This poem, made by me, is just..how I feel in reality. Comments welcomed. It's a free verse poem by the way.
Laying in bed,
Alone in the dark.
Unable to sleep,
Because of a screwed up knee.
It's the morning now.
Limping around the house.
No siblings, alone.
Only my sleeping mother and belligerent father.
Now on the way to school.
Thoughts of depression and worry fluster my mind.
Will I fall because of my knee? Will someone bully me? Why does everyone ignore me.
Dad swears and rabidly laying on the horn.
How annoying and stupid.
He is the one going 20 miles over the limit.
Whatever.
Wonderful, just arrived at school.
Limping through three halls,
Just to get to the darn elevator.
Here it is,
At the second floor.
Putting my coat and backpack in my locker.
I arrive in my homeroom.
Sitting in my desk.
Classmates chatting with each other.
As usual,
I sit alone.
Nobody looking at me,
Nobody talking to me.
Every single day.
I am friendless, confused, and lonely.
I struggle to make it between classes.
Nobody offers help.
The hall monitors just silently observe.
Oh, look.
There is that kid again,
Calling my injury a fake.
Just called me ugly,
Why bother living, I think.
Just arrived home.
My dog barks at my face for an hour,
Before I go to my room.
I sit alone.
It is cold,
Dad won't let me turn the heat up past 66 degrees.
I lay in bed,
And go into deep thought.
Why am I ignored?
Why?
Why?!
Why!!?
It is now Saturday.
I wait to go on the laptop.
It's now 4PM,
My disabled mother lets me on,
After she plays a few hours of solitaire.
I am excited,
To get back online.
I go on Feralheart immediately.
My lover tells me about,
What horrible things happened to her in roleplay,
While I was offline.
I reckon it isn't fair.
Now, after hearing the depressing news,
I have to deal with who harmed her.
And once mom forces me off,
I feel worried.
Scared.
Depressed.
I feel lonely again.
Taken away from,
The only one who seems to care.
That seems to care about me.
Now, though, I can't defend her.
This is all true have ya know. e.e And on Feralheart, that harm thing was in an agreed, fair RP.
