Well, after close to a month of trying to log in to FH, it looks like there isn't anything left to do.
All possible solutions have been spent, and I've lost all of the presets and maps that I worked so hard
on in the process.
I had a lot of fun while it lasted. I made friends, for virtually the first time in my life.
All of my good friends were met on this game. Telling Warriors stories on a rock, discussing the Bible in Flourite, roleplaying street dogs... From here, I learned to come out of my shell and
speak to people. I could look past my selective mutism, because all I had to do was type out a sentence. I'm glad to see that my friendship with these people has outlasted the game.
I met the love of my life playing Feral Heart. I'm thankful that the game lasted for as long as it did,
so that I was able to find him. I would be utterly lost without him, my best friend. I'm so glad that I sat on him that day on Feral Heart.
Some of the most memorable times of my life were had on FH. Things that I'll never forget, and stories that I tell people. Everything from drama to watching my friends laugh until they spit sweet tea on their computer screens.
From this game I've learned so much...I've become a more responsible person, I've come a long way
with my literacy level, and I've learned how to talk to people, something I was never able to do before. Without Feral Heart I wouldn't likely have even found Deviantart.
I discovered my love for roleplaying. So many people still talk about zeneth's stray dog roleplay in TheCity map, and this makes me feel proud to have been a part of it. Even the parts where people tried to have a hostile takeover of the roleplay, or threw fits to be my pup, I may have ended it because of people like that, but I'll never forget all those months everyone spent playing together.
So thank you Feral Heart, for two years of this. And thank you to all of the people that made this game fun for me. Friends and enemies alike. I'll miss the laughs. And the roleplaying. And even the buttswinging.
I hope someday I'll be able to play again.
Goodbye for now.
-zeneth
