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Discussion Board / Ortho Appt. Tomorrow... Really Worried

« on: July 29, 2014, 07:49:05 am »

I've not always had the best teeth ever. This is evident from my MARA appliance and braces.

Tomorrow, I have an orthodontist appointment to remove said MARA appliance. Truth be told, the thing is terrifying:



Basically, it's supposed to be an appliance to push your lower jaw forward. I was born with a weak lower jaw, so it was either this or being knocked out for a surgery on my jaw in which they place a large metal pipe in my jaw to lengthen it.

It's not that hard a decision: a two-day recovery surgery that'll leave scars or 9 months with this thing and the same results, with no scars?

Of course, I wanted neither, but I had no say in it.

Tomorrow, however, I get this thing taken off. I'm not afraid of what it'll feel like; I know what it feels like. The cap on my upper left tooth once fell off and they had to pull the whole top part off to fix it. It doesn't hurt, I know that.

I'm afraid of what my teeth will look like AFTER that... I am terrified of cavities due to a deep-rooted memory from my childhood when I went under the drill for 3 cavities in a row. I was so shaken, and it hurt so much. I have a strengthened immunity against laughing gas, which they were using. So I felt it, and it hurt. A lot.

I don't want a cavity. I really, really, REALLY don't. I know it's irrational, but I'm afraid that when they take off that appliance and the braces,  there will be a cavity. Or maybe a few... I don't want either of the options. I'm terrified of dentists, orthodontists, and doctors. Terrified. Beyond what people are normally afraid of.

And, it doesn't help much that I absolutely despise blood and syringes, which are used for Novocaine, if I'm correct. Err, they have Novocaine mouthwash. That works.

Anyways, I took flight to the forums for some form of comfort. I'm admittedly terrified of the whole ordeal, even though I know I shouldn't be. So irrational. I keep thinking only of the bad things. It's my fatal flaw, I must admit.

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Characters / Re: L?????

« on: July 29, 2014, 06:19:40 am »

@Hugrf: but bby she hates love... she'll stab you bae
@OhKelseyYou: Dat gif. It made my day. Absolutely. and so did your signature if you get my drift

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Characters / L?????

« on: July 29, 2014, 05:56:34 am »

{{ L?? ?L?OO?MAY?AH) }}

{{ A??? }}

Lumaia is a fair-skinned shapeshifter with long blonde hair that would fall to the center of her back if it hadn't been delicately braided Elsa-style (but not thrown over her shoulder). This little shapeshifter has abnormally blue eyes, like that of a bright blue sky. She is extremely fair when it comes to size, including her hands and feet. She is obviously born for speed or elegance, in which case she'd always prefer speed. Lumaia appears to be, and says she is, 15 years of age... however, this could easily be a lie.

{{ P??s??????? }}

At first, it would seem that innocent-looking Lumaia would be sweet.

If you think so, you are incorrect. Lumaia is impolite (especially when it comes to emotions and eating), hilarious (in a... not-so-sweet way), distrustful, antisocial, and sociopathic. Behind all this would be an essentially polite, funny, brilliant/genius young girl. Of course, since young Lumaia is distrustful, it is natural for lying to come to her. She is an excellent liar and fighter, and compaired with her brilliant status she is considered dangerous. Or so she labels herself.

Lumaia's unparalleled impoliteness concerns mainly dining manners and other's emotions. She finds herself otherwise emotionless, and disregards everyone's concerns and emotions, a common trait in sociopaths. Her tendency for criminal-like happenings also suggests sociopathic behavior patterns. She is also an extremely sloppy eater; I swear, she's like a pig. She often shoves food into her mouth without regard for her manners and sometimes talks with her mouth food. She always, always, ALWAYS sits with her legs just a little bit open, which is considered rude by others.

{{ A????? }}

Despite her sweet appearance, Lumaia's attire is a whole other thing in itself. She adores punk-rock music, so of course, she dresses in primarily black clothes with some sort of spiky edge to it. Of course, it also shows her dangerous capability and intimidates her opponents.

S????

P???s

I KNOW, I'M SO SORRY, IT'S THE BIGGEST PICTURE IN THE WORLD.

S???s

J???

W???????

Please note that although she likes her weaponry, it is not her most usual form of combat. Since Lumaia is a shapeshifter, she prefers to fight with her possible forms to shapeshift into. Thanks.

This is her bow.


This is her quiver.


These are her arrows.


Sorry, I had to put them all in separately.

