i can't stand this anymore.

[palmknife]

please look at the animation i've made here.

and look at the description.
WARNING STRONG LANGUAGE
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okay guys, i wanna tell how many problems i am in.
i will tell everything about here and myself.

firstly, i have to self-leave feral heart.
i may be in game sometimes or check the forum for news but i will not be online much.
reason,
i wanna go back to my country.
my
beautiful
own home and with my OWN BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS.
but it's not so possible, to be honest.
i do know you don't even care about any of these things because you are only caring about yourself.
but who knows..

i came to feral heart to roleplay or have friends to talk and hang out with, but i couldn't find anyone, some of them were rude but..
on the forums, i didn't find anyone rude here. in game they didn't even say 'anything' whenever i came near someone. but some of them did, but i lost them.
someone didn't even invite me to a famous group, but, no. they didn't even have the interest to know me.

one day someone in my class will come in front of me and think of me that why do i exist and everything i've made is NOT approved and making me CRY all in the whole class. blamed. dang it.

IT'S not even feral heart, i am in the interest to leave everything. behind.
i only have my mother and dad and only one friend that makes sure i'm o k a y.

now,
my whole class wants me back. come back to the class.
i don't have anything to say.

anyway
thank you guys for taking care of me this whole time.
i love all of you who just smiled at me thinking which i am funny and helpful.



note; if this contains harm, delete it ahead, i dont mind.

[ArcticGalaxy]

Aw, I'm really sorry you feel that way. It can be so hard moving away to a whole other country. Almost feels like another world. But you could have always come to me on FH. I woulda talked to ya. I haven't even seen you around in a long time.

I'm really sorry about everything though, and I wish you the best of luck. Take care of yourself ok? Things will look up for you. ^^

[TwistedSorrowzz]

It's so sad to hear this from you. You always seemed like such a happy person. And as Arctic said, You could have always came to me to talk or anything like that. Just please, Take care of yourself. Try to look on the positive side of like, (Jeez that sounded cheesy). But I mean it, Try to be happy, And things will start looking up.

[Kuri]

Don't worry, much of that is pretty normal.  You'll be alright.

[Bloo.]

I'm horribly sorry you feel so alone and are missing your country :c It's rough having to go through all that, I myself recently moved away from my friends, family, good memories. It's just something we have to get through, thing will get better~

If you ever do see me in-game as Bloo, feel free to approach and talk to me. I love meeting new people and sharing in conversation. Have a Merry Christmas though, or Happy Holidays if you don't celebrate Christmas. I surely hope things start to look up for you<3

[Enoki]

Oh, I'm so sorry y'er feeling homesick! I can understand that. Missing home is an awful feeling. :c And don't think like that! I'm sure many people here would care about y'er feelings- I know I do.

School's tough. .n. If ye ever want to talk about it, I'm always free.

And that's so sad!! If ye ever want a roleplay, Yugure is open f'er ye whenever ye feel like dropping by. <3

I'm sorry to see ye leave; ye were such a kind floof to see on the forum, and I'll miss seeing ye on here very much so. I wish ye all the happiness in the world.

[Reaper]

Aww im sorry you are going through this. I know it can be hard getting use to a new country. But hopefully to will get use to it. Also if you ever feel lonely I can always hangout and talk to you. Anyways I hope you feel better soon. <3

[Aclediptus]

It seems like you suffer a similar fate as I. It's a difficult task living in foreign land but worry not, you'll get accustomed in several weeks. Let it not bother you for long and appreciate for what you have, you're never alone.
Fare thee well

[Morgra]

So sorry to hear what you're going through. I'm sure you really miss being so far away from everything you knew and everything you held close. I'm sure as time goes on, things may become clearer to you. Maybe look at it as a fresh start, if possible. I can understand what it's like to be lonely, it really does suck. Ya just gotta give it time.