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Hey, guys. It's been a while, huh? A long, long while.
The name's Vespian, Vespian Jakael Blackwood. I used to go by a different name here on Feral Heart but I've always been known as Vespian.
Since I'm making this introduction, I've been thinking lately on returning to Feral Heart. You might have seen me being a wall flower in-game on my username Creux now changed to Vespian. Sorry, I've always been acutely shy.
Anyways, here I am. As one of my closest friends say, "It is I, the frenchiest fry."
I've tried to return once before to those who remember but my anxiety became shot. Social phobia, it's not all that fun.
Anyways, for those of you who do not know of me, I'm an oldie (20 years old now) whose in college majoring in biology and I am a part time freelance writer. I enjoy the company of friendly faces and roleplaying. Guess that's what attracted me to this game way back in 2011 and what keeps me lingering back like an obedient hound dog.
My 'sona is Vespian. I've had him since 2013 and I love him dearly, albeit he's as mean as a hornet. You might see me lingering around on him or you might spot me on a different character. It depends. He underwent a drastic makeover so he doesn't look at all like the 2013-2015 Vespian, haha.
It's nice to meet you all, old and new. Let us see if my nerves can handle the return this go round.
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Vespian, it is so good to see you back again my friend! It's orcawhitewolf13, or Accailia!
We used to talk every once in a while, I am happy you are back!
I hope to see you around, welcome back bb!<3
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I remember you, of course. I actually saw you in-game yesterday. A friend of mine, Jethro (username: khoshekh), joined your pack. I was going to join alongside but my medicine kicked in and knocked me right out, haha.
Thank you very much for the warm welcome. <3
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Ah, I remember joining November 2015 either some time before or after you left, and I'm glad to see that you've decided to face your nerves and return nevertheless in the hopes of overcoming them!
Welcome back to FeralHeart, Vespian!
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Ahh Welcome back Vespian! It's so nice to see that you've returned!<3
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Never seen you before, but welcome back!
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Welcome back, Vesp! I'm so happy to see that you've decided to return.
It's great to have you back, you've been missed. See you in-game! <3
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I remember you, of course. I actually saw you in-game yesterday. A friend of mine, Jethro (username: khoshekh), joined your pack. I was going to join alongside but my medicine kicked in and knocked me right out, haha.
Thank you very much for the warm welcome. <3
I'm in game now if you want to whisper me to join! <33 Or check out the site and do so there -
Chishivopack.proboards.com<333
So glad to have you back.<3
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Welcome back, Vespian! It's nice to see a familiar face return again. I hope to see you around soon. c:
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Never seen you before, but welcome back!
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You'll know me, soon enough, I promise.
Kidding, no evil plans behind my back. Thank you very much for the welcome.~
To you as well Shurtle.
Ahh Welcome back Vespian! It's so nice to see that you've returned!<3
Lookit you. Congratulations on becoming a Mod in Training. Here, have a lick from yours truly. It'll grant you 5 years of fortune.
Thank you, too, for the welcoming back.
Welcome back, Vesp! I'm so happy to see that you've decided to return.
It's great to have you back, you've been missed. See you in-game! <3
.//Springs onto and topples
Mmm, yes. Hello, my sweet prince. See you in-game, I shall, thank you!
I remember you, of course. I actually saw you in-game yesterday. A friend of mine, Jethro (username: khoshekh), joined your pack. I was going to join alongside but my medicine kicked in and knocked me right out, haha.
Thank you very much for the warm welcome. <3
I'm in game now if you want to whisper me to join! <33 Or check out the site and do so there -
Chishivopack.proboards.com<333
So glad to have you back.<3
I would if I could but I'm sort of at work at the moment! Ahaha, maybe when I get home, though. I'll be sniffing for you.
I've already stalked your site. It's very nice.
Welcome back, Vespian! It's nice to see a familiar face return again. I hope to see you around soon. c:
Hello, Nynx. Seen you a bit in-game but was too timid to say my greetings. A global moderator, huh? Wow, much has changed. Congrats to you, as well!
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Hi there! I've seen ya sitting around in The Grounds a lot lately, but I myself am not extremely social. cx Glad to see you back though!
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Vespy!! <33
Haha I'm not sure if you'll remember me, but I definitely remember you! We never talked much but you were very nice on the forums, aha.
It's so good to see you back! I've seen you in game a bit c: welcome back!
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Welcome back, Vespian. I don't know if you remember me or not, but if you do I sincerely apologize for any of my foolish behavior back then that may have been directed at you or effected you in any way. Admittedly I've always felt guilty about things I said in those days and I am sorry if I ever made you uncomfortable. Anyways, sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest. I hope you've been well, Vesp. It'll be great to have you around again. ♥
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Welcome back! I don't ever remember seeing you around but I hope you have fun on FeralHeart again ^^ You've been around for a while. Glad you decided to return!
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WELCOME BACK! ^.^
I hope you enjoy your time here! :D
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Hi there! I've seen ya sitting around in The Grounds a lot lately, but I myself am not extremely social. cx Glad to see you back though!
I've seen you laying about in The Grounds, too. One of these days, I'll have to shimmy on over and make conversation. We can be shy turtles together.
