Feral Heart
Community => Leaving => Topic started by: CloudFish on February 13, 2013, 08:41:41 pm
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been here a good long while, and im pretty content saying im done. contrary to previous leavings, this one is legit, as ill be having all my accounts deleted.
i'm no longer content with the game, or even getting on. the game is in a stoic state, the community is not one im fond of nor do i really much care for any longer. that stems from my own bias too, but regardless, im saying what is said with a reason, to me at least.
but im not leaving because of any past transgresses, but just because im tired of devoting my free time to something i dont really enjoy. im tired of answering to cloudfish, and that seems whine-arse ish, but i am.
i want to apologize to all users in the forbidden lands, as because only two of them knew about this beforehand.
so yeah. s'been nice feral heart. good luck to the staff with keeping this up while kov's got his foot jammed, good luck to all those who are sticking around. because im just not.
contact info:
skype:cloudfeesh
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As much as I don't like seeing people leave, I respect your decision greatly. I do hope you take care of yourself and good luck with everything.
And don't be a stranger when you just pay a visit. You are always welcome back <33
much love
-Feareh__Baku MTEC
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Accounts deleted? Cloud are you sure you are not coming back not even a little?
I know im not your best friend, but i felt bad by reading this.
Anyway, i wish you good luck at your life, you has been a good FH member and you helped a lot.
I hope to see you again.
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Love you, Fishcloud.
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Cloudfish???
No come on please don't leave please tell me this is a joke? You don't know how disappointed I am right now. You are one of my favorite people on this game and site. You've always been so down to earth and lovable, I literally saw you like someone I could look up to in this community. You're my uncle Cloudfish?! I really mean what I'm saying, you're a great friend and edition to this community... and I honestly can't imagine it without you... not seeing you online anymore... never cuddling up in Fluorite again... Never playing drop the grenade. I know people come and go but I never imagined having to say goodbye so soon. Your friendship means alot to me Cloudfish...
I don't know what to say. I've never been good with goodbyes. I hate this. I kind of hope you'll suddenly change your mind and stay. I hope this isn't because people in the community have made you feel the need to leave... CloudFishy just think about it some more. Before you leave. You're my friend and well I will not be upset with you whatever you decide but there will forever be a sadness in me when when I pass through the Forbidden Lands and don't see your name or that blonde maned lion character of yours...
I'm going to miss you Cloud... I really mean that.
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Aww Nu ;c I only just got to know you......I still remember OspreyPaw and EvilFishMan stalking each other -sniffle- Bye bye :( :'(
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LordSuragaha really couldn't have said better. While I'm incredibly shocked and saddened to see you go, I'll respect your decision no matter what, and I'll miss that fluffy mane of yours in-game when I sneak through the Forbidden Lands. You're one of my friends, and I hate to see you go-- honestly, I hope you change your mind about this, but as I said, I respect your decision to leave. (_;w;)_
But nonetheless, I wish you good luck. Don't be afraid to stop by every now and then, mkay? We'll miss you. ;A;
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As much as I don't like seeing people leave, I respect your decision greatly. I do hope you take care of yourself and good luck with everything.
And don't be a stranger when you just pay a visit. You are always welcome back <33
much love
-Feareh__Baku MTEC
thanks for understanding Feareh.
Accounts deleted? Cloud are you sure you are not coming back not even a little?
I know im not your best friend, but i felt bad by reading this.
Anyway, i wish you good luck at your life, you has been a good FH member and you helped a lot.
I hope to see you again.
Sorry thierro lol. will miss your fluffy butt. wish you well alsoCloudfish???
No come on please don't leave please tell me this is a joke? You don't know how disappointed I am right now. You are one of my favorite people on this game and site. You've always been so down to earth and lovable, I literally saw you like someone I could look up to in this community. You're my uncle Cloudfish?! I really mean what I'm saying, you're a great friend and edition to this community... and I honestly can't imagine it without you... not seeing you online anymore... never cuddling up in Fluorite again... Never playing drop the grenade. I know people come and go but I never imagined having to say goodbye so soon. Your friendship means alot to me Cloudfish...
