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Mood Calm
EatingNothing
DrinkingCoffee
Listening To Demi Lovato
First off. Welcome to my journal. This would be the place I would {want) to discuss my feeling and express how am I feeling. Other than that, let's get this party started.
So...about feralheart. Um, its going good...I guess. I haven't really gotten the chance to explore the entire maps, but I been to a few. I went to a party last Friday and I guess I was great? Well, I didn't talk much because...there wasn't much to really talk about. I mean, the people who were there sounded like they really enjoyed themselves, especially since they have been here for a very long time. Um, yeah. However, for the forum, its going good as well. I made my own rp and I guess its going good. There's not explain but yeah.
Things are going good, I guess.
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Very nice journal, Ms. Dreamer.
Eh, a party isn't my kind of thing. I'd mostly be quiet as well if I were to go to a party.
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Very nice journal, Ms. Dreamer.
Eh, a party isn't my kind of thing. I'd mostly be quiet as well if I were to go to a party.
True; especially because you know you would be ignored and be left out.
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Indeed.
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Mood: -mentally- Depressed
Thoughts
I'm not depressed on the outside but in the inside. So...you guys may notice my lack of activity here and attitude. Okay, first off, I'm been really moody lately and just been thinking. Plus, this website is annoying me; not the members or anything, just the website itself. Second off, it's roleplaying. I'm not getting alot of interest, which means I can easily leave and come back when I'm 18. This is usually what I do when I have nothing else to do. So yeah.
Other than that, I'm back...for now.
Happy Halloween.
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Read yourrecent entry.
Sorry to hear that, dear Dreamer. I myself have been annoyed with FeralHeart, but the base is some members who don't have the slightest clue of what they should and shouldn't do.
If there is anything, anything at all, I could do I would be quite happy to do so. c:
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Read yourrecent entry.
Sorry to hear that, dear Dreamer. I myself have been annoyed with FeralHeart, but the base is some members who don't have the slightest clue of what they should and shouldn't do.
If there is anything, anything at all, I could do I would be quite happy to do so. c:
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So, if you floofs can noticed, my visit is slowly ending. I mean I'm still interested in the site but I have so much thinfs to do in my life. Plus, my heart was recently broken by my ex. I miss him tho. Anyway, anyone freel to talk?
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Darn, that sucks.. I'm sorry! I hope he gets whats comin' for him, breakin' yer heart like he did. Things will get better tho <3
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I is definitely heart broken. My best friend just told me she liced my crush and he liked her! Now, I'm definitely heart broken and depressed. But I don't care, I going to get pay back.
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Wonderful biography/Journal <3
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Wonderful biography/Journal <3
Thank you ^^ <3
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Recently-
I kissed him goodbye. I walked home and through the door I went. Already I noticed my sister was home, unbuttoning her coat while my mom was on the phone; she was yelling. And my sister looked at me crazily. I blacked out for second and began walking to my room, where my sister finally followed behind. Usually, when times like this, s*** happens then fights. Anyway, was lying to my family saying I went to see a friend, which it was actually my boyfriend. They don't know him but I lied. I can't let them know they're daughter/sister has a boyfriend. Not only that, I love him to much to see this relationship end so soon. Each day I wonder how we going to pass these moments and realize we cane have it in peace. Then again, I'm not allowed to hang out with friends nor boys. I have now freedom and always need to be examined. I already have my first kiss, which my family doesn't know. I only went outside and stood there for a good 10 mins. On other hand, my sister is screaming at me, telling me I'm those girls who rush their age and get pregnant. But Im not into that. Not only that, she said if I have my *first kiss*it would lead to something bigger.
I swear In like slave. >.<
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I been so busy lately... on forum. I'm trying to get everything together for groups and roleplay. I know I requested three preset, which are still under construction; so I'll keep an eye on that. I'm worried I won't be able to reach for all my roleplay group--but they're all so good!! Hm, maybe I need to think of the group I hardly don't go...Hm..
Lately, I was thinking to join TEC. I responded on their thread but no respond. I need also to check on that.
