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For the sake of duplicate I am going to just edit this.
For awhile, I have these feelings and for awhile it has been bottling inside me. Friends know this because I express constantly having a hard time making new friends or just speaking to anyone in general. It's like...I'd committed a crime without even doing anything. During my time here I was mistreated for a bit in game and out the game, no one really talks to me unless there is ongoing conversation. I have a few incidents when people just spoke to me out of line and I just instantly placed my foot down and ended all communication, which I don't regret nor will apologize for for my actions. As I said earlier, it's like I committed a crime for standing up to myself and one of them being a set up. I have friends who supported me till the end and look up to me, admiring my kindness and just love for people. It's very hard to like people and give people chances when I am treated unfairly or seen as dirt; I can't even join groups because of these reasons. I had moments where I held expectations for myself and goals for this community, but I guess those will never come. My heart can't take this anymore; people say to ignore and get over it, but I can't. In all honesty, I don't even know I was going to be nominated for MOTS summer, I seriously hard negative thoughts about this. While I am thankful I am still hurting and still enraged. One thing you should know I about me; if you want opinions or want the truth, you're looking at her. If you don't like what I say or what I do, bummer.
Well. Thank you. Hopefully I can keep words this time and not return the next day. I'll be spying from the distance.
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It's very sad to see you go, boo. :c We had a lot of great moments in FH, i'll miss you in the community. <3
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Bye Ironic... You're an amazing person, and it's so sad you had to go through this much pain. ;(
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Peace and hair grease :'(
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i may not know exactly what happened but i understand how you're feeling.
we'll miss you very much but as long as you're doing what's best for you, all's well.
do take care, friend.
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Im sorry that you feel this way, I may not know the full story, but I understand your decisions. I have always looked up to you and I really appreciate all your hard work brought into this community. I will miss you my friend, and I hope that future brings you great things.<3
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Very sad to see you go Ironic, but I respect your decision. Unfortunately betrayal, hatred and lies will be everywhere, some areas more than others. You just need to keep your head up and push on. Endeavor to persevere.
I wish you the best of luck wherever you go. Stay safe out there!
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You'll be very missed, Ironic <3 My DMs will always be open for you <3
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Sad to see you leaving also, Ironic!
But i hope you find happiness wherever you go!
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Ahh man, It’s super sad to see you go as you were a pillar of the community. Hope You are ok and that wherever you go You find happiness, farewell. =)
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Aw okay, you were a cool one though.
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Hey Ironic, only just seen that this was edited a few days ago... If you ever want to talk about things don't be afraid to send me a dm or any other user for that matter, the thing is I hate it when I see people in dark places. :(
If you don't wanna talk about it then I understand... just stay safe ok?
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Oh Ironic, to see this breaks my heart. I have no idea what caused people to see you in that way, to me you’ve always been a kind, helpful member of this community. I totally understand removing yourself from a place that isn't helping you and making you feel like that, though. It’s almost toxic to your mental health to stay in a place that makes you feel so down.
I wish you well! If you need someone to talk to please feel free to reach out to me as well. I know we’ve never really spoken but I’ve always admired you and thought of you as one of the members of the community that is truly a bright point. I feel like a good amount of people feel the same since you were nominated for Summer MOTs!
Take care! I hope things get better for you soon and if you do decide to return you feel like you’re more welcomed and given the respect that you deserve. <3
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I am sad to see you go, but admire that you are able to remove yourself from a toxic situation. I am very sorry to hear that people have led you to feel this way, as I've never seen you as anything other than a loving and cherished member of this community.
If you need to talk you can always reach out. I wish you luck wherever life takes you from here <3
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It's so unfortunate that you feel this way.
I've only spoken to you once in PM but know that I'll never turn you away if you'd like to converse further. I feel blessed to have been able to have a chat with you and know you in the time you've been here.
I hope someday you'll return and the situations will be much better.
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its sad to see you leave ironic. you are such a kind and very loving member of this community, we appreciate you and everything you have done for us. i met you through feralheartians and those times were the greatest spent, we havent spoken much since than but you were one of the greatest and kindest person anyone could've met.
i hope you find whatever you want while you look forward and i hope it brings you as much joy as you brought us. we'll miss you
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though i hate to see you leave (especially since i've not yet had the pleasure of getting to know you) i commend you for having the strength to distance yourself from toxicity. it's by no means an easy thing to do and i'm proud of you for putting your foot down and taking care of yourself. sometimes the best way to deal with things is to step away for a bit and take time for yourself, and kudos to you for making that decision!
you'll be greatly missed by the feralheart community, and i truly hope to see you come back someday. until then, take care, and feel free to shoot me a message if you ever need anything <3
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It'll be sad to see you go, Ironic. Please know that my DMs are always open to you <3
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It’s unfortunate people can’t move on from the past and refuse to quit acting toxic. I understand this, and have left social media a few times to get fresh air. It’s also good to cut those people out of your life, and block them. I don’t blame you for wanting to distance yourself. Your own health matters most, and if that’s what you need, then do so. Keep safe out there, Ironic. I wish you the best and I hope things settle for you. We’ll always be here if you decide to return. Take care.
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I'm sad to see you go friend. You are one of the few friends I had left here. But I can understand why you would want to leave. More power to you girl.
You gave me hope at a time when I was going through difficult times. Getting bullied for simply being disliked by certain groups of people here. I'm not sure if I would even still be here if you hadn't have came along to be a true friend and comfort me.
But now? idk what to think. Most of the people I knew have moved on and things aren't looking much better. idk how much longer I can remain hopeful when only a few friends still play this game. And when I know for a fact there are quite a few toxic individuals still picking on people here for absolutely no reason.
It really hits home when so many of the people you are close to have become the target if bullying and end up leaving to escape it.