sorry that I even wasted my time talking to you. Regardless, I wish you the best.
Have to keep this short cause I'm bound to get banned soon. I'll be posting something longer on my DeviantArt eventually.
To all my fellow staff: Thank you for being the best friends I could ever ask for. I couldn't ask for better people to work alongside with. I'm sorry this had to happen to us.
To the FeralHeart community and to the friends i've made over the years: I love you with all my heart. Never forget that we cared immensely for all of you. We're sorry.
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I’ll keep this simple.
Couldn’t be more disappointed in you Raz. There’s nothing I have against you as a person, but this was uncalled for. The community and your staff team doesn’t deserve this.
This is probably one of the best, hardworking, and understanding staff teams to have existed in FH. Because of your actions and decisions, you have thrown away not only their potential, but also an opportunity for the community and game to thrive and grow.
You chose not to trust our decision to include the old maps...the community has told you already that you were wrong not to trust us. They have voiced their opinions, and the only advice I can give you as I chose to walk away with the rest of this team is to LISTEN to them. A game isn’t a game without a happy community.
In fact, there is no better community than the Feral Heart community. This is why I accepted an invitation to work for this community. This place has been my home since I was 12, and I am now 18. This community is REAL. They take care of each other and they look out for the game. Because at the end of the day, we all share a love for the same thing: Feral Heart
Raz, whatever you chose to do with the game from here on out, I hope you chose well. There are a lot of people counting on you.
To the community, I apologize from the bottom of my heart that we have to leave you all. But you have to understand that working under such conditions are in no way healthy or happy. I hope you will all understand that we do and will always have the community’s best interest in mind.
As for me personally, I will still be around on other games, deviant art, etc. if any of the community need me, do not hesitate to reach out.
Feral Heart, it’s been real. Love you all, so, so much <3
From the bottom of my heart, wishing you all the best,
- Kyn <3
Discord: Kynvuu#8293
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I don't really know where to start, I mean, I only just came back..
But it's impossible for me to work like this.
They say that people change. Changes can be good 'n bad.
However, I have never seen a person change as much as they have.
We've all made friends and enemies on here, but I'll say I do not regret anything I have done, or anyone I've met.
I am proud to have been a part of this amazing staff team, that have brought me joy and tears. But most of all, they have made me feel like a part of a family. Nobody leaves family behind. - The fact that Nynx was removed for telling the truth, was an unfair and pathetic move..
Either way, I'm sorry to say I'll be leaving, but I refuse to stand here and watch my friends and family get disrespected. The other's have basically already said it all.
I'm going to miss you, I'm going to miss Feral Heart and it's wonderful community.
Goodluck, to all of you.
- Ressy.
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Raz,
You stated that we were out of line for wanting to give back to the community what they asked for and truly deserved... if anyone was out of line it has been you as an administer by not only continuing to undermine the relationships and trust of a team that has long since supported you but also turned a blind eye to a loyal community’s wants and needs. You’re charging forward with little regard for anyone, even your own reputation at this point.
The community shouldn’t have to suffer anymore because of your poor choices. Nor should the rest of the staff stand by and tolerate any more abuse for the sake of hopefully salvaging the little scraps of a functional game and community that you’ve left. THEY DESERVE BETTER. We’ve all gone on long enough hoping, waiting, and relying on you to do what’s best for Feral Heart. In the meantime we’ve had to sacrifice so much while you’ve made little attempt to compromise for us. How much more compromising do you want us to do? How much more do you have to strip from the game, community, and staff before you realize that maybe your decisions aren’t always the best?
Sure you may run a server that keeps the game alive Raz, but there’s a difference between keeping something alive & allowing it to thrive.
Feral Heart is dying.
And the sad thing is that it could be saved. Feral Heart still has so much potential to survive on into a new generation of users if you only gave it the chance.
It’s a true testament to the will and love of this community that the only reason why Feral Heart still lives even without a source code, proper updates, etc is because of them. You can run a game all you want but if there’s no community there’s no game. You should feel humbled that even though you’ve made mistakes that the community stays and continues to have hope.
I’m sure you’ll go and delete my post after all this simply because you know it’s the truth and you can’t stand facing it...
We never wanted it to get to this point, but you have brought us here.
If there’s any spot of humanity in you you’ll reflect upon all our collective posts and words here and have a heart... after all this is Feral Heart?
You were my friend Raz. You were all our friend. Sure in your own words you said we are replaceable as staff and you were “willing to lose staff” over this... but at what point did we become just staff and not your companions that stood beside you for years?
Think about everyone else. Think about the people who play this game to escape the pains from their reality. Think about the people who have formed precious memories and friendships here. Think about the people who have poured hours of their creative souls into building maps, presets, stories etc. Think about what Feral Heart means to them even if it means nothing to you.
Do what is best for Feral Heart and it’s community. Do not punish them.
All eyes are on you now Raz.
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Hey lovelies, Kiki here<3
First and foremost, I apologize for the way things turned out. You guys don't deserve this, but it is unfair for the staff to stick around under such treatment. I only hope that things will improve from here
I started playing FeralHeart August 13th, 2012. I still remember the first time I ran around the game. I fell in love instantly -- with the game, the community, everything. I have so many precious memories and wonderful friends I've made on here throughout the years, and I wouldn't take any of it back for anything.
It has been an honor working alongside the staff team. To serve you guys. To help the community not only stay alive, but to help it grow. I wanted nothing more than to see FeralHeart thrive again. I grew up with it. I love it.
