I look back at old self, The Little Kid Self and I realized How Foolish I was. I brushed it aside as nothing, seeing the world innocently and purely. I still became friends with them, even thou they teased me. Back then, My Mind was too young and Pure to comprehend that they were teasing me by the way that I looked.
That all changed in Year 5. I became more rebelliant and often retaliate at the words of boys who would pick on me, Girls as well. People who laughed at me because They thought I was ugly, But They weren't even pretty inside. I was even bullied online, People making me feel like I didn't belong, They almost made me rethink that Even The Internet wasn't good enough for me.
That's when I discovered Roleplaying. It was Good But It was also bad. Because My First Year of RPing, A Friend of Mine got angry at me, I got angry at him for being ticked off over nothing. And That's when I lost all my Roleplaying Friends, Because They were his friends and They hated me. That's why before Everything was resolved with Okami, I thought back to the Two Sites That I use to be on. That the same incident happened like My First Year of RPing. I thought It was curse, That it would always happen.