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Game Help / Can't Play in Fluorite AT ALL W/o Crashing BADLY

« on: March 21, 2015, 12:43:14 am »

'Ello there, I'm having quite a bit of trouble with my FeralHeart these days.

I downloaded FeralHeart on a Mac computer in pretty good condition; then, I downloaded August 22 markings and a map. It was pretty good, considering that I got onto the map first. Everything worked perfectly on the map, and none of the markings were messed up or anything.

But the real trouble made itself very clear when I logged into Fluorite Plains (and other maps, but it's usually happening in the Plains). I tried to F3 down to Stone Bridge to see what was up but instead got a...

CRASH.

I have no clue why it's doing this. I didn't have any problems with the installed map and not even FeralHeart itself until I logged into the character in Fluorite. Now it's gotten so bad that I can't even move my camera without crashing. Overall, the gameplay crashes a lot more than it should. It's always worked perfectly fine on some of my other computers that aren't Macs - my PC has much more crap downloaded onto it than this computer, yet it still runs FeralHeart much better than this Mac.

Do you have any suggestions? I've tried switching the Ogre render things a few times but I really want to get to the root of the problem, as I want to enjoy my game wherever I go.

I can't give much information or pictures, but here:







I hoped those images helped. Please, I need a solution. :C

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Stories / N?? P??s???????

« on: August 12, 2014, 04:02:51 am »

Alright, because I'm bored, I've got all the time in the world, Hugrf asked about Lumaia's past, and this is a reason no one cares about, I present:

N?? P??s?

This is the main event in Lumaia's life, the most significant one. Do be prepared because this isn't a bio, but rather a story of said event: Lumaia's sister and her death.

Let the games begin!

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Stop there, and let me correct it; I want to live a life from a new perspective.

It's not fair, just let me perfect it, don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive.

As I walked along the sidewalk in the busied street, I allow my mind to wander. The cold weather bites my skin, pale as porcelain. I'm not sure which is worse: the grueling weather, or the fact I've got to get home on time? Both seem dreadful enough to me. The weather's the worst it's been in a long time, and my home is little more than a small flat shared between me and my sister, Lily.

Lily. Our mother loved the name, its syllables a sweet rhythm for broken ears. It was the name whispered in school, back when we were only young ones. She was always the school's most popular pupil, but she was so innocent, unlike everyone else who'd earned their popularity. I have to admit, it's odd that twins could be put at different... levels of said popularity. But I still loved Lily with all my heart, and I cling to her even now. She's a life (and love) source for me, and I enjoy the evenings we have at home when we can get them.

But never mind the sweeter things in life. The cold wind that now stabs my skin bitters the emotions inside, and I wrap my worn-down jacket even tighter around myself. I stop. There. A little snowflake, drifting by, perfect in all its glory. I stop to watch in wonder for a moment, fascinated by it. A bitter voice arises from the traffic jam nearby. Everything's bitter in this cold winter season, isn't it?

"Watch where you're going, you idiot!" the voice cries. I continue. The voice isn't any I recognize.

As I walk along the sidewalk, once more urged on by the need to reach my warm home, I approach where the voice was crying out. Intrigued, I watched the traffic until I caught my breath. There. Just there. It was a familiar car, going somewhere that was in common with my destination. My home.

It's Lily's car. Maybe I can get a ride, if I could just wave my hand and...

I stop.

Lily has made a wrong move in the traffic and I can only watch as another car rams into the driver's side. A loud cry of anguish escapes the hunk of metal that is her car. I scream her name and pull forward, but immediately stop as another treacherous car nearly rams into me. I wave at the driver and scream.

"Call 911! My sister's been hurt!" I manage. I'm surprised I'm not choking up with tears right now. The car that hit Lily's own car drives away in a hurry, as if nothing had happened.

I'm angry. An anger that was never meant to be balls up in my stomach. I want to scream, and shout, and bang on the walls of someplace that will never break, and keep myself contained, fighting to the death with a wall, entangled with myself, the fury driving me on. Before I know it, I'm at Lily's side. She's been badly hurt, and she's holding her side.

"Lumaia," she gasps, holding out her hands.

They're bloody.

I'm even more angered.

"Lily," I whisper. I can only just make out shards of glass from the car window lodged deeply in her arms. One catches my attention; it's a fairly large-sized shard, but it's stuck in her abdomen. "Lily, you're hurt," I manage. I try to keep calm, for Lily's sake, but she knows that the shard just is something she can't survive.

Can't.

Survive.

"I'm okay, Lumaia. Please. Just stay right here. I want to talk to you."

I waver a moment before replying. "Yes. Of course. Of course I'll stay and talk."

"Listen, Lumaia, you know it and I know it. I'm going to die, right here, right now. But I want you to listen, okay? Are you listening?"

I nod.

"You can't let this... let this stop you. You've got to go on and lead a normal life, okay? Don't... don't hurt anyone. Don't get into trouble. Don't do anything stupid. You know that. We've been taught this our whole lives, that's what school was, remember? Okay. Don't go into depression. Let this," she gestures to the scene around us, which no longer matters to me. All that matters is here and now, right where Lily is. "Be your motivator. It's what I want: you to be happier. No matter what," she finishes.