I don't know what will happen to FeralHeart, but no matter what happens, it's been a great run. Seeing FeralHeart continue to survive throughout the years, despite all the odds, just shows me how strong we -- the community -- are. I'm proud of all of you
The legacy of FeralHeart will not be forgotten!!
Best wishes and love, your favorite teal dragon band geek,
Kikiorylandia
DeviantART - https://www.deviantart.com/kikiorylandia
Discord - Kikiorylandia#6954
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I love you guys. M3
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Love you too guys. It's been wonderful knowing you all.
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We love you guys too...
Raz, all I can say is... Smh..
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Love you all very much. I’m completely and utterly devastated that all this has happened and now it’s coming to you guys leaving as well. Especially for two that just rejoined recently. Y’all have done a great job for years and years. Keep in contact with us on discord’s <3 and again I’m sorry.
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I love all of you staff, and I'm so agonisingly upset and angry to have to see you guys go in such a sudden and awful way. You guys were there when I first joined in 2013, and were there when I came back after a 3 year hiatus just last year. You've done a brilliant job for all of us - we love you all for that.
It's been a pleasure playing under your guidance, and I wish you all the best for the future.
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Thank your for the fantastic memories and love you've provided. I'm sobbing. ♡
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I love you guys, I am so so sorry. For everything. For what is happening now and what happened before. I hope that you will heal with time, I hope that you are happy.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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We love you guys <333
I'm just glad I was able to add this into my childhood, so thank you for that.
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It was amazing to have you guys while you were all here! Good luck in the future, we'll definitely miss you<3
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None of you guys deserved this. I love you all and I'm so so sorry this happened.
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We love you all too. Thank you for trying your best with everything <3 We appreciate what you've done for the community.
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I love each and every one of you. I am beyond devastated that things have turned out the way they had, that it all had to come down to this. This game holds so many memories, I have met so many wonderful people, and it was an absolute honor to have worked as a staff member with you guys for as long as I had. To see it all crumble before my eyes makes me unbelievably sad.
You guys have done such an outstanding job with the community. We love you guys so so much. Thank you.
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We love you guys, you deserve the snuggles. <3
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you guys have always kept the community safe and fun. it always was a party
when one of y'all logged on. every time you were online, i always felt safer.
all you guys are trying to do is keep the place happy. i'm so sorry this happened.
i've had so many good memories on this game, and all because of you.
you don't deserve this. good luck, guys<333333
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This post literally shattered my heart. Reading all the goodbyes form the staff who we love and cherish so much.. i dont really feel super safe on feralheart anymore without you guys. While i have really never talked to any staff but Morgra, who was very kind to me, and Nynx last night who was as sweet as ever, i always saw other staff hanging out in the grounds and it made me feel comfortable having you there, making sure everyone was not breaking rules. I cannot believe that over the span of 24 hours, this whole game has crumbled apart. I also cannot believe that we arent getting those absolutely beautiful new maps.. I've had feralheart since it first came out, but i had to make a new profile after a 2 year absence, and i love this game with all of my heart. We love you guys so much, and i'm so sorry that you have been driven to the point that its best to leave.. :( We wish you the best even though it is not a good occasion :(
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This is so sad and heart breaking. I joined the game in 2011, and I have enjoyed every moment of it. Made some wonderful friends and I was getting to know some of you from the Staff team as well. Now to know that all of you are leaving and it will be just us here from now on, it worries me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything that you all did for us and hope you all will be happy where ever you guys end up together. Never let yourself grow apart. Viva La Moderators.
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*Sniffles* Goodbye everyone, it was fun while it lasted. I'm going to miss all my friends on FH and all the community. Raz, when I started FH I was really happy and looked up to all the staff members. However, I don't look up to you now because you haven't listened to the community of FH and your fellow staff members. A game isn't a game when we one person does something or arranges something that nobody else is happy with, you need to get everyone's approval on it before deciding it on your own.
Dear Bittersweet22, Kosei, soft, _Leviathan_, _Yolo_, KimmieKim123, Mr.Lucky and many more of my friends, I will miss you deeply you guys have been the best friends I could every ask for! Hope you have a happy and safe life outside of FH and make new friends.
Also Raz, removing Nynx isn't what a Server Master is all about they respect what people think of there decisions.
I'm going to miss you FH community hope you all a Happy Halloween (A bit early I know) and a Merry Christmas. Hope we see each other soon in the near future.
Also reading the staff's replies made my heart brake, I'm suppose to be a big boy but this made me cry <3 miss you all.
This is my last goodbye. Love ya! <3
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~AssassinNinja
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Well. If this didn't make me bawl like a baby.
You guys have been wonderful. I've been playing this game since '12 & to see it fall apart so horrifically... it's sad.
The staff was always so bubbly & light & full of life & I loved interacting with all of you. You hold a very special place in my heart.
I'm so sorry you had to deal with such a nightmare of a situation.
Nice job, Raz.
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This is sad... Thank you staff for making FeralHeart a fun and safe place for everyone. You all did a great job. <3
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Dear Bittersweet22, Kosei, soft, _Leviathan_, _Yolo_, KimmieKim123, Mr.Lucky and many more of my friends, I will miss you deeply you guys have been the best friend I could every ask for! Hope you have a happy and safe life outside of FH and make new friends.
Noooo! Don't make me cry more! (´;︵;`) I will miss you too.
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Not sticking around but i love guys as well. Family yknow...
My discord is Wolfie#4104 please add me. All of you.
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We are all going to miss this game and the staffs, its been so wonderful to be here, i actually have been here since 2010, and now its time to say goodbye, gonna miss every one of you <3
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It's so sad to have come to this. But I will agree with LordSuragaha to this.
