I know we haven't talked much, but I am sad to see you go. I feel you're a good person, too, so I hope you have a nice break. Feral-Heart can sometimes be chaotic, and though I end up staying out of it, I still hear things that go on.
As the main coder, I feel a lot of pressure gets put on you. I wish people could see coders as human beings with thoughts and opinions rather than something to throw lots of work or bad ideas at. I'm not sure this is exactly something that's bothered you, but it's bound to get stressful at some point.
It breaks my heart to see people who dislike the new update(s) too. You've done so much for this game, and I've been excited to see what comes up next, though please take all the time you need. We'll be right here.
Though the sooner you get to feeling better the sooner I can tell you "That's the SPIRIT!"