I see two sides of me.
One of my sides is a outgoing, giddy, friendly type. I love annoying people softly for my own amusement. I also try to make people laugh, including myself. I love being with the ones that I trust and goof off with them. From my obsession with Brendon Urie, to what crazy thing that happened this morning, talking about myself makes me feel great. Letting people know how I am makes me feel accepted. I mostly act like this online, or with my energetic friends, because there is barely no one to really intimidate me (even if they try). In real life, on the other hand, I get intimidated almost everyday irl.
This makes my shy, quiet, so called "queer" side. I barely talk to people. I don't seem as happy as I should (some people think I'm too depressed). I'm overly-sensitive. I let people walk over me like a doormat. Every time I try to talk, no one seems to understand. People dislike me for little to no reason. I don't like my forced shy side. I want to be my real outgoing side, but people (especially my "friend" aka. Sadistic Self-centered Faggot) intimidate me so bad I have to hide myself.
Hope you don't mind my rant. I know it isn't necessary, but I can't reply to this without it.