Hi. I'm Aphex, if you don't know me I was previously Neon_Kitty.
When I first started FH, it seemed like a great game and a great way to express my creativity and writing. Either on the game, or on the forums.
I got sick of being Neon_Kitty, and full out changed my acount info except for my username, which I can't change.
I truly feel horrible for this but... Majority of RPs I got into as Neon_Kitty didn't exactly work out for me and I wanted to start fresh. I started telling people I was Neon_Kitty's sister, which I don't even have a sister. I know. I feel horrible about that and it was really shallow.
Recently, I realized the Forum had become quiet and a lot of RPs that I entered were dying. I couldn't roleplay in 3rd person anymore, which was what everyone did.
I tried going back onto the game itself, but it has been so long since an update that it's just... Boring. I'm not like the other creative people, I suck at maps, presets, markings etc. I know that Kovu has been inactive for a very long time, and I know that's the reason. But I truly think that at least someone could make even the slightest change to FH to make it more interesting.
In the game, there are very few interesting roleplays to get into. It's like the Feral-Heart realm has become a social network. Sometimes there's an occasional RP, but even then, it only lasts for a while before everyone logs off and then never gets back on as that character again.
My writing habits have been less dedicated to Feral-Heart, which now makes it difficult to successfully roleplay a creature or animal. I spend more of my time on Quotev than anything.
Life hasn't been treating me well either. I had to deal with moving, and now selling a lot of the things that are close to me. I've been dealing with some.... problems for a long time now, with no professional help.
Maybe I'll come back once FH+ comes back out.
Maybe.