I've seen you around quite a bit recently and I'm saddened to read this hun. I hope this sort out and brighten up in your life soon. We all have some rough times we are faced with on occasion, but eventually all things do pass. Best wishes to you. We will look forward to you return to the community. Don't feel so alone though. We're here to help you and if you need to get things out you're always free to send me a message <3