I'm really sorry you feel that way. And we'll all miss you too. Sometimes change is just a bit too much to bear, especially with something you're used to and have a lot of fond memories of. I wish you the best of luck and we'll be here should you ever return. ^^
This might have made me tear up a bit. A lot of people feel the same way you do, you aren't alone hun. The game is indeed changing but change comes with time and Staff chose what they think would be best for the game. Keep all the memories close, though! I hope to see you return one day, if you decide. <3
Don't hesitate to PM me if you ever would like to talk.