As much as the community will miss you even if you weren't around too much...no one wishes to see a message like this when someone leaves us. Everyone in this community loves each other because we are like a family, and notice when one of our members leave us.
I am sure the rules you broke were not that bad, and would easily be looked over with time. Also for the users who knew you I am sure more knew you than just 5..that and the ones you touched or spoke to will miss you very much. To refer yourself as stupid though is a form of self-harm, and no one wants to see you beat yourself up my dear. We love you, and wish you the best of luck if you do leave us. Though please leave with a smile, and be happy my dear.
Wishing you the best I hope to see you again sometime in the future if you change your mind about leaving us. Though still I wish you the best of luck and happiness where ever your life might lead you. Though please...be happy hun. <3