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Forum Discussion / Re: Let's have a talk about censorship
« on: July 18, 2020, 05:36:30 am »
the response to this by sura is really disappointing and upsetting. i've been a major lurker for a long time, but i still see the same out of proportion responses to genuine concerns about the actions of staff members of this game.

it's honestly really sad to see that nobody can bring up a problem without being censored. i thought maybe the staff would've been better at this eventually. this isn't how you moderate a community who have very genuine and valid concerns about things like this. it shouldn't matter who the poster is, the helplines for mental health is important regardless. even then, there's no room for being petty and removing a thread from someone you don't like, regardless if it's raz. you can't use personal bias as reasoning for banning or removing threads, it's nothing short of abusing your staff privileges. it's upsetting and inappropriate to use Birdie's former MOTS status against her as well.

i'm honestly tired of seeing the same things being brought up with no change and only coming to this same point. this isn't stirring a pot - it's genuine concern for an actual issue. there's a way better response to having your issues pointed out than this.

To keep coming back here and stirring up things that have been long gone for god knows how long? You think this is going to fix anything at all?

this honestly really irks me. these things haven't been long gone, this has been a consistent issue with staff in particular. it never really went away. a chance to change it is speaking up about it. it's not on the community that the staff isn't willing to change it and instead sura bans people for pointing out their censorship and poor staffing practices in the past.

people have been silenced from speaking up about it, and here we are. fh is dying, and part of the issue is the staff's treatment of the community and raz's inability to let the game grow. sura's response to it was petty at the very least and just the fact of being banned and silenced for speaking out about it is censorship - she's proving the entire point.

there's honestly way too many issues revolving around the staff team to the community itself; lack of transparency, inactive staff, censorship, etc. etc. it's sad, how it's gone on so far. i've played this game since 2011, it's my only source of communication with people and unfortunately it's gone downhill to the point where i can't bring myself to do much else than work on maps or tab out in game.

i wanted fh to get better, but we can't even speak against staff without an out of proportion response that can be solved in a much simpler and more peaceful way. you can't moderate a community this way. this isn't brought up because we don't care, if it wasn't cared about we'd say nothing and let it stay the way it has been. and that's not good or sustainable for a game that isn't what it once was.

if you're trying to grow a community as the game does, the staff needs to grow as well. a community won't grow if they're being moderated by staff who can't grow past their mistakes and do better about them. i'm just saying, the game won't grow if you won't.

things don't improve if it's not brought to light, it'll keep staying the same if it's not talked about. if it's not changed after being brought up, it's not on us, it's on the receiving end. they made the decision not to change and continue making the same mistakes. unfortunately, this has happened here multiple times. if things had changed before, we wouldn't be here talking about it again because of another instance of the same actions. it could be raz, it could be sura or some other staff member, but either way, it still happened again with no change or accountability for it.

and that's, disappointing.

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Okay so uhm, I thought I'd post this here. If it's not supposed to be here because technically it's only public for people who join Aspen Hollow, then please delete it!! I thought I'd post this anyway seeing as I had posted something similar with Taoli, which was going to be used for a roleplay before being public for everyone to go into. Same situation here, where when we're done with it, it'll be public for everyone to be able to go into. That thread wasn't deleted, so...

So, I have a new set of maps coming up for a Warrior Cats RP I'm working on with a friend, and needed to make a new temp map. I thought I'd share some screenshots, anyway.

Fun fact: The Toska Islands are named after the Russian word, тоска (toska). Google Translate says "yearning", but also found on Quora (where I've also seen elsewhere):

“Toska - noun /ˈtō-skə/ - Russian word roughly translated as sadness, melancholia, lugubriousness.
"No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody of something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom.”

― Vladimir Nabokov


Found it on Google. Thought it'd be fun to note, since I had a similar situation with Taoli.