Good news! I manged to release two of my artwork. Ugly, yes, but I hope to prove. Hopefully god would answer my prays. >.<
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An hour ago:
I'm there having a nice with my friends. A few minutes later, we shared our good byes and went to our separate journey. As I grew more bored, I hit up my friend and was like do she needed to a company here. She said yes. So I met her at AscensionIsland and began hopping around...until she said she was going to be brb for 30 mins, I said okay. So once I finally got to the top, she was like she need another 30 minutes. Okay, so while I was just dancing around, she there moving and I saw her with my own eyes!! Then I was like I'm going to out hang out in sky rim. So I'm waiting and waiting, until I accidentally hit friends list. So I bother and clicked find on her name...Tell me why I had the nerves to read she was at fluorite plains!! So, I hit her up again was like so...you're not away? Right then and there, I defriend here and blocked her.
Kind to think of it...this wasn't the first time. I don't know im to nice to everyone. Maybe I'll just stick around with my boyfriend. I hate being the one to be used and leave left out. But if she PM me, I swear I'm going to curse her but out.
No I wont. I'm not getting ban.
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So much things is happening.
Me and my boyfriend had recently gotten into an argument because I told him I was want to date a tomboy. First, he says yes, then no. And then he was like if I dated a girl, then he would have to get a girlfriend so he won't be left out. Then again, my thing is he don't make any sense. So, yeah. We're there going back to back, arguing. This morning I told him to stop and just drop it; I don't want our relationship to end to quickly because of something stupid. And of course, we dropped it and were back in love.
Now...
My sister, sister boyfriend, and their son left for vacation in Coco keys. I didn't ago because after that incident with their son. So, as I was enjoying a last few days of their presence, one day before the trip; my sister bf came to my face and started spraying water in my face. So, I threw a pillow in his face. Then from that, he started at me and what the heck-I cursed right back. My sister had my back and was like stop.
Since them, he hid everything. I have no WiFi or any controls to play with...
Lastly.
I've been thinking a lot lately and I was wondering to start doing preset, and the contest; buts it took late and I would really need to plan things. So, when next contest, hopefully I'll be ready.
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I've been feeling really angry lately. Not too long I began crying for reason and started unexpectedly yelling at my boyfriend. Well, we recently gotten into an argument. But anyway, yeah. I don't know but I would cry constantly and just think about my family. Usually I act like I'm happy, but to to be honest I'm really not feeling like my old self. I'm alway sad and moody. I feel happen I'm out door and meeting my other family. I personally got frustrated when I was trying to explain some one the accustom of role playing; she got confused and told me she was going to stop. So why waste my time if you don't know what to do? So I'm mad.
Anyway, I need someone to talk to.
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Most saddest time in my life. One of my dearest aunt passed away due to complications and the body rejecting many things. It was so said to see her go through some much pain;I knew how she felt. I cried that when I heard he death in the hospital. They say it was too late;and I cried.
We came to Trinidad on a Friday evening and I saw all my family. A little while we saw her in her coffin,smiling and happy as if. then again,she's in a better place and in peace. I miss her. Then after a while, the hole came. They dropped the coffin and it blacked out...so many people fainted and scream.
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Dear dairy,
I need friends.
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Aww, so sorry. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you.
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Aww, so sorry. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you.
Aww, thanks. ;)
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*throws confetti* Happy early birthday! Sending cyber cookies, cake, and ice cream. ;3
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Yesterday-
Boiii! Yesterday was lit with my three friends from school. We went on so many rides and had a blast. My surprisingly to go have fun, while the others stay back -- but we of course stayed alone since it was no parent advising. Anyway, I had a blast. I'm finally fifteen and hype. Bye.
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I need someone to talk to. :(
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You always have me floof. ;) I'l be here for you if you ever want to talk.
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Oh my goodness. Sooo, I was in the shower, right? Then my sister pops and gives me that snickering grin.. I was like what's wrong. Then she was like who your new boyfriend...and I was like uh...my boyfriend. (Blah blah) so, we're talking and my face is suddenly lighting up. Immediately I was blushing; she noticed. I couldn't lie anymore and just told the truth. However, I didn't say anything about his age. I just lied and told her he "goes to my school", which he dont. But uh, I hope she doesn't find out his age. It would be sad to see our relationship end on short notice.
