Welcome to My Semi Emotional Thread!
Not To Long ago I found out that one of my best friends on feral-heart had passed away from their sister on skype. I was extremely upset and Let go Of feral-heart for a while to try and get over it. Even Though I didnt know them IRL They were very close and we would talk almost every day on Skype and in the game itself. I truthfully never got over it mostly because they told me about how their attempt at suicides failed and they couldnt stand their at home life.
I Remember one time while we were chatting on skype there parents came and yelling and slammed the computer shut. I was so nervous that I hung up the skype call and waited a couple of days to talk to him again. When I did he wasnt happy at all and seemed completely different (as he was when we first skyped). After a few weeks I had not heard from him and I got a Bit worried, but not to the point that I would call. I saw that His sisters rarely messaged and the last time they did I heard the news.
In Honer of Him and His sister, I keep the character I was his mate with and Kept his Skype in my contacts.
Question 1: Who Have You Had to Let go? And What Happen?
Question 2: How did you deal with it?
Question 1: Who Have You Had to Let go? And What Happen?
Question 2: How did you deal with it?
1. I had to let go of my best friend. Don't laugh at me either because my best friend was my dog Chance. He had become aggressive and attacked other dogs and he actually bit me once. It wasn't that I was scared of him after that, I think it was just the fact that he was my dog and bit me so I was shocked. Eventually we had to put him down. ;-;
2. I sort of gathered up some pictures I had of him and made it into one big collage. So now shen I look at it, it reminds fo him. Though honestly, I really haven't truly let him go and quite frankly, I don't feel I must.
Question 1: Who Have You Had to Let go? And What Happened?
I have let go of many friends, in-game and in real life. The pain to deal with amounts to the same, because I hold all of my friends very dearly to me. I've even had to let go of my father, in real life. I know this will sound extremely childish, foolish, or maybe even a little cold-hearted, but the worst person I had to let go wasn't even a person at all. It was my first horse, Boo. She's a black and white paint horse and I've had her since I was four. She is still alive, but I no longer own her- because of my father. When my parents got divorced [my mother found out that my father was cheating on her, she forgave him and gave him another chance but he divorced her and left us. He abandoned us. For his new girlfriend (well, fiance now) and took the horses with them because he knew my mother, (now a single parent), couldn't afford it.] That was my best friend, even how cheesy that might sound, I would talk to her, ride her, or just sit in a pasture with her and sing, talk, draw, do whatever. I could be with her for hours and never get bored. She also gave birth to my two other horses, Shammy and Chelsea, who my father also took away. Boo was also the sister to our oldest horse, Chester, who my dad ordered to put down when he got a leg infection. [He was very old too, like around 20.]
Question 2: How did you deal with it?
I dont know how I did, but I just pushed my emotions aside and tried to distract myself with helping my mom through the divorce by helping her out a bit and giving her spiritual and emotional support. I pushed aside my own sadness, depression, and bottled it and buried it away because I realized that I have to make sure my mother's okay and take care of her. She's my only remaining parent that supports me and she struggles heavily, so whatever I can do to help her. I do it.