I'll need it tested eventually, I hope it doesn't lag people with the WoW meshes.
I know the camp looks quite large but, I guess I got carried away and now there's stuff in it I would like to avoid restarting.

anyway, here's some screenshots. i'll include a drive link too, since it would be too much to post here alone.
drive folder: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1vhxnMI3LN5iTRfx0ypBWxeRxiTDO335z?usp=sharing

hub map - (probably wondering why we have this, it's just to help keep peoples cape from getting flooded with portals from afterlife areas, season updates, etc. i think we'll be keeping it but who knows. plushies are for a scavenger hunt c:)




thistleclan camp





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Art Gallery / Re: Zilly's Art Bin [Requests Closed!] [Updated!]
« on: January 31, 2020, 11:32:15 pm »
Love your artwork and I can't wait to see my piece <3

sorry for the long wait! hope it's worth the wait, anyway <3
so just a quick note, there were some differences in the side profile and front profile in your ref sheet, i went mainly off of the side profile, so there is the nose marking and no white on the bottom jaw. along with anything/everything else in the piece i am completely willing to change anything or restart if you don't like it!

anywho, here's the piece you requested!
you can also find other versions here with minor edits that would mainly just be the hair: https://sta.sh/2c2p5jojef9



if you want anything changed/redone, lemme know.


As for everything else, my requests are still closed as I have to catch up on some work to make a roleplay, after that and I have more free time, I'll open requests again! The form is also going to get minor edits as with making these I saw some flaws which I would need to ask about/make examples for to choose from.

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Art Gallery / Re: Zilly's Art Bin [Requests Closed!] [Updated!]
« on: January 28, 2020, 09:37:22 pm »
Ooooo she looks so good! The wait was worth it so no sweat! Thank you so much for this! <3

i'm so glad you like it! <3

I loveee your art, it's so adorable! I really like the way you draw your paws, and your kitties are gawjus. Wonderful work!
Your art is so adorable! Definitely keep it up. I loovvee how you do the fur, it looks so soft and floofy~ Hopefully I can snag a spot next time- hmmm....

thank you!!
requests should be open again soon!

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Art Gallery / Re: Zilly's Art Bin [Requests Closed!]
« on: January 26, 2020, 03:29:33 am »
Thread update, added some more examples and I'm adding some stuff to the request form. Requests are still closed.

Character Reference:
Species: Lion Zouyu, more lionish tho
Background, Flat Color, Transparent?: Transparent is fine unless you think it would look better with something
Bust, Half-Body, Full Body?: Full body please
Desired Expression: Neutral is fine, but you can do whatever you want
Desired Pose: Up to you honestly
Extra Details: Items are optional but strongly preferred

I'm so sorry it took this long! It was very inconveniently timed for me to open requests, but I didn't forget about it, and finished it. Some of it might look awkward, backpacks are suprisingly difficult to draw for me, so.
If there's anything you want me to adjust or change, let me know and I will right away.

Here's your requested art!
I was wanting her to be laying down more than floating, but it turned out to be more floaty.



I also had a first attempt, but realized I was accidentally heavily referencing your reference sheet while trying to be accurate with it and scrapped it. Just colored it for fun to see what it would've looked like. I'll give it to you as well just as a bonus considering how long I took. It's incomplete, but it wasn't meant to be final anyway.



Anywho, I hope you like it, at least! I tried my best.



I'll be working on Birdie's tomorrow to get to finishing, then open it again when I'm ready for more!

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Art Gallery / Re: Zilly's Art Bin [Requests Closed!]
« on: October 08, 2019, 12:00:59 am »
I really like your cartoony style, the linework works really well with your drawing style, and I'd love to request some art from you! :)
thank you!


Character Reference: https://sta.sh/0q5vq0dr7wc
Species: Wolf
Background, Flat Color, Transparent?: Transparent
Bust, Half-Body, Full Body?: A bust would be okay!! whatever is easiest for you
Desired Expression: A smirk would be rad
Desired Pose: Up to you!
Extra Details:

Character Reference:
Species: Lion Zouyu, more lionish tho
Background, Flat Color, Transparent?: Transparent is fine unless you think it would look better with something
Bust, Half-Body, Full Body?: Full body please
Desired Expression: Neutral is fine, but you can do whatever you want
Desired Pose: Up to you honestly
Extra Details: Items are optional but strongly preferred

both of you are added to my slots! which means my requests are closed for now <3 thanks for requesting!