My step mom though, knows and is okay with it. It just my mom who doesn't. Oh well, let's see how this goes.
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-sighs happily - it was nice of the teachers to give us a break from school. I mean, I went bed so early- man, I was so exhausted. Not too long ago, I made some fry oreos - which I strongly dislike how it came on out. It's good but my stomach is strongly disagreeing. I should of waited for my sister to come home. Oh well, as I try to compose myself, I'm counting down the days before summer arrives! Just a two more weeks until my ceremony. -crosses fingers-
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So, this been happening lately. Ever since me and my boyfriend have been dating,his mother wanna control his life. I can't even through with her unless its somthing currently is going on. And like, whenever I try to contact, he be like you should stop since he's on punishment and blah blah...plus, his sister is having party and she was like how I'm not going to be spending with him. - Obviously, I don't want to hang out with since her whole family is going to be there and I don't work when it comes to families. I rather stay with my boyfriend. But no his mother control. I think she don't like me. I really don't see why gotta take his phone away. I'm probably the blame. Maybe we should break up... :(
I need some advice.
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FINALLY GRADUATED AND NOW A FRESHMAN. WHOOOOO
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Congratz on graduating my dear, and for becoming a Freshman.
Also sorry to hear about the issues going on with your boyfriend. Sounds kind of rough for him. I hope things get better.
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Thank you!!! =) <3
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Thank you!!! =) <3
Of course love. <3
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Bae af <3
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Bae af <3
Aww <333 :* iluvu
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So lately I have been having those anger issues problems again. I have been so angry inside i just wanted to blow out at everyone and just curse out. It's good to write a journal, personally I like to express my feelings. So the other i came across the game and talked to a fellow user who really let me just let everything out. Now I feel a little better. Also, about my writing, I'm bit Piss because the website I was on, banned me because I ask is there anything similar to the site. So they took negatively and banned. Plus, none of those people liked me. Everytime they talked to me was with an attuide. So with that attuide plus my attuide combined, I was beyond piss. But now, I'm over it.
However, I don't like how some users on FH are behaving. Some of them take their anger on me and honestly makes me want to blow up at them
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Yes, expressin' y'er feelings is one of the best ways to calm y'erself down. 'Tis a great idea for anyone who has something negative or angering on their mind.
So sorry to hear about the site deary. Some people can just be jerks and 'tis the social media, not everyone is chipper.
And I must agree with ye deary. Although Feral Heart is a welcoming place with welcoming floofs for the most part, ye do get the occasional pessimist.
I hope ye are feeling a bit more pleasant and are 'aving a nice day. Did ye 'ave a good Fourth?
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Yes, expressin' y'er feelings is one of the best ways to calm y'erself down. 'Tis a great idea for anyone who has something negative or angering on their mind.
So sorry to hear about the site deary. Some people can just be jerks and 'tis the social media, not everyone is chipper.
And I must agree with ye deary. Although Feral Heart is a welcoming place with welcoming floofs for the most part, ye do get the occasional pessimist.
I hope ye are feeling a bit more pleasant and are 'aving a nice day. Did ye 'ave a good Fourth?
You always know what to say. :) And i love you for that. Thank you. <3
And for fourth of July, uhh, I didn't do anything. Me and my mom just stayed home and just watched Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day. After the movie finished, we watched the fireworks. Then again, it was a calm day. =) How was yours?
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You always know what to say. :) And i love you for that. Thank you. <3
And for fourth of July, uhh, I didn't do anything. Me and my mom just stayed home and just watched Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day. After the movie finished, we watched the fireworks. Then again, it was a calm day. =) How was yours?
Ah, that was a good movie. It had a few funnies. Glad ye had a relaxing day.
I stayed with m'cousins at a cabin. Quite refreshing from the ordinary day. It rained, however, but we made the best of it. Thankies for asking deary. <3
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So, if you floofs can noticed, my visit is slowly ending. I mean I'm still interested in the site but I have so much thinfs to do in my life. Plus, my heart was recently broken by my ex. I miss him tho. Anyway, anyone freel to talk?