My first account was created in July 07, 2011 and still play. I was 13 then and now I'm like 20+ and the game was so fun and I had made so many friends. I must admit I am pretty disappointed in your lack of effort, Raz. You used to be that one staff I thought "Hey this guy is working on the game despite not having the source code!" and a staff team caring for ther game and being close to the community without gaining too much, if anything? This sounded really cool.
But then I grew, I got smarter and I learnt stuff. You kept stuff hidden from your team and community, thinking our trust was for granted. You've hurt, damaged and pretty much destroyed the game as we all knew. You always made limitations and limitations in a false sensimentality to appeal caring but now it has come to this. You don't respond to anyone, you don't give answers and you always do something to be away from the community.
The admins and previous owner might've left the game but they had something you didn't; the love and attention of the members. You had never once given an effort to come close to us -- not even a bit -- and always blamed everything on not having the source code. It was always someone else's fault.
I have nothing against you as a person but if I can be honest, I really think you're hypocritical. You've added so many things into the game, preset sync, new default maps, you were able to delete private/downloaded maps and the characters from the clients, you had once back in 2014 added a small list of each map and how many characters were there as well as the limit of these characters. If you didn't have the source code, how did you do that? Not having the source code means you're not authorized as a game owner, am I wrong? Why don't you respond to us?
I may sound harsh, I'm sorry but so many people were looking up to you to keep our childhood game alive and you've disappointed all of us, but since we're here you don't really care, do you? So many people had dedicated time and effort to help you make this game perfect, both admins and members/volunteers alike, even if these so-called fanmade updates(since you've claimed you could never make a solid one because of the lack information on the source code) to help you create maps, mods, items and what did they gain in the end? Nothing but name calling and insults and they didn't deserve this.
You had a wonderful staff team that was always close to the community and desperately tried to make this game fun to play, enjoyable and also give us an actual purpose to come on and play. They were hard-working, helpful, they took care of the DA page and managed everything, heck Nyx-Warriorstrike was always helping me direct my posts and you've forgotten they have a life of their own. Even if they did get bashed at for doing a 'poor job' they still did what they knew because they loved it.
And you killed it.
To the staff: WE LOVE YOU ALL! You're amazing and helped this game to exist so far. Thank you for your dedication, effort and time put in this. Really, we appreciate it even if we don't show it.
I am sorry Raz, but with you as an Admin I wouldn't like to keep playing the game. I don't know you as a person personally and since you've proved to be ignorant you'll probably won't care to read this but you're not fit to own this game. Unfortunately it is how it is.
It's sad this game has come to this now. I've met so many wonderful people through this game and I don't regret a slightly bit that I've been here. I'm just sad it has to be this way now.
add me on Discord anytime too! Tyrannical#7808
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Please add me on Discord as well! My username is Kemmy#8112
I love you guys. Thank you so much for all of the memories.
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We love you guys.
All of you have always worked so hard, and put so much effort into supporting the community. You are all strong, kind and incredible people, and you all deserve so much better. I thank you, this whole community thanks you, for the love you have given us and this game through the years. You were more than staff, you were friends. And you always will be. It’s been an honour knowing you all ~<3
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I'm sorry it had to be this way, no one deserves this, especially you guys. Raz has essentially taken the community outback and shot it, there is absolutely no other way of stating this. All of our time and work has come to a end it seems on this game.
You all worked hard, and did amazing things for this game, and I'm just sorry that, after Raz does this, it'll just be over. There is no recovering from what you did, Raz. You can't patch things up with the community after you treated your staff, and thus the community like you did. And all of this could be avoided if you just talked. Was this what you hoped for? Because now you've got it.
I will also be taking a leave from the game, most likely indefinite. I want to focus on other communities FH members will be going to, because they deserve a place they can go to and feel safe. Myself and others don't feel safe now playing when a moderation system can be manipulated, and where the staff are treated like they dont matter.
If anyone wants to keep in contact, my discord is Tamboob#0517, and I'll be on the OF discord and Impressive World's Discord.
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Reading all these goodbye letters tears me up inside. I truly feel heartbroken and wish it would not end this way.
I've been a member of this community since April Fools Day of 2012. Being a member of this FH community has brought me so many wonderful memories. I've made many friends, developed characters and stories, shared ideas, and watched the community grow. I've known some of you guys since 2012 way before you took a staff position on this game. I will cherish the memories of when we would just sit around on a map and talk about stuff; life, games, school, families, holidays, hobbies, interests, etc. Yall had my support when you took on the moderator roles and I felt like yall put forth your best effort to make this community better. I felt honored when I was asked to help with the patch. You guys gave me so much inspiration when I was designing the snow map, giving me fair feedback on what needed improved and changed to make it better. There were some rough bumps along the way, but in the end I was glad to work with you guys.
I'm so sorry it has to end like this. I wish there was something I could do to make this all better, but I feel like there is nothing I can do. I feel helpless here. You guys do not deserve this, neither does the Feral Heart community. I have so many questions going through my head right now regarding Feral Heart.
Where do we go from here?
What will the future of this game be?
These questions may go unanswered, but I guess we'll just have to see what happens.
