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« on: July 23, 2011, 10:05:02 pm »
I still check to see if there's any new posts on here, so I haven't exactly forgotten about this pride and "ran off to ITr"
To that, I'm not 'running to a new game', I see it 'running back to my old home', as clich'e or sad as that may sound. FH just isn't for me.
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I'm not a sociable person, truly.
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I'll be honest in saying roleplaying hasn't been of my interest lately any more; too much IC crap going into OOC.
I'll also be honest in agreeing that maybe Najuru maybe be "better off to let go." It WAS fun for a while, and I still have fond memories; if we prolong this, when others seem disinterested, including myself -- I won't make up an excuse for me not showing activity -- could our roleplays suffer with this also? The lack of heart and passion in our writing, I believe, shows in every word. That is, IF we can even muster a word into a post if we don't have the heart to be there.
Of course, this is just how I view it at the moment when it's late (In other words, I'm speaking for myself here, not saying everyone else feels the same, it's just how I'm 'viewing the situation'). This might just me be rambling, in fact I'm pretty sure it is. But...
Another thing that comes to attention, and I believe this should be mentioned, as, I believe, this may also be affecting the pride; (At least in-game, anyway. This is an in-game pride, after all.) the atmosphere of FH in general.
I don't know about you guys, but I hardly ever go on FH now. Don't like it, won't like it. I'll be lying if I said I didn't hold a grudge to this game, but that's not truly the problem. I don't feel I have to say what is the main problem for FH, so I shan't. I'll be damned if I wasn't the only one with the same issue.
If I go onto a game where, to be frank, I somewhat loathe, to roleplay, which could be done on the forum or on MSN, my muse ultimately rests itself in peace.
Again, this post may have just me been rambling nonsense, but again, it's late, this is just my two cents. Or half a cent. Whichever suits.
A big ol' DERP to the srsbrsns post up there. ._.
Should it not make sense, just say, I'll explain. Ddgshayiopdsd gomen OTL
DAMN I FORGOT CRAP. WIP POST. D<
Wipped stuff;
ANOTHER THING that comes to mind, is that I also believe that many are strongly looking forward to the game Arokai, or.. just me, anyway... but I doubt it butY'KNOW. A lot of my hope is going into that game now. Or... what I mean is;
IF NOT JUST ME, if others are also strongly waiting for AK, they might be... uhh. *think of expression* uhm... Putting the sword down mid-battle? OTL
Y'know... "sitting on it for a while"? ._.;
I hope you know what I mean when I mention AK and 'hope/belief' in that, which includes with muse. >3<
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AHA. I know one way to put it; "With all these new games coming out, it's personally leaving me on the edge with excitement, unable to settle down and return to a calmer state of mind." (Saying things irl is so much more simplier) OTL
OKAY. I think that's what I mean. ...I mean, I know what I mean, but iunno if it came across ;w;'