Very nice journal Revenge, I actually got upset by the message I quoted because it reminds me of myself in someway. Please don't end with us, stay with the lovely floofs. <3 And I know how hard it is to lose someone you love, deeply, but when that happens you need to move on with life. Maybe this happened to you because you deserve better yourself, and believe me, you don't need Boyfriend to make you happy. My mom taught me that when you're heartbroken, do something kind or that makes people and yourself happy. You'll get use from it and go to your best friend to have fun with. Life is to short to break your heart, so get the positives and enjoy! :)
However, I don't like how some users on FH are behaving. Some of them take their anger on me and honestly makes me want to blow up at them
People these days, I know it. Just tell them 'Why don't you look at your reflection and love it? Because your actions are reflecting on your character you're accepting the silliness you're spitting out.' That should do it xD :3.
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Haha, thanks for the advice. :)
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I wish Fall/School comes quick. I really want to see less users on the site...these attuide from users are triggering my nerves. I know it's not none of business but i hate pressing a link and seeing drama already inside.
Mood: Upset
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Soda
Listening To Wild n' Out
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July 13
Wow, the month is coming by so fast! I don't think I can even call it a summer. O.o By the time August hits schools here. Anyway, I'm back at queens and trying to earn more money. I dont know if i would he able to make it to the party. Then again, I don't think I want to go anyway. IDK I'll think about it.
So it's Monday and teen wolf comes on tonight! So exciting!
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Oh my goodness I have orientation on September 4. DX
It would be nice to see someone from FH go to my school. x3
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Read yourrecent entry.
Sorry to hear that, dear Dreamer. I myself have been annoyed with FeralHeart, but the base is some members who don't have the slightest clue of what they should and shouldn't do.
If there is anything, anything at all, I could do I would be quite happy to do so. c:
please dont double post
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Read yourrecent entry.
Sorry to hear that, dear Dreamer. I myself have been annoyed with FeralHeart, but the base is some members who don't have the slightest clue of what they should and shouldn't do.
If there is anything, anything at all, I could do I would be quite happy to do so. c:
please dont double post
I believe 'twas an accidental double post. It happens on this site sometimes because the forum likes to glitch here and there. Anywho, that is an older post so I think 'tis good to say that they 'ave already noticed the error, and unfortunately one cannot delete extra posts-even if 'tis y'er own.
Good job trying to keep the forum a great place though. +floof
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Read yourrecent entry.
Sorry to hear that, dear Dreamer. I myself have been annoyed with FeralHeart, but the base is some members who don't have the slightest clue of what they should and shouldn't do.
If there is anything, anything at all, I could do I would be quite happy to do so. c:
please dont double post
:/
This was back in 2014 and now over with. Please don't do this in my thread. Thank you
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10/12/16
I decided to bump this thread. I'm feeling Alright today, well doing great since there's no school today. Haha. It's been awhile since i last posted here, but its whatever. Hopefully once i get my presets sorted i can return to the game.
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10/12/16
I decided to bump this thread. I'm feeling Alright today, well doing great since there's no school today. Haha. It's been awhile since i last posted here, but its whatever. Hopefully once i get my presets sorted i can return to the game.
<3 Glad to hear y'er 'aving a good day! Nice to see ye update this. ;D
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10/12/16
I decided to bump this thread. I'm feeling Alright today, well doing great since there's no school today. Haha. It's been awhile since i last posted here, but its whatever. Hopefully once i get my presets sorted i can return to the game.
<3 Glad to hear y'er 'aving a good day! Nice to see ye update this. ;D
Haha, thanks <3
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10/14/16
Hello everybody. I decided to a write a journal why you should convince my dog to get a chihuahua. She doesn't really like them due to their main looks looking like rats...i don't know whybshe would say that, but i find them cute asf. It would be nice if someone who owned a chihuahua can tell me some facts about them? Or any reasons why my should buy them for me! I mean, come on! They're so cute.