I need some time to rethink things, I am fed up with this month...mainly because so many lives were lost. I do not know how a normal person can stand so much hurt and pain in one month? This is really depressing and I am so sorry for the family and their loss. It is terrible to see so many gone from our sight but they will still stay in our heart. I will always remember Demonic and Dark Petal... And those deceased will always stay in my mind and heart.
These saddening events are too much for me to just get over in my mind, they are too big holes to patch up by getting involved with other activities and such.
These scars are there and they will always remind me...
So I hope that no more deaths happen, don't you think we lost too many lives? No one deserves to die, not even an enemy.
My heart goes out to all the family, I hope you can manage the pain. It is difficult at first but like rain, the pain will soon disappear.
As for me, I will be engaged in less threads than usual, I don't want to get close to anyone any more, I learnt my lesson. I got close and I lost a friend last year, then my FH mate who died too and now these two... </3
I will be fine, I just need some peace and probably a paper and pen to free me from these thoughts. I cannot believe that FH has lost so many in just one....one month. October is cursed...
I hope to come back soon, but for now I will be posting a leaving thread and hoping to get over this pain. R.I.P to all those deceased that died this year but mostly this month. It is so weird that Halloween and the day of the dead happens this year as well....
I have had so much pain this year so I will be taking a break, don't know how long...
Anyways, goodbye my dear floofs.