Your reasons for leaving are understandable. I'm sorry to hear that, Riih, take care of yourself!
We'll be here to welcome you back, if you ever feel the need to return. Also, this thread doesn't belong here.
I'm sure a staff member will move it for you very soon.
It is a shame you feel this way indeed. But this isn't the only community with problems like that, so going on the search for a new place with none of that will bring back little results. But I wish you well all the same.