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Title: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Ellen11v on January 09, 2019, 06:48:15 pm
(18/Apr/2020)

Hi guys. A lot of things have happened since I last posted here in this thread. I was in a relationship that lasted 1 year and a month-
 we broke up this january, I've been a MOTS (which was an honor), and now we're in a very serious situation with the... let's call it the citron. I have stayed home, completely isolated since 12 march, and have been depressed. I really miss my friends, but I try to cope with the situation by distracting myself, talking to my friends on discord, watching netflix, and maybe draw a little. However, i still lay in my bed most of the time. It's not a good thing, but I try not to become useless. :)

I'm no longer really active on the forum or game, sadly due to loss of interest. At least, that's how it is for now. I'm not even sure if an epic game update would retrieve me back to this home.
I don't know... I guess FH and I have just drifted apart, slowly. I'm starting to not even think about this game and my character, and I no longer really follow what's going on inside the community -and that comes from someone who used to constantly check the forums everyday, and tryharded at the minigames there were (halloween candy event anyone?)
I tried to log in to the game the other day but I just logged off shortly after. There's just nothing in it for me, not that I know it's an awesome community and game that I love... even I am not certain about why I have lost so much interest to FH. I just... have.

The only way to reach me now is through Discord. I'm there everyday.
Ellen#0666 (I have Nitro, that's why the tag is scary lol)


I feel like since I state all these things about my past relationship and the citron stuff, I felt like it belonged here in my journal.
Maybe I should have left this in the leaving section, but who knows if I will get my FH spark back? I don't even know... :P

But until then, I hope you guys stay safe and feel happy. Love you all.

(https://i.imgur.com/swfPxa3.jpg)

(09/Jan/2019)
(https://clip2art.com/images/balloon-clipart-blue-heart-9.png)
Hello guys! <3
Maybe a few of my loyal friends on FH *cough* Kuri is *cough* definitely one of them <3*cough* have been thinking about why I'm not so active anymore, and well... Most of you probably don't even recognize my face here xD
But I want to clarify that I haven't left FH! I'm still around here, just mostly observing. I'm kinda "exhausted" from posting on so many threads so I'm just lurking at the most. I may hit a short comment on events and discussions, though.

Another good reason as of why I'm half online and rarely ever in the game is because... Drum roll please~

I found my lover, and his name is Christoffer (Same pronunciation as Christopher~).
We met each other through a good mutual friend, where we played a bunch of boarding- and card games on a Café (It's a fun place)
When we met, both of us had huge butterflies in our stomachs about each other. We've been in a relationship for 3 weeks now, and we both still get overly joyed by just being in company with each other ^^

Here are some pictures of me and his adorable face if you wanna see that... <3

(https://scontent-arn2-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.15752-9/48914930_355284395264124_6982782079222153216_n.jpg?_nc_cat=100&_nc_ht=scontent-arn2-2.xx&oh=a02da3bad1986eb8cb8d65ca606914e3&oe=5CCB469F)
(https://scontent-arn2-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.15752-9/49234259_291250005067674_5067195930420183040_n.jpg?_nc_cat=105&_nc_ht=scontent-arn2-2.xx&oh=12d8da3ed5ab8bd52d0d93c497486408&oe=5CC1FC30)
(https://scontent-arn2-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.15752-9/48423240_763346297349984_2179404257260732416_n.jpg?_nc_cat=100&_nc_ht=scontent-arn2-2.xx&oh=bcbbbf4d0b285eac19f3cb2a81a77bfe&oe=5C8F6CF0)
(https://scontent-arn2-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.15752-9/49296058_580055915752806_5505823077591678976_n.jpg?_nc_cat=103&_nc_ht=scontent-arn2-2.xx&oh=eb3aa3e0eab0c8bf36f5a8f94a4bdb1a&oe=5C8C95AC)

Welp, that's about it. Feel free to ask about him  :P
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Jango_Fett on January 09, 2019, 07:05:51 pm
congrats on finding 1 whole boy

kinda wondered where you vanished off too
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: gh0ul on January 09, 2019, 09:45:27 pm
You 2 are so cute together c:
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Kuri on January 12, 2019, 10:11:53 pm
Hahaha...  This happens to all my friends.   Well, you're happy.  *can't find any pictures that'd make this post more meaningful*
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: moonwolf303 on January 13, 2019, 04:24:01 am
Ik this is late...but Congrats! you guys are a great couple.
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: LordSuragaha on January 13, 2019, 06:37:37 am
Sometimes breaks are nice so it’s understandable if you’ve felt the need to step back a bit Ellen <3 I’m just very happy to see you’ve been doing well for yourself! You and your bf look really adorable and happy together! I’m thrilled that you’ve found love in a good friend and I wish you both the best of years together. Hope you had a Happy New Year friend <3
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Raphilion on January 15, 2019, 12:44:30 am
OMG Aww you two are an adorable couple!! Congrats on finding somebody who makes you haopy Ellen <3 I'm really happy for you ^,^ I haven't been too active here either so I totally understand you. We all beed a break once in a while.

Hmm maybe I ahould post a thread here too. So much has happened since I was last active.. Thanks for the idea Ellen xP
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Ellen11v on April 15, 2020, 11:04:53 pm
Updated
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Ame88 on April 16, 2020, 12:02:07 am
Sorry to hear you've gone through what you have, and it's sad to hear you've lost interest in FeralHeart. Life happens and sometimes you just can't control those things, and that's alright. Glad to hear you're keeping yourself occupied. It can get pretty boring being cooped up at home.

You stay safe out there, Ellen! You're such a recognizable member of this community, and you're a very sweet gal. If you ever get your spark back, we'll be waitin!
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Dark_heart on April 16, 2020, 07:31:12 am
Oh. Hope I'll see you in game! Mabye...
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Ellen11v on April 16, 2020, 09:47:15 am
Quote from: LordSuragaha on April 16, 2020, 03:42:53 am
I’m really happy you’ve found love again. I wish you guys well <3
Hey Sura, not to make things awkward but I’m not in a relationship again. I’m still single :p But thank you for the wishes anyway :)

And thank you to everyone else for understanding :)
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: LadySigyn on April 16, 2020, 12:22:32 pm
Aww that's sad to hear, but I suppose everyone's time here comes to an end at some point. Perhaps your journey with FH will continue on some day, who knows. Regardless, it's been wonderful getting to know you and watching you grow within the community. I wish you the very best with everything life has to offer, and if you ever decide to become active once again we'll all be here. <3
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Oddonelynx on April 16, 2020, 04:22:28 pm
Sorry that you're losing interest. Hope all is well.
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: Kuri on April 16, 2020, 08:17:32 pm
Thanks for visiting us Ellen.
Title: Re: What's going on in my life? [Ellen's Journal]
Post by: SpicyDirt on April 16, 2020, 08:44:32 pm
I hope everything gets better for you <3 I know that we didn't talk too much, but I really do hope that things get better for you <3