I hope we can still keep in touch with one another, even if it's not here in Feral Heart. I wish you all the best of luck, where ever life takes you. It's been a pleasure and an honor working with you guys <3
Yours truly, love and kisses from
Lady Alizarin
The Duchess of Foxes
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I can't get started on this, can't believe this happening. I've been playing FH back a long time, back when it actually had a lot of users and the old maps existed. A lot of packs, new friends to make, this game was almost one of the first(my second) Wolf-lion online game I ever played! The community was great till the newer updates and most of the old users left, what you're doing is pretty sad and wrong. To the staff, we love each and every one of you, you guys spent a lot of time with Feralheart and now all of this is happening.
Is it wrong to wish FH was it's old self? Back when the community was more? I hope some good things will come out in the end or you change your mind, Raz. But, I just wanted to say this. I wish everyone a good luck for whatever happens in the future. If you wish to add me, my discord tag is: Lee#6864
"May we meet again."-The 100.
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No, not okay. - Ressy.
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I came back to this game after leaving a horribly moderated game. I saw Feral Heart as something better, as I had joined when I was either 11 or 12. It left me with great memories and I wasn't sure why I left it. So I came back years later, last year actually. I still loved the game, even with the new flaws. The staff were making up for it with the rebuilt maps. When I saw the maps, they were everything me and so many other people wanted. The maps were beautiful; you could see the love put into them. Raz, you're the only one who didn't want any of these maps. Why? After so much effort, love, and time was put into them?
I'm leaving, after being back for only a year. I saw the game was dying, but now this? It's only going to kill the game faster, abusing the community and staff like this.
I won't support you Raz, so I refuse to play Feral Heart until I see a change of leadership. Either you improve or pass on ownership to someone better. Honestly Raz, you seem selfish. It looks like you're following your own interests; not the staff's or community's. I think you're just trying to deal the final blow the FH, though it could've survived much longer as it was dying slowly.
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stop i'm legit about to cry.
I've gotten to know most of you guys so well through my wonderful misadventures in FH back in the good ol days.
To see it end like this- to see all the hard work you have ALL done for this community go up in flames like this- you don't deserve that. No one in this community deserves this.
This game would have gone nowhere without what you have all done for it as moderators. You've poured your hearts and souls into this game selflessly only to have it all tarnished and stomped upon by one person who is CLEARLY abusing their power. It makes me sick. Legitimately sick to my stomach that you are all getting treated this way. It's not right.
I want to keep the hope in this game
I want to remain optimistic
but at this point, it seems the final blow has been dealt, and Feral Heart's coffin now has the final nail.
I love you all so much. This absolutely breaks my heart.
What Raz is doing is not okay.
I want to thank you for all the many years of blood sweat and tears you've all poured into this game. For all the laughs we've shared, and all the drama we've endured. You've been the best moderators for this community than we could have hoped for.
As for the future of the game, all we can do now is wait and hope everything doesn't come unhinged because of one person, because it's on the highway to Hell already.
Thank you again, mods. Sura, Buffy, Shally, Kiki, everyone. We're so thankful for you guys.
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I love you all so much. Please please please don't be afraid to contact me on discord; J.#9577
It's been fun, I wish you all the best, and I hope we can all stay in touch<3
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Is it possible to make a new server to run FH on?? Anything? Buy it from Raz, even?
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Was nice knowing you.
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Is it possible to make a new server to run FH on?? Anything? Buy it from Raz, even?
Pooling money and offering it as a ransom seems like something that could happen within reasonable limits. They could pool their money maybe, or start a donation pool.
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Honestly this all still feels like a dream. Like I am upset but not as much as I would like to be, and I think it's because my mind still doesn't want to believe it. When mods and old veterns come on here and explain why they are leaving or why they came back for just a few posts, it says something. I got pretty upset reading some of these, mainly from the oldies on here. I will stick around for a bit longer but honestly I am scared to play the game now.
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Every moderator..... I want to say thank you. Thank you so freakin much from the bottom of my heart. I am tearing up at Raz actions. Y'all go on about how members deserve better, but so do you. You. Deserve. Better. Too. You poured your hearts into this game and me and pretty sure other members(I can only speak of myself c:) really appreciate what you have done. I am so sad to see y'all go, but I understand it I would to in your position. I hope the best for every moderator, staff member.
I've been playing for 6 years and I figured I'd continue playing till this game was no more because I love this game that much. I've created so many memories, friendships(Some I even still talk to through phone apps). This game made me grow and learn so much to see so many views and opinions. I'm sad its going to this way, it makes me tear up because I saw the potential it had.
Raz you will ultimately kill this game, I thought you'd do anything to keep this game thriving; but I see I was wrong.
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Aww, this is truly heartbreaking to notice. This was completely unnecessary and unfair of Raz. :(
I have been on FeralHeart since 2014, and to see it all end like this is hurtful and depressing. I love you staff from the bottom of my heart, and I am gonna miss you tons. <3 I have made many memories on here with the staff and they always made my day brighter and happy. You staff were a miracle to FeralHeart and you guys are amazing, and I hope you don't forget that ♡. But for you Raz, it was completely unfair of you. The fact that you removed Nynx was Uncaring and very hurtful to us. A community doesn't deserve this, and this would have all not happened if you didn't come up with these clearly unfair ideas. It breaks my heart to see you do this to the community, Raz. We all trusted you, but this was completely uncalled for and rude of you. I really hope you don't have many more ideas in mind. We trusted you, but we don't anymore....
Dear leaving staff,
You guys will always have a special bright place in my heart. You are hard working and deserve lots of hugs. I am sad to see it end up like this. You guys deserve more and I can't thank you enough! You staff are always amazing and shine through the darkness, don't forget that. <3 I will never forget you.
FeralHeart will always be a happy place in my heart. I will always cherish memories I had on here. Farewell!
I love you to the bottom of my heart.