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Art Gallery / Re: Zilly's Art Bin [Taking Some Requests]
« on: October 07, 2019, 07:05:25 am »

it's,, been a while,,

update
i added two new pieces into recent art (even though the second one in the spoiler is a wip) and opened a couple request slots to practice more and get more examples <3


Love your cute bubbly comic style! There’s so much of a cheery spirit in your drawings. It’s amazing to see your progression with time. Keep up the great work. Your feline drawings are adorable 83
also it's very late but thank you!

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Art Gallery / Re: Zilly's Art Bin (6/13/19)
« on: June 15, 2019, 07:47:24 pm »
Ahh! Your art has such a unique and adorable style to it; I love it. I've never seen this style before and I really like the lining style you have. I wish you luck in commissions. <3 Keep it up!
Very nice art ! Love seeing the progress you've made with the comparison of your recent work versus older stuff !
Thanks for sharing !

Cute style, lovely art
Keep it up buddy

Thank you all sm! c:

hi me first can i have ur art? ok thnx :^)
how did you manage to make two art pieces in a day im- ty for sharing ill go now bye

no you cannot
the prof pic only took a couple minutes so lOL

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Art Gallery / Zilly's Art Bin [Requests Closed!] [Updated!]
« on: June 14, 2019, 02:49:23 am »
Honestly didn't know where in the world to post this but I'm posting this here so pardon any incorrect thread placement

Zilly's Art Bin
Well, welcome to my art bin I guess! I said in my introduction that I'd post my art later on and here I am cause...well, I dunno. I need want to start commissions soon so I thought I'd still show a bit of what I can do so when I'm not so insanely busy I can set out commission prices or maybe some requests just to do during my free time. I haven't drawn a lot lately so I need to warm up some more before I open any, but I guess that's something to look forward to? I'll show a couple old pieces of art maybe just to see my improvement.

Most Recent









Old Stuff

fun fact, my dad put this one on a t-shirt for one of my birthdays/christmas. ^


I made this two times, one original and the remake. I might remake it again just for the sake of it. It's kinda obvious which one is the first one, but it's the top one if you can't tell. It's my very old fursona, so that's why it's a weird design xD



And this, is the first thing I've ever posted to deviantART on my old account. It's...really, really old.


Requested Art
wolfdog01

Plus bonus art that I scrapped but colored anyway.


BirdieBeep/l3irdie


Request Form
I'm opening some requests! Just for practice. It's been a while, so bear with me.
If you want a RP scene or anything special, lemme know in the Extra Details part of the form! More details = closer to desired results!
Important Note: I'd expect quite a bit of wait time for me to complete an artwork, sometimes I work fast, other times not, it depends on what I'm drawing. c:

I will not draw: Humans, NSFW, horses and super complex poses (for now, later to improve i'll draw some). I'll probably add on to this if I need to
I will draw: RP Scenes, original species (as long as it's not humanoid excluding anthros), mostly anything that's not in my not draw list.

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Character Reference:
Species:
Background, Flat Color, Transparent?:
Bust, Half-Body, Full Body?:
Desired Expression:
Desired Pose:
Shading?:
Pixel Art?:
Extra Details (be as descriptive as you want!):

I may open more slots but I dunno, just watch out for 'em.

SLOTS
Status: Closed
1. -
2. -



Well, that's that. If you want to see my deviantART accounts, here they are.


OLD vs. CURRENT


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Member Bio & Journals / Re: Zillyphyn's Lil' Bio (3/30/19)
« on: March 31, 2019, 02:05:39 pm »
OMG I'M-
YOU POSTED ON THE FORUMS I'M HAPPY
also I see that small text >: (
; )

I may not know you yet, but I'm proud that you're trying to get a little more out there on the forum with this bio. <3 Good on ya! We have may things in common, and I see that you've watched Clannad! I have to ask, have you watched After Story at all? I absolutely love the series. Thank you for sharing a bit about yourself! It was fun reading everything. =)
<3
Yeah, I've watched it, but I haven't seen either of them in a long while. Maybe I should watch it again sometime. c:

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