Vespy!! <33
Haha I'm not sure if you'll remember me, but I definitely remember you! We never talked much but you were very nice on the forums, aha.
It's so good to see you back! I've seen you in game a bit c: welcome back!
Hello, Echoz! I vaguely remember you. Sorry, my memory can be terrible sometimes. Please forgive.
I've seen you, too. Next time, I'll have to say my greetings.
Welcome back, Vespian. I don't know if you remember me or not, but if you do I sincerely apologize for any of my foolish behavior back then that may have been directed at you or effected you in any way. Admittedly I've always felt guilty about things I said in those days and I am sorry if I ever made you uncomfortable. Anyways, sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest. I hope you've been well, Vesp. It'll be great to have you around again. ♥
I'll PM you, but I appreciate the welcome back. Also, I'm in complete love with your avatar and signature. (Big fan of sheep/goats.)
Welcome back! I don't ever remember seeing you around but I hope you have fun on FeralHeart again ^^ You've been around for a while. Glad you decided to return!
Really? How strange but perfectly alright. I whispered you once, complimenting on your preset. At the time, I was probably on my character, Hymn. Yes, I have been here for some time and I'm happy to be back.
Thank you, too, Vortex! I appreciate the pretty font decorations you've given.
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Really? How strange but perfectly alright. I whispered you once, complimenting on your preset. At the time, I was probably on my character, Hymn. Yes, I have been here for some time and I'm happy to be back.
Now that I think of it, I do remember someone by your name. But, I can have a bad memory of people sometimes ^^ But thank you for the compliment whatever it was. I saw you around a bit today. Glad you're excited to be back as well.
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Welcome back, Vespian!
It is a pleasure to see you have returned.
Vespian and Creux are both really awesome usernames,
I love how unique they are. I am truly sorry to hear about
your anxiety, it is far from easy to deal with. I know just
how much it can affect your entire life, it can be paralyzing.
I am proud of you for returning, it is brave of you.
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Welcome back, Vespian!
It is a pleasure to see you have returned.
Vespian and Creux are both really awesome usernames,
I love how unique they are. I am truly sorry to hear about
your anxiety, it is far from easy to deal with. I know just
how much it can affect your entire life, it can be paralyzing.
I am proud of you for returning, it is brave of you.
Thank you very much!
Creux happens to be a word of French meaning "hollow" or "cavity". I prefer thinking of it as the former, haha. I've obtained it way back during my days of edge but it's stuck with me since my primary e-mail, Xbox Live account, Skype account, and plenty others have the word "creux" involved in some mannerism. My OCD prevents me from ever changing it because then the uniform would be mix-matched.
As for Vespian, well, that's really just a name I've made up. Before I knew it, everyone began slapping my face down to his name (even have some people in real life address me as Vespian) so I really cannot imagine myself adopting another.
I'm glad you like them both!
Thank you as well for the comforting words. I've recently sought professional help for it among other mental illnesses so I'm not as much of a paranoid freak as I used to be. I feel like this time go round, my head will play a lot nicer.
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Hey!! Man, I remember when I was just a youngling among the forum and ye had spoke to me a couple times on a few threads. I was practically star-struck because y'er character looked so wise (and full of eyeballs- lol!) I was sad to see ye go, but I am very excited to see ye return to us. I'd love to hang out sometime in-game. Anyhoo, welcome back, hun!
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Welcome back to FH! Super happy to see a bunch of older members returning recently. :) It's refreshing to see.
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Hey!! Man, I remember when I was just a youngling among the forum and ye had spoke to me a couple times on a few threads. I was practically star-struck because y'er character looked so wise (and full of eyeballs- lol!) I was sad to see ye go, but I am very excited to see ye return to us. I'd love to hang out sometime in-game. Anyhoo, welcome back, hun!
You'll be surprised to hear that Vespian has even more eyes now. He's known as "The Thousand-eyed Beast who stares into Heaven" for a reason. ;)
Of course! I'll keep an eye out for you when I'm in-game.
Welcome back to FH! Super happy to see a bunch of older members returning recently. :) It's refreshing to see.
Ah, yes, I agree. I occasionally see members who were around even before I. Anyways, thank you!
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Hey again Vespian ^^ I'm glad to see you announce your return<3
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Oh mer gurd!!!!
Do my eyes deceive me?!?!?!?!
Meh senpai hath returned!!
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I have missed you so very much I can't believe how long it has been since I last saw you!
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Hey again Vespian ^^ I'm glad to see you announce your return<3
Hello there, Kiki.~ Yes, I as well.
Oh mer gurd!!!!
Do my eyes deceive me?!?!?!?!
Meh senpai hath returned!!
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I have missed you so very much I can't believe how long it has been since I last saw you!
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Yes, hello, yes, it is I! I'm here, I'm here!
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It has been a while, hasn't it?
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*Snuggles my Vespa*
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Glad to hear of your return, Vespian. It's nice to see you again.
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Glad to hear of your return, Vespian. It's nice to see you again.
To you as well, Panzram. I appreciate the welcome.
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Welcome back! Hope to see you around~
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welcome back friendoooo