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To all of the Feralheart Staff. We thank you.
FeralHeart was something I, and many others, grew up on. It is a shame to seee it end like this. But,
nevertheless. Thank you for all of your effort, supports, floofs, and memes.
We love you too <3
- Zircon, the killer kitty
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Thank you, thank you all so much for the work you tried so hard to get put in. Thank you for what you DID manage to accomplish, thank you for everything you couldn't get accepted, but at least tried to bring to the community. Thank you for trying to make this game a better place, even when the odds were against you. By no means should anyone blame you all for leaving. The conditions were terrible and no one should have to deal with something like this, with someone leading a team as disrespectfully as Raz has. Because of you all, because of the community that tried to keep breathing life into this game, I've met so many wonderful friends, so many wonderful people. People I'll know for ages because I met them on this game.
I can never say enough. There will never be enough for me to say, never enough time to experience it all. I wish I could have seen the beautiful maps you made before Raz pulled the plug on them. I'm sure they were beautiful. I'm sure so many people adored them, even if it came at such a petty price; losing characters they loved.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
You and the community are what made this game special, even through the lack of updates or lack of new content. It didn't matter as much, it NEVER mattered as much as the people who stuck together and spent wonderful times together here on this game.
May the legacy of Feral Heart live on
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I hope we can meet again. I can't thank you enough for all the time you've spent keeping FeralHeart safe. You've done so much for the community over the years, I wish I could do something for you in return.
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i can't sigh anymore i'm losing breath
as i stated in one of my posts in the whole ordeal, raz is eventually going to stay alone. and humans don't do alone. this is literal suffering.
it's heartbreaking - is it not? to see all these people who worked so hard, gave their blood, sweat and tears for the game they loved, the people, the community they loved, and now they have to leave, for one rash decision? it's just absurd but the rash decision has gone too far. if anyone's going to ask me, everyone should leave. if we're going to be here to be ruled by one toxic person then nobody deserves the said fate.
i was literally on a verge of tears reading all the posts from not only staff but members as well and i can't say i've spoken to many people or any of the staff but nynx but come on, for god's sake, raz, pull yourself together. look at what you're doing. if this is what you wanted, leaving fh without moderation, here you go. you shooed them away. tried kicking them with a literal boot but they were sick of your games and left instead. with respect and freaking dignity.
i can't w/ this anymore.
it's very heartbreaking to see the actual people who cared for the game leave, and from the bottom of my heart, and behalf of my entire group, chavapa, we love you, shally, bawfle, nynx, sura, morgra, kynvuu, ressy n kiki. you're loved.
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Wow this is all making me cry. Being on a game for 6 years, my older sister showing me it and forming soo many memories is just unbelievable. I left for awhile, then came back, and then came back for the patch and left for a few months and came back. I always come back to this game because it really is my childhood and brings back so much nostalgia and joy.
I'd really hate to see it go. I want there to be hope so badly. Its terrible how bad everything can crumble in a day. It breaks my heart Raz does not care about this community, and only about the power he holds.
I pray we can get that FH happiness back like we all were in the early days of the game and hopefully the staff back. Idk what im trying to say but i just pray this isnt goodbye forever. I love you all. my discord is shiba#3266
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Thank you so much for being with us for all these years, not only the current staff but the previous staff as well.
It's very heartbreaking to see you guys affected by this cause I litteraly love y'all so much. I know my past actions kinda make me a hypocrite saying this but seriously you guys did so much for this ever-shrinking community (the patch, parties, events, radio, etc) it's hard not to recognise that.
I hope you guys stay safe and I look forward seeing you again wherever that may be.
-Onionqueen
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I know I've been rather absent as of late due to my life in college and my current work schedule, but I still check in here to see how my lovelies are doing. Due to these recent events, I will be saying a hearty farewell for now. I don't see myself being able to accept these new terms and conditions that will probably become permanent. I'm honestly very bitter with how these events have turned out and it hurts me to see where this is going.
Anyhoo, I will leave my account active- hoping that it will still be here when or if things get better. You can find me on these social medias below. I hope y'all will keep in touch with me. I love y'all. Stay safe, dearies.
DeviantArt: FantasyFungus.deviantart.com (http://FantasyFungus.deviantart.com)
Discord: Enoki#4478
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EDIT: I take back what I said.
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Thank you all for doing what you did, you guys did great things for the community. Raz made a awful decision, and that was a awful decision. We will all miss you great people, have fun wherever you guys go. Perhaps, we will see you guys again, but until then... Goodbye guys, we will miss you!
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we all love u guys <3
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From the bottom of my heart, I thank the, staff that worked so hard, To keep this game going, trying to keep us happy, Caring, loving memories, We shall Shed For You, Our heads held high as we say goodbye to you, Its been a honor, Seeing this game grow, but Due to Rez's reckless actions, You have to leave us and i wish i could have done more to help you guys. but i'm just a person. a person with only a dream. But i'm not alone. There are Tons of People, two or four legged, Canine or feline, We are one thing.
WE ARE A COMMUNITY
We shall never forget the love and support you gave us, Even tho we can't hug, we can smile. even tho we can't touch, We can cry. even tho we can't see each other, We can cheer
Goodbye To every single one the staff & Thank you for everything
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Tho before i forget
Rez You've hurt us, not only did you shove us away, but Broke our hearts, You're throwing away a opportunity. the community is REAL!!
