D'aw... Sorry you feel this way, Botto. I understand fully where you're coming from, though.
FeralHeart can be frustrating, by all means. From getting the game, to installing add-ons so you don't see marshmallows. I like to see this game as a patient one. One where you get more satisfaction in the long run of it- rather than instant glee, that then dies off and leaves you searching for that little boost of happiness again, all to start the cycle over again. What I mean by this, is that you take something small, and make it into something great; something you can be proud of.
When I first joined this game, I could see marshmallows everywhere I looked, but I was fine with that because I was just happy I had the game. Later on down the road, I became interested in the markings and items. I learned how to install them, and off I went from there to creating stuff. It's probably just me, but I personally am FASCINATED with how games work and how you make them, put content in, ext., and that's why I had no problem with installing everything, because I was learning how a portion of it worked.
Anywho- sorry to hear you're leaving, but it's your choice. I hope you can find something that fits you! Take care, Botto!