Feral Heart

I'm extremely blunt. Some people may not see this as the most positive but it's let me be strong about some things, such as when I like someone or hate someone I can literally lay it on them.

I'm dirty. This lets me have knowledge on giving tips to people who are having problems down /there/ XD.

It may look like I'm a flabby fatty, but I actually have really large muscles from working as a stable-girl. They only show when I strain mine. This lets me pick up a person or show that I'm dominant- but let me be cuddly and warm-hearted to close people (I've not let in one person except my crush. I hope she doesn't crush my feelings. YES, not even my family. They have not earned my trust by how many times they fight with me since I'm bisexual and they are Christian)

When I actually let someone in, I'm a troll but also goofy and can make the person I love laugh and let go of their troubles for a moment. It doesn't mean I've let go of mine, but it gives me a chance to help someone from the poop in their life.

I'm extremely strong, emotionally and physically. I don't know how many times I've been bullied or betrayed. Such as by being *bleeped* by a doctor when I was a child, my friends leaving me for the popular kids, etc. This also gives me the talent to do insane things. Such as ride a super HIGH and FAST roller-coaster (I have a fear of heights) or stop a horse that was stampeding. Being strong also lets me protect the ones I love, such as my blunt-ness does.

I look older than I am. This lets me have hot college boys going after me (yes I enjoy attention to myself and am proud.)







I can go on and on about myself, but I think you wouldn't want that. .3.

Jello to you all, Ciao for others. ouo

If you are curious about what time it is for me right now.. it is 3:58 in the mornin'!
Positive thoughts, Kiri. Positive thoughts..

For the past few months, I've been staying up longer and longer and longer, until my patterns were similar to a vampire. If you can think about my relatives, the parents are not happy (even though I've never felt better in my life!)

I need some help...

1. I have problems with the dark, so I have to night-lights in a smol room.
2. Said smol room accompanies my computer which I cannot get off of
3. I cannot stop doing this. I've tried getting onto a regular schedule but it just doesn't work
4. My electronics are always near me
5. I have very dark thoughts at night
6. I think about all my problems.. = a TON of stress.

Problems I think about

1. I'm a closet bisexual, I've tried coming out to my /Christian/ parents and they think it's a phase
2. I can get into some insane cheeseburgers at night. Let's say my childhood wasn't the best pepperoni in history.
3. I'm a caffeine addict and can't help my fatty problems. I feel comfy with my body but I do need to exercise because my family has a high diabetic rate in history.
4. I have a very, very, very terrible social life from being a shut in for about four years in my life.
5. Let's say that some demons are actually real in my life. I see demonic creatures lunging for me every day..
6. My crush (female) who I don't know her sexuality, is my bffl in internet wise and I'm dying to meet her. It's like the stress melts away when I talk to her and all I think about is her. But she has worse trouble than I do. I mean, both our parents don't really help with our lives but her demons are a little stronger.

So yea I need a little halp.

Any tips...? .3.

I've never really made a board, but this is just a rant place if anyone needs to rant about lief.

Quick Update

Yeah little blip.

Firstly your passwords are safe.

We have a temporary solution that should up and running possibly today if not I should hope its in place by the end of the weekend.

Long term solution will take a bit longer and needs more looking into. Not that I guess anyone minds as long as service is resumed.

Raz

Ok, I understand that. But I may have a bit more information..

Yesterday, around 10:00-11:00 PM EST, I was on one of my new lion role-play characters (I've been testing them out) and came in front of a person making the odd-shaped characters in SB. One of their names was squash. After a while, another person decided to try it via whisper of the main hacker and came back with the name squish. The first was a wolf, the other a lion. Most of the people were awe-struck (they were surrounding said members) and I wasn't as much.

I REMEMBER THAT THEY WERE NOT ON THE ___ USERNAMES. THEY WERE ON REAL AND CLEAR ONES.
I am sooo sorry that I forgot them. ;;

But those people who were amazed at the character probably took screenshots! We need to find them!

Please understand I wasn't part of this- I just thought it was a bug and went to bed shortly after.
(I found out about the hacking just a few minutes ago, and decided to reply to this thread with my information.)