YOU NEED TO HEAR US SHOUT, YOU NEED TO HEAR US SPEAK, LISTEN TO US, LISTEN TO EVERYONE, LISTEN TO EVERYTHING
From 1 person to another
"Hear us speak"
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I... can’t believe this is happening. Seven years, SEVEN. I started playing this game when I was damn 13 years old. Feral Heart was my home, my childhood, my family. This is so dumb. In every way.
I love you too, all those who worked as a staff member for this wonderful game before this chaos. You guys are loved. All of you. I love the community. My friends...
PLEASE add me if you would like to keep in touch. <3
Esarosa#1973
! OFFICIAL FERAL HEART GROUP ! Created today. Please join if you would like to keep in touch with everyone! We are a family!
https://discord.gg/4gZYJPG
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We all love you too.
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peace out girl scouts~
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I first found this game through a friend around late 2013. After finally making my account in the summer of 2014, I was immediately enthralled in the community. Having only played childrens games such as Animal Jam or Club Penguin or similar, the game having a forum and interactive staff was baffling to me. I got setup on the forum and as involved as quickly as I could and fell in love with the game and the people on it.
Between business and honest boredom with the game, I've gradually been less and less active; however now I suddenly find myself drawn to this place. The sheer nostalgia created from the new maps made me as happy to play now (mind you I'm in college now) than i was as a 12 year old first discovering the game. So many memories of old friends and inside jokes, hell, I've met one of my best friends through playing and exploring the old maps with them. I couldn't be bothered with even logging on a few months ago; but now all of a sudden there is heartbreak for me. To see this game slowly die out was bad enough; but watching a selfish rogue admin ruin the game for everyone is devastating. Nonetheless, the community holds strong. Even in all this disaster, it warms my heart to see everyone's solidarity with each other; and with the staff.
So thank you, Feral Heart. You've given me laughs, love, tears, and everything in between. Whatever happens, I will never forget this game or this community. If this really is the end for us; I wish all of you the best. <3
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Not even 24 hours later and I've woken up to even more of a mess.
I cannot believe what is happening.
After 7 years of being committed to this game, it's being dragged to the ground by one of the people I looked up to and respected in FH. I can't believe you've done this to the staff, and the community, Raz. I don't know if this is something personal or you just want to rule over the game yourself, but you've upset every user on here. If you choose to keep the game running without any staff, I'm afraid I won't return. The staff you had on your team were hardworking, driven, loyal, spirited and dedicated, and you've made a big mistake. Thank you to every staff member that's been on here, you've all done so much for this game and I look up to you all.
I'd like to also thank all the friends I've made since registering for this game, as well as all of the community. You are an amazing bunch of people and I don't regret a single moment.
I don't know what else to say, I'm honestly speechless. This is truly heartbreaking for everyone here.
I don't hate you for what you've done, Raz, but you've made a very careless decision.
I love you all and I wish everyone the best in your future endeavours.
Sigyn.~
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Many memories and friends have been made with this game.
Not for me, personally (though there have been some nice people to talk with) but the point is is that games like this bring people together to have fun and share their free time online with people around the world.
I may have only been here for a few months, and while it had been somewhat boring for me, it wasn't very boring for others. Especially those that grew up with this. Kids to teens and teens to adults alike.
I did my fair share of observing and saw how quiet it was, but it was a very good and interesting looking game. I was glad to have played it even if I did just sit or run around.
This was fun while it lasted for many, including myself.
I will, however, stay until it really does get cut off (if it does).
Raz, if you do not want anymore responsibility with this game, give it to someone who actually cares. Don't let this game just turn into a failure after having it active for so long.
I know all you did was just post that bit about Free Mod October and close the page and did something else. I'm pretty sure you're inbox is filled to the brim. Read all of them. Go through every single post and rethink what you said and plan on doing.
Don't leave people hanging and get your act together. It's a childish act to just ignore and ban anyone and everyone for no reason other then justifying your wrongdoing.
I will miss FeralHeart, the staff, and the community even though I was practically separated from them all by my shyness, social anxiety, and introverted-ness.
I wish you all a great day and life. Please take care and move on if you do plan on leaving permanently. Remember the good times and don't dwell on the negative experiences that came with it.
Love to you all, FH community~!
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I love you all. It was a pleasure knowing every one of you. Feral Heart taught me many things, and it was a place I could make my dream worlds become reality. Nimrine was my home, my work on FH for the past 4 years. To see it possibly disappear along with FH is heart breaking. Raz, I do hope you are happy. All I can say is please don't abandon FH. Let it grow.
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i will miss all of you.. im litterly crying rn.. raz.. this was my favorite game but now you messed it up.. i was respectful of everyone and this is how you pay me back! yea im not going down.. dont ban your staff because that is gonna make everything worse then what it is.. goodbye.. floofs..
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Dear Razmirz,
I understand that some decisions have been made through a split hair decision and it breaks my heart to hear it. In my honest opinion, this is an extremely childish decision that will lead to nothing but chaos and havoc. I have been on FH since December 10, 2011, when Feral Heart was basically an infant. I thrived through Feral Heart because it was the outlet to escape my world that was all too cruel to me. Now whether you choose to remove me entirely from Feral Heart for what I am about to say, then that decision is ultimately up to you.
Honestly, I have never witnessed a moment where you have logged on or engaged in the community throughout the entirety of my membership; you were just the ghost behind the curtains. Yes, I was consistently on and off with activity but I engaged with the community, I connected with the community, I was a part of the community, and what you are doing is hurting the community. The reason the community died is that Feral Heart was dying and people were losing interest; they were growing up and had no time. This is all because the expansions ceased to continue and people even ran out of areas to role-play, especially those who were unable to download private or even public maps, but that is not the only reason I have contacted you.
