Feral Heart

Ay, looks like you've stumbled into my autobiography. You're here forever (:

Nah. But I'll keep this simple. I ain't going to go into a huge story about a massive part of my life. I'll start out with the basics tho.

Name: Nixon (not irl lol)

Age: 14

Alive: yes

All done with that. Now for the bigger portion, likes the dislikes.

Likes:

South Park - Favorite T.V. show. I'm currently going back to season one and watching all seasons in order. I also play the video game, South Park: The Stick of Truth. Pretty addicted. A lot of references from old episodes I'm finding now that I'm watching the older seasons.

Guitar - I do take guitar lessons. I'm still a nub at it but I'm getting myself up there. I just recently got a new guitar, a hallowed one, which is electric and acoustic. I'm more for the rock, the heavy metal and all of that music. At the same time, I want to learn more mellow songs that you can just play with the basic chords. Like Rain, by Breaking Benjamin, Soul Sister by Train, or Astronaut by Simply Plan. Why am I rambling on about this?

Team Fortress 2 - My friend mentioned it in school one day and he said it was free on steam and I gave it a try. Even if the community can sometimes be pretty rude, it is still fun to work together with the good teammates and overall just win. Even if you don't win, you can still look back at the moments in the game play where you shrekt someone. I recall this a couple days ago while playing Scout: I had a Force-a-Nature, which induces knockback on you and the enemy when you strike the enemy while you are in midair (it's crazy). I had shot a Demoman in the back and he went flying across the platform we were on, and he flew right into a Spy's backstab. That was teamwork. That was purely amazing. That could shed some manly tears.

Drawing - I'm not good at it, but I do it. I mean, on some level, I am good, but I really wish to do better. And yes, I do try to practice a lot and look up tutorials on animal anatomy and human anatomy and sometimes it helps but I always look at the outline and say: this sucks. I got a DeviantART account since my friend had one and I've been waiting a few weeks to put something on there but nothing appeals to me anymore. I need to stop looking at stuff from amazing artists.

Music - Also known as my safe zone, music is my one way ticket out of anger, sadness, or anything else. It blocks out the outside world and brings you into what you imagine to be playing along with the song. Sort of like a music video, but it can be related towards you, like a situation you could be in. You can also imagine up a story to music and actually, I get inspired to draw by music as well.

The Internet - For the most part I hate the internet, but I still go on it everyday and why? because videogames, the people I've met, some websites I like, and just for pure fun. There's a lot of stuff on the internet that I wish was never there but I just drown it out with the hysterical youtube videos and the great games on the asultswim website.

Fish - I have three female bettas. One of them has been through a lot but she's good now and I'm not going to go into detail with that simply because I'm lazy. My dad also has a sixty five gallon tank that holds tons of community fish and a koi - which I chose out. His name is Pyroshark.

Now, there is much more I like but I'm not gonna state them all. These are the mains.

Dislikes

The Internet - I like it and I hate it. Here's why I hate it: People. I absolutely hate when people "ship" stuff. Which is taking a character, real or naw, and saying that they want this person in a relationship with another person, real or not. This happens everywhere, and I mean everywhere. No matter what game, no matter what story line, no matter if the character is dead, they will "ship" it. It's disgusting. Personally, I think it is overused. I'm fine with it, but we gotta set some boundries here, man. If someone is dead, do not ship them with someone. If it's just for storyline or something where it's like: Oh, he was married to ____ then I'm cool with that but don't dig them out of their grave and make them go on a romantic dance with someone else. No dimension hopping. What that means is you can't take a character from one game, and put them together with another game. If both games are just normal, realistic games with humans then maybe they can meet and you can do that but Batman with someone from Half-Life, is not gonna work. Alright, alright. I just came back to Earth. I'm ranting now. Sorry. I have tons of more reasons why I hate this so much and I'll settle down now. A'ight. I also hate the internet because if one little thing sparks up it becomes the biggest thing online. For instance, Miley Cyrus. She shook her flat butt and people said they were disgusting but guess what everyone does? The same thing. Not tryna control anyone but please just... Ugh. That word terrifies me.

The Word "Selfie" - It's called a picture. I hate it even more when they call it that and there's multiple people in the picture.

Myself - I messed up a really important friendship and I can't forgive myself for it no matter how hard I try or how calm and happy I seem. Don't worry I still love everybody else ^.^

Horror - Horror movies I can stand but horror games are just the worst for me. I went in a Garry's Mod map which was a 7/11 and there was an elevator. I went down it and it brought me to this dark room where a bunch of red eyes surrounded me. I disconnected instantly. I found out they didn't do anything and there was just a bite more creepy stuff in the hallways but there wasn't any jump scares. But it got me paranoid the rest of the night.

As said before, lot more things I hate but I ain't gonna state them all.

A'ight! That's all I want to tell about me. If you want to know more - I don't even know! You can try asking. xD

Thank you for reading. Unless you just scrolled down here to see the end. u skrub