I know roleplay relationships don't exactly last forever and more than likely the person goes inactive and the roleplay just seems to move on from there but I'm talking about a partner in real life whom I have been growing apart from for quite some time.
I sometimes feel like they are avoiding me and to be honest it hurts and we both play Feral heart.
The particular character I'm talking about is one who has a history with said partner's character yet also has a history with another male character.
I don't want to do anything to upset this partner but her character is almost never around and I don't mean to sound a bit harsh or overly indulged in roleplay but it is kinda sad when her pups always ask where their Father is in the roleplay.
Now she and this other male was once the OTP for an older roleplay haha.
And everybody thinks they should still get back together but the thing is I draw my outer feelings heavily away from what my characters are feeling.
And said female character is extremely lonely and often wonders whether or not her Mate just up and left. Now at the same time she's terrified of falling back in love with the other male not because he abused her or anything and they moved past their past issues, in fact they were Teenage sweet hearts.
She's afraid of falling back in love with him because she doesn't want to hurt her other love who has made some questionable mistakes in their relationship. I wont say what but cheating is not one of them....however you could say that the mistakes would have the same affect as cheating though this happened long ago but the way my character is designed she tends to be very self conscious.
Maybe I'm overthinking this but if someone claims "Rights" To your characters in the sense as they belong to my character is it wrong to have your character slowly look towards another if they are never on. And I'm not talking for a couple days or weeks I'm talking months and maybe even a year. I follow the code that the flow of time within a roleplay does not stop for anyone and thus of course actions are going to happen and it's just a little saddening that her pups always seem to grow up with an absent Father.
I hold deep care for my characters as some of them are inspired by dear friends who have passed. This is my way of somehow giving them a happy ending when their own ends weren't all that happy.
So any ideas on how I should vent her feelings out
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