I have contacted you on behalf of every member of Feral Heart, and even the ex-moderators, because you are making a poor decision to not only remove all moderators, but to remove the patch along with the characters that entered the patch. You probably already know that you have more than likely deleted many characters that people have worked hard on, have put creative ideas into, and have given their own little piece of their heart. This is completely unfair to all members who were genuinely excited for the new patch that you were so against releasing. As an old member, I am asking you to please reconsider your decisions and bring on new moderators; please do not view this as me asking you to add the patch. I am simply asking you to apologize to the community and restore things back to the way things were. Don't let me lose hope in you, Razmirz. You are my idol. You created the world that ley me escape my abusive father. You are the one who gave light to eyes that have only seen darkness. So PLEASE Raz... don't break me again.
Sincerely, a dedicated member.
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I can't believe this really.. I've been playing Feral Heart since 2012, and God I've seen it thrive like a flower in the meadow of sun.
Now this?
I'm honestly hoping Raz will snap out of it. That he'll read this, figure out that something went wrong and that it's his fault. He needs to fix this. I won't be playing FeralHeart anymore until Raz either fixes things, there's another Server Admin/Master/Whatever it's called.
It pains me to say this. I've met so many good people on here, I even met my lover 2-3 years ago on here. This game can get you places you didn't even know existed, you just had to let it thrive and ignore all the toxic people, even if they are overwhelming.
Raz. I hope you get yourself together. I used to respect you as a staff member, server admin and whatnot but now I have little to no respect. I hope you get out of bed one morning to find your floor covered with legos.
Well maybe thats a bit too far but nevertheless
It was really nice knowing you all.
Please, if you recognize Kaya02723 which was my old user, and my current one, KaiTheGayDork
Please add on me discord! Even if you don't recognize me, i'd be fine with making more friends!
[whats a life lmao]#7230
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While I never really had any contact with any of the staff on here throughout the years I still appreciated what was done for this community and it's incredibly sad to see how everything has turned out.
You guys are loved and your work has been very much appreciated, it's unfortunate that things had to go this way but I wish you all the best and give you a sincere send-off.
As for the rest of this community, it was really fun having a place I could go and feel like I belonged. For years FeralHeart was the only outlet I had and i've encountered so many wonderful people because of it. I hate to see that such a beautiful place that served as a refuge for so many is now being torn down thanks to the actions of one selfish admin, but i'm at least thankful I had the opportunity to get to know those who resided here in the time that it lasted.
So long everyone, see you on the flip side. <3
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I would just like to thank and appreciate the mods for not only doing everything that they have done for this community, but for being so active within it and being a friend to many members. There aren't many places where the staff team is as engaged as the one we have, and I'm very grateful for it. You all are very important members of our community not only for your status, but for having amazing character and being so friendly to all members of FeralHeart. We love you guys too. <3
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I would like to thank all of the moderators for doing the best they could to keep a happy community and overall taking part in the community in general. I may not have talked to every staff member of FH, i can see that you were all wonderful people. We love you too, and we wish you all luck <3
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OMFG!!!
I cannot believe this! what just happened ?!
this leaves me very disappointed... and a little heart broken.
after only a few years, FH was "Only Beginning" to feel like a second home to me, and now... this?!
well, I just don't know what to say here.
But I would like to say THANK YOU to the Staff Team for everything they've done for us, (the community)
your dedication and hard work are truely appreciated, You are all so amazing and you deserve so much better.
Also a big THANK YOU to all members of the FH community for being such awesome friends and I love you all so much.
THANK YOU to Feral Heart, for giving me these wonderful memories I've made and epic adventures I've had over these
few short years, and for bringing my awesome characters and artwork to life...
But I'm not done yet, cuz I'm not giving up on you Feral Heart.. No this is not goodbye yet..
I will do what I can to keep you alive (via YT) and I'll stay "Till The End."
"I just hope I'm not the only one that's not giving up."
YouTube: Shocker the StormCat
Discord: Shocker the StormCat #3726
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OMFG!!!
I cannot believe this! what just happened ?!
this leaves me very disappointed... and a little heart broken.
after only a few years, FH was "Only Beginning" to feel like a second home to me, and now... this?!
well, I just don't know what to say here.
But I would like to say THANK YOU to the Staff Team for everything they've done for us, (the community)
your dedication and hard work are truely appreciated, You are all so amazing and you deserve so much better.
Also a big THANK YOU to all members of the FH community for being such awesome friends and I love you all so much.
THANK YOU to Feral Heart, for giving me these wonderful memories I've made and epic adventures I've had over these
few short years, and for bringing my awesome characters and artwork to life...
But I'm not done yet, cuz I'm not giving up on you Feral Heart.. No this is not goodbye yet..
I will do what I can to keep you alive (via YT) and I'll stay "Till The End."
"I just hope I'm not the only one that's not giving up."
YouTube: Shocker the StormCat
Discord: Shocker the StormCat #3726
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My heart is broken. What just happened? I never thought it would come to this... All you former staff, don't apologize, it's not your fault. Not one bit. You all tried your best for this game, and we could tell you really did put in your all. I looked, and still do look up to all of you for all of your help, time, dedication, everything you put into this game, and then some. We all love you guys, so much. Thank YOU for doing everything you can for Feral Heart. Love you all so much!!
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While I've been laughing and joking with some of the others, I do have to say I'm distraught over this despite masking it with humor. I made some of the best friend's I've ever had in this game. It got my into roleplaying, it fed my passion for writing. It even kept me alive at some points. I miss the good parts and I resent it never had the chance to recover from whatever set it on this crash-course trajectory. While I was expecting the crash-and-burn for a while, I wish it hadn't happened.
