It's okay; I understand why you'd go. I've kinda been in that position myself, losing spark for FH with no friends or anything to keep me there, especially on the forum. So I just tipped off. Not even sure if I said goodbye, sadly, since I often forget to do so - Likely because my leavings are more gradual. 8I If that's the right word.
It's sad, though, that people would be spreading rumors about you. Some people in this world seem to judge others they don't understand, that don't fit into their picture. You seem to be a bit different yourself, but that's okay. You'll get there.
Sad to see you go. <3 But I'm sure we'll cross paths again someday, Preach. So, g'bye for now.