Shapeshifting Forms (considered weapons):

1 - Human (default)
2 - Sugar glider (casual/cuddling form)
3 - Bear (fighting form)
4 - Harp seal (swimming form)
5 - Swift (bird) (flying form)

{{ F?? }}

Lumaia prefers to keep quiet about her family. Little is known about them, or what happened to them. Lumaia has stated that she doesn't speak of them because she was never close to any of them but her sister, Lana. It has been hinted at by Lumaia that Lana was killed in a car crash before she'd met the TARDIS crew, consisting of The Exclone, Nova, and Lif at the time when she met them.

For now, all anyone appears to know about Lumaia's kin is Lana and her death. Just her death. Lumaia refuses to "open up" to anyone, not even The Exclone, about how it occurred and what it was like in her family before Lana's death.

{{ L???s }}

Flying.
Long walks.
Cold weather.
Dragons.
Angels.
The color black.
Skulls, preferably those of her enemies, celebrities she's always liked, or friends.
Painting.
Pizza. ("What is this? Tastes like ketchup and cheese on cardboard, but it's quite good.")
Pop/punk-rock/rock music.

{{ D?s????s }}

Cats.
Cat people.
Annoying people.
Loud people.
Breathing people.
People in general.
Weakness.
PDA (public displays of affection).
People who can't fly.
Sappy (love) quotes.
A lot of things, actually.

{{ R??? }}

Romance is far-fetched to little Lumaia. She prefers to be in no relationship whatsoever, and isolates herself from men she finds too flirty.

If you flirt with Lumaia...

You are most likely going to get stabbed.

No offense.

-glare at The Exclone- I got my eyes on you.

{{ H?s? }}

"I don't live in the past, nor the future. I live in the here and now, and you should, too."

This quote from Lumaia basically means, "Shove off, I'm not telling you crap."

{{ Ex???/T?? }}

Lumaia has an irrational fear of driving.

She's said a pet would be nice, but has never really gotten into getting a pet. Thus, no pets.

She's friends with Lif, Nova, and The Exclone. Sort of.

If and when Lumaia becomes close with some sentient being, she would rather exchange her life for the being's. This could possibly include pets, so if she'd gotten a pet, she might die before giving up the dog's life.

She has an acute interest for wings and flying; it's her favorite thing to do.

Lumaia, since the discovery of liquor and sodas (Fanta, Sunkist, Mountain Dew), now says it's her favorite drink.

She's revolted by ice cream, oddly enough.

Lumaia is voiced by Shailene Woodley, whom is featured in "The Fault In Our Stars" and "Divergent".

It has been noted that Lumaia is a sociopath with Asperger's syndrome, a mild type of autism that makes it hard (just a little) for her to socialize with other beings. This, paired with her mistrust of other beings and introverted nature, makes her true self nearly impossible to reach without getting a bear's smack to the face or an arrow shot in your abdomen.

{{ T????s??? }}

"Serial Killer" - Lana Del Ray

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alkPi5iHndE

The "Why" section of this involves the discussion of murder. Please be prepared for it. Spoiler is put here for your convenience; if uncomfortable with the discussion of murder, please don't click "Show". Thanks.

Why: The song's prominent feature is a sociopathic woman, just like Lumaia. The song basically talks about a woman whom despises love, but will fake love for another person for information. In the song, she calls herself a serial killer, perhaps because of all the men she's "loved" for information. If Lumaia needed information from a man, this is what she'd do: Get close to him, get the information, and murder him.

At least, that's my interpretation of the song.

{{ Q???? N??? }}

For everyone out there, I know it may seem like most shapeshifters are somewhat overpowered in some sense. I did try my best to make Lumaia as fair as possible, but I do like shapeshifters. I picked a simple, not-too-powerful combat weapon (the bow and arrows) to ensure that she wasn't overpowered with a gun AND her shapeshifting forms.

On the topic of her shapeshifting forms, I ensured that they weren't too heavy. I made them simple and not too dangerous. I didn't just slap down random forms that seemed "cool" to have; I made categories and organized the possible choices until I got down to the ones I have now. The only one that seems to have the higher end of the food chain is the bear and human. And a lot of them are relatively small forms, so as to not be too overpowered.

Again, Lumaia wasn't meant to be overpowered, unlike some shapeshifters I see.

Thanks.

{{ F???s???? T???? ??? ??? ??????? ????? L?????. I ???? ??? ??????? ???????? ???? ????? ???. }}

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Characters / Re: ~The Exclone~

« on: July 29, 2014, 04:49:49 am »

Exx?~ ? ???s?? ? ???s .