I miss the good times and I'll miss the spirit of the community. I love you all, and I wish you all the best.
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...I hope FeralHeart doesn't die now...
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This is very heartbreaking to see...
I feel that the game finally had the best line of staff members...and now you guys are all gone.
It hurts seeing that what Nynx put for all of us to see and enjoy was an amazing idea. Then to see her be removed
for putting it there for us...is just hurtful not just to her, but the rest of us. I've been around since March, 2013.
When I joined this game it was an odd place, but fun and I made many good friends and it was nice. I enjoyed coming
here to meet new people and to make friends. To escape from the abuse at home, and to just have fun for once. When
I became more involved in the community, and attempted to help everywhere I could it made me feel happy. It allowed
me to meet even more new people, and made me feel good to know I was helping the community in some small way.
Now to see the people I looked up to leaving because of a man I had high respect for and high hopes for...breaks my heart.
I hope things gets fixed, and that something can be done about all of this, but right now my hopes are rather dashed and hurt.
Still I will cling to a hope that maybe this can all get reversed and we can continue on track.
We will miss the wonderful staff we had, and we will always love and support you guys. You wanted to make this place better
and did the best you could to give this community nothing but fluffy fun. We thank you for the years you all put into this game, and
will never forget your actions. We love you all.
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This is just unfair...I think we just lost the only people who could keep FeralHeart alive :-\
I would never forget this disrespectful way that Raz just did..
We love u guys! ♥♥♥♥
Thank u for everything!♥♥♥
We appreciate all those hard work that u did with us!♥♥♥
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R.I.P. fair staff.
Keep in touch, a decade from now, i night have something to offer you. Or not, likely not, aside from goodwill...
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What a mess this has become...
So sad that it came to this. :(
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Thank you for everything you've done for us guys. We appreciate it<3
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Many things happened in a short period of time. You will be missed by the whole community, it was a great pleasure having you.
I can never thank you enough for all your hard work and dedication around the community! I wish you success in all your future endeavours.
We love you! <3
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I never post as often as I should have
Back in the day of 2013 I was excited to create my first ever account on FH, thinking of a user name, making my first ever characters, seeing my first ever mate center- oof. It's been 5 years of being with in the community and to see it's ups and downs can be quite a roller coaster ride.
This game essentially started my love for IT servers, however it wasn't just the game itself. I had always looked up to the staff with such high regard and praise- being a part of a game and working for it to make it better? That blew me away. Trying my best to talk to them, to like some, to tolerate others, being near the lot of the staff always gave me something to look forward to while in game, especially before the patch, heh- good times. I suppose now I have my wish as I moderate for another game now, but I can never forget the feeling of a younger me happily beaming behind a screen watching the staff do their job and develop a functional relationship with the game and it's community.
Seeing the game in it's current state breaks many a heart, and ruins the safe space for a majority of people. There is only so much we can do, and only so much we can hope for.
I never thought I'd see the day where the the project if IT was supposed to end- come to an end. :'(
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WHAT THE HELL DID I MISS? SUDDENLY MY FRIENDS ARE GOING AWAY?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT RAZ DID??? THIS THREAD REACHED 9 PAGES IN JUST 1-2 DAYS? WHAT THE F***
I am speechless I don't know what to say, I've been a familiar face of FH since early 2012, and now this s*** happens? What the actual CRAP.
EDIT: I understand now.
Keep contact with Ellen in Discord!
Discord: Ellen#5275
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WHAT THE HELL DID I MISS? SUDDENLY MY FRIENDS ARE GOING AWAY?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT RAZ DID??? THIS THREAD REACHED 9 PAGES IN JUST 1-2 DAYS? WHAT THE F***
I am speechless I don't know what to say, I've been a familiar face of FH since early 2012, and now this s*** happens? What the actual CRAP.
Ohhh Ellen.....
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You know it's weird to think where we all started. I've been around long
enough to see mods come and go, so it's very strange to see this happen.
I think I joined sometime back in Dec of 2012 (but with a diff account) so
I've been here for SIX YEARS. I honestly can't believe I've stayed around
so long, but FeralHeart has always been such a loving and creative community.
Of course it has its drama, as all communities do, but I still kept coming back
anyways. After all this, I doubt I'll be coming back around too often though.
If there's anything to say to all this, it was fun doing art for everyone.
It was also fun to make everyone free presets... lol, I think my shop
actually still has the highest number of replies and views of any thread
in the preset forum. It's been great guys, thanks for everything.
<3 Mythrim
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I am sorry that this happened, and I've seen all the sadness and i'm sorry this happened to all of you i really hope feral heart will get better, I feel really bad for the staff... they were my favorite they did so good and i'm sad that I have't to see them go.
I may not have been on feral heart a long time ago, but when I first found it I loved it so much... and now to see this is just sad.. if feral heart breaks down i don't know what i'd do, feral heart is my most favorite game, if it had to go... I'd be very sad, EVERYDAY I just don't know what to do now, though it pains me so much... to see all these sad people who got hurt all i have to say is sorry to everyone and mostly the staff... to see them in pain like this.
I just hope feral heart will get better, if not my heart will be broken, feral heart helped with my depression, ect i just don't know anymore i don't know what to say, it's so sad. And Raz, all i have't to say is I'm very disappointed.
I don't know if i will get banned, but i just wanted to put this out, i'm sorry and i love you all very much.