I don't know what to say. I've never been good with goodbyes. I hate this. I kind of hope you'll suddenly change your mind and stay. I hope this isn't because people in the community have made you feel the need to leave... CloudFishy just think about it some more. Before you leave. You're my friend and well I will not be upset with you whatever you decide but there will forever be a sadness in me when when I pass through the Forbidden Lands and don't see your name or that blonde maned lion character of yours...
I'm going to miss you Cloud... I really mean that.
i'm sorry lol. ive made my choice though, and im not gonna chicken out on this decision either. im letting a lot of people down with this, in my own group, and throwing away a lot of efforts. and honestly part of what youre saying makes me want to stay, but like said, ive decided and im sticking to it lol. it isnt to do with previous things, more so just my mental capability to carry on with everything. :p i dont have it.
lots of things you've said to me in the past have kept me here longer than i intended. so thanks lordy. ill miss you too.
Aww Nu ;c I only just got to know you......I still remember OspreyPaw and EvilFishMan stalking each other -sniffle- Bye bye :( :'(
your tailz are still belonging to me. sorry we didnt get a chance to get to know one another more lol.
LordSuragaha really couldn't have said better. While I'm incredibly shocked and saddened to see you go, I'll respect your decision no matter what, and I'll miss that fluffy mane of yours in-game when I sneak through the Forbidden Lands. You're one of my friends, and I hate to see you go-- honestly, I hope you change your mind about this, but as I said, I respect your decision to leave. (_;w;)_
But nonetheless, I wish you good luck. Don't be afraid to stop by every now and then, mkay? We'll miss you. ;A;
little tempofool. lol. will miss you too. you know where to find me though. theres chances we might just turn forbidden into a forum roleplay if no one wants to keep it up in fh without me.
Love you, Fishcloud.
love you too sockry.
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it isnt to do with previous things, more so just my mental capability to carry on with everything. :p i dont have it.
Mental capability? Hey if all you need is a good slap to snap the sense back into you I'm all for it lol, no hard feelings. It's just that I don't know I don't buy the story you're telling me. I've always been a stubborn type and I can understand you wanting to leave but a good person like you who has clearly worked so hard on the forum and on an incredible map, rp group, and so on doesn't just decide to poof from the community entirely by deleting accounts etc... Seems a bit extreme to my logic if you ask me. I can understand a short hiatus for the reasons you mentioned but this? At least give me a good reason... I think I deserve at least that buddy. Even if you've got to inbox it to me.
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Aw man D:
What you said makes me so sad >.<
I'll miss you a ton, though I may not know as good as some others, I will still wish you the best. Just don't forget about FH okay? I'm sure you had great memories on here, at least remember a few and cling onto them until you can't anymore, that's all any of us can ask.
Bye.
~Thyme~
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im sitting here trying to think of how to explain this, because have anyone asked, i'd just shrugged it off. there are a few reasons im quitting.
like you said, the rp group is a major thing that i have put a years worth of efforts into, and ive dragged in friends and the like, and just put so much into it. however recently ive found myself tired of roleplaying, i only do it for those who ask me, and even then its forced and i just dont enjoy it.
if i were to just stay on fh and crap around like some users do, chatting in fluorite, i'd be fine with staying. but id have to quit my roleplay. and i can't do that. i can't quit and then sit around with the thought of what i could have done or should have done to keep it up. the only thing i can possibly compare it to is if kov popped back in and instead of working on the game, he just wanted to play it as was. not to put any effort or care into it.
i feel thats what a lot of users would expect. but i cant do that. i cant just quit and -Removed by moderator- around. so if im dropping one thing, im dropping it all. im not going to get any enjoyment out of failure.
while it would seem stupid to some, besides my job and my home, it was something i could call mine. and i just dont feel right abandoning it to walk around while i could still be pushing through.
second: i despise this and what its become lol. i cringe when i see the word floof and sometimes i just want to flip a table with some of the things. so getting away from what this is- is an upside. there isnt much i feel i can say ill miss about this place besides a few people.
lastly i was asked to. and even though my sheer willpower and obligation would have kept me here as long as i was needed to be and wanted to be, i wouldnt have enjoyed it in fullness. the pro's outweighed the cons and thats why ive been here. however i was pushed out of this, and really though, im grateful, because without her helping me out i would have chickend out on this as soon as thierro posted.
and really by leaving, i dislike myself even more simply because i feel like im running off- when in truth that is what i am doing. and so i apologize.
so thats why im not staying, and thats really the best explanation i can give.
