If I wasn't lactose intolerant. x-x And it's hard to avoid them, even if I'm perfectly happy before I go to sleep. These nightmares consist of reliving all the crap I've been through, but on a larger scale. It feels like it's all being shoved back in my face as if I'm not allowed to forget or have inner peace... These dreams just show up and tear me to pieces all over again, especially when I finally think I'm okay.
Sorry to bring up something so negative...