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Leaving / Re: 2015: The Final Year
« on: January 05, 2016, 12:39:44 pm »
Mrs. Ritalia, I do not suffer from depression. I just have a severe case of being unwilling to trust. My past is so messed up and broken that I'd rather not let in anyone else in. Since, I am shoved to the side every time I show my heart to people. I used to be such a loving and kind child, but that's when life hit me and I thickened my skin.
Do you not understand? Everyone I have opened up to have kicked me down and thrown salt into my wounds. There's no reason for me to open up. They all will eventually forget about me and wave it off.
Ignoring that.. let's just drop this topic. People in here are wanting to comfort and say their goodbyes to this person, and my life is not worth mentioning in this thread at all.
Do you not understand? Everyone I have opened up to have kicked me down and thrown salt into my wounds. There's no reason for me to open up. They all will eventually forget about me and wave it off.
Ignoring that.. let's just drop this topic. People in here are wanting to comfort and say their goodbyes to this person, and my life is not worth mentioning in this thread at all.