So its been almost 4 years since I first joined FH. Back when I was younger, stupid tween doing stupid things with friends after school. I remember first discovering this game off of one of my friends who sadly stopped playing after he and another one of his friends was banned for going around and humping each other in Fluorite. Good times.
Feral Heart was my... escape from reality I suppose. It was a way for me to meet other people from all over the globe and make friends from countries I haven't even heard of before, most of them I'm still friends with to this day. I have screenshots from way back when I started and though 2 laptops and a desktop I've made sure that my precious memories of this game are saved before everything else. Even though I know I'll probably never look at a majority of them I still often flick though the oldest ones dating back to my first roleplay I ever took part in. Back then, my spelling and well... manners were less than amazing and I wonder how people even put up with me but I'm grateful that they did since I basically owe my last 3 years to them. I still have that character lying on my account "Jack" is what I called him, well that's his name now I've forgotten his original name but it was something stupid anyway.
I've seen the community shape and morph as it grew, watching all the changes minor or not. From multi species RP being a thing, felines being the dominant species most people would play, christmas and halloween, KovuLKD leaving, general chart being removed, FHROD and even the latest FH Summer party I feel like Feral Heart has merged into my life or well, it was.
I recently dropped out of my 12th year of school and took a course at my local university for a Certificate III in IT and I've found a job that's consuming most of my time and social life leaving me exhausted at the end of the day not really in the mood to even go on the game anymore. I've taken to the forums to try and still be apart of the game in a way but even now its hard for me keep up with most of what's going on in the game.
So, after much debate and arguing with myself that I've decided to abandon the game and community entirely. Maybe in the far future if the game is still around I might come back just to see how things are but for now I'm logging off for good.
Goodbye.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JWTaaS7LdU