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D'Aww. Sorry to see u go CloudFish! I'm going to miss you! Thank you for being a supporting member and funny member c: Bye c:
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Cloudfish...Wow. This IS really surprising. For the time I have seen/known you on the forums...you have been active and willing to lend a hand...
There will be a lot of people who miss you. Good luck with everything? ;a;
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Thanks Thrillex, Sly, you two take care.
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You need a rest from FH, to disapear a little is definitive.
But to delete your account is a bit extreme as lord said, i cannot understand that.
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its as simple as to want to be done with it completely
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..im gonna miss you, i dont even know you but i read your posts, your funny and semmingly careing....I respect your wish to leave but wish you where not.
*goes to corner to cry for no reason atall but thats shes sad*
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Oh my gosh. Wow. Cloud is leaving? Forever?
Well...
I guess there's nothing I could do :/
But perhaps you don't wanna delete your account? FH might improve...
But whatever.
Bye. We'll miss you, Cloud, a lot! We'll miss your helpfullness, your art, your personality, and your lion, Cloud. ;3
Bye :)
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H-hes gone......
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Yeah :( .....
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Oh Cloudy, sorry things didn't work out. I'm sure everyone will miss seeing you about. :'(
Bye......
~Alli
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...So I realize I'm really late on this goodbye, but I finally stumbled upon Fishy's leaving post. I myself had been pretty much on a leave from FH for awhile as well, and I came back to find Fishy's posts now titling him as a guest, and I had stared at it for minutes, trying to understand what happened. My conclusion was that Fishy must have moved accounts and deleted his old one; not left completely. And now, weeks after, I decided to look here and see if Fishy had posted anything.
So I'm extremely late in finding this, and my apologies to Fishy, but I doubt it'll be read by him anyways. But I have to write this anyways.
Fishy, I may not have known you half as well as plenty of other people here, but I always felt as if we were the best of friends. I think it's safe to say that anyone that ever met you felt that way, because you are such a fun and lovable person. Like Sura said, you feel like an uncle or brother. Uncle Cloudfish. You're just that lovable, cheerful doode that everyone, and I mean everyone looks up to in admiration and wants to be like. And hug his fluffiness. Dude, FISHY. I can't even believe this is happening happened. It's a major shock for all of us to see you go... and to not enjoy FH anymore.
And it brought me to tears to see someone like you go. I've seen a lot of good friends go. It always hits me really hard when yet another person drifts away, and yet again I've done close to nothing to at least see them off. I know you probably won't read this, as you want to stay completely away, but I hope that you know just how much you are loved and how badly you'll be missed. Fishy, you truly are a wonderful and amazing person. I'm dumbfounded that you don't feel the same way about FH as you used to. You are such a passionate, dedicated, and determined guy; so for you to loose joy in something is just... it's a punch in the gut. But, I think we've all been there before- without the will to continue on with something- we know, and so we understand... sadly we do. I do.
Hey, maybe this is for the better, right? Of course. On my own time away from FH, I was able to do a lot more because I wasn't tied down by always showing up in game, and attending to things on the forums and such. And I felt lighter and happier. Of course I was also weighed down by guilt and sadness when I thought back on it, but I put that behind me and carried on with the brighter side. I eventually came back once I had sorted everything out... but you won't be. And I'm incredibly saddened by that. But I will take joy in the fact that we were able to have you here, and that you will now be able to carry on.
Fishy, please, take care. You're an amazing person, and I hope you never forget that. I hope you will always remember us here in FH, but don't feel tormented by the feeling of 'running away.' You didn't run away. You moved and carried on.
And life is carrying on.
I'm blessed to have met you, Uncle Cloudfish. May we meet again sometime. <3
~Cubblet
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Well, I know you will no longer be able to see this or answer this, but I will always keep the swagger ball by my side ^^. Good times...