Have you ever felt. Broken?
Have you ever thought about how much better off your life would be if you just never existed?
You feel as if you deserve everything, a friend dying, parents separating, being a freak, depressed, a cutter, a suicidal freak.
So much has happened in my life and I'm SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS S***!
You can't really see how you can go on, how your life will end up, and even my teachers stare at me as if something is wrong with me.
I keep feeling as if I can't do anything right and I make everyone uncomfortable around me, I've only ever had true friends on the internet, and even keeping that relationship is painful.
And then your mom screams at you and even hits you.
Enough of this, I'm leaving for a long time.
I'm going to leave ~*Crystal~* to manage this account from now on.
I wish you all luck, I don't know how I can affect the forum or game when I'm in this mood....
(I'm sorry for this overdramatic post, I'm sorry I'm sorry)
-Lugai-
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