"I don't want to live a life that's comprehensive. I don't want to be the person that has the light on but just isn't working. Lily, come on, hang on until the ambulance arrives."

"No."

"Don't be stubborn. Now's not the time to be stubborn."

"No. Live life from a new perspective, Lumaia."

After a few minutes of quiet breathing, one labored and shallow, the other quick, Lily's eyes flicker. The ambulance wails in the background, but I pay no mind to the noises biting at my eardrums. I can only think of what her last words are, even though she's not dead. I wait to hear them, and she slowly speaks them.

"Live life from a new perspective."

And with that, she's gone. I close her eyes gently. It's what she'd have wanted, right?

But I'm not sure anymore. The loss is numbing.

---

I lie in bed, just staring at the ceiling. After Lily's death in her car with me by her side, it was all over the news. But they didn't care about Lily. Just the crash. That was all. There was nothing to Lily's death, to them, but a simple car crash in which an unlucky individual had passed on in. My breath hitches as I think of all the days, all the hours, all the minutes that I'd spent with Lily, and how they're all gone now. I will never hear that same person making coffee in the kitchen on a Saturday morning, ever. Losing a sister is like losing a limb.

"Live life from a new perspective."

I don't want to, I can't. I know what she meant by "new perspective," but what I'm thinking of right now probably isn't what she meant. I think of a world where people are twisted, and where people who have the power to do something say "People can be cruel."

No kidding.

I think of a world where people can't be trusted, where people do bad things, where humanity is doomed so far from what we can mentally grasp that there is no hope. There is no sympathy. A world where children will know no love, no mercy, and no compassion, and where people are put to slaughter because there's "No other choice" they say. Of course there isn't another choice. There never was, was there? Just a single choice, one choice is all you had. There's no sympathy, no mercy, no love, no compassion, no emotion. There is only the never ending bloodbath that is life, revenge after revenge, and it all started with a single death and

I didn't want this.

I didn't want this image, this stupid image, stuck in my head.

But it happened. And it happened to me. And I don't know why, but it makes me hate everyone.

...

I see life from a new perspective, Lily. Yes, I do.

A world where there is no love. Where it's all lies.

That is my new perspective.

I pack my bags, get dressed, braid my hair, pull on my boots, and leave. Simply leave. I'm not sure where I'm going, or why, but there's a haze in my mind that I don't care about. I leave. And embrace it.

I embrace my new perspective.

Are you happy?

Is this what you wanted, Lily, when you told me to live life from a new perspective on your deathbed?

I've fulfilled your dying wish.

I hope you're happy.

---

WHEW OKAY, WE'RE FINISHED.

I'm sorry if I scared you or made you sad in any way. Just channeling my character, I guesssssssssss.

I hope you enjoyed the story and learned a little something about Lumaia<3

Thanks for reading!

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Member Bio & Journals / L??????s B????????/H?s???? [WIP, Updated 8/3/14]

« on: August 04, 2014, 01:50:38 am »

Hello, you guys might have seen me floating around on the forums before. I have finally manned up and decided to tell you guys about myself, so let's start.

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My name is Kate. I'm not really comfortable talking about my age because it makes me feel bad, young, or immature, but trust me, I'm mature for said age. But I am 12 years old, almost 13 (just a month away - I'm kind of excited.)

I live in a small town within the Bible Belt, even though I'm an atheist (it's hard to go to school because of that, but that issue is personal). I do live in America, though I really want to live in the Netherlands, Canada, Ireland, or Britain. I'm in middle school, 7th grade, to be exact. I don't really get along too well with people in real time, and have a hard time making friends also in real time because of my shy/introverted personality. I don't usually handle emotions too well, because it's not that often that they affect me. Unless it's "book feels." I'm so bookish like that. I'm not usually one for romance, but I do occasionally find myself with a "normal" crush and a celebrity crush.

Let me lay down some basics, going over stuff so far:

My name is Kate.
I am 12 years old, but I'll be 13 real soon.
I'm in the 7th grade.
I don't like people that much, and I have a hard time communicating with them.
I have crushes though I'm not the hopeless romantic type.

Now on to some other things.

Likes

Cats.
All sorts of sweets.
My crushes.
Writing. Especially writing. I love writing.
Drawing, though I'm terrible at it. Bloody horrible.
Sherlock.
Doctor Who.
Supernatural.
Any combination of the previous three.
"Shipping".
Panic! At The Disco.
Brendon Urie:



My phone, my laptop... okay, electronics in general.
Martin Freeman.
The Hunger Games and any other trilogy such as Divergent.
Roleplaying with my friends.
Reading.
My grandparents and dad. Especially my step-dad, he's so epic.
My pets. ESPECIALLY my pets, including my dog and my piglet.
The "Russian side", as nicknamed by my friend, of my family. I try to associate myself with them more than the other side because they are a well-educated line of professional doctors, scientists, authors... you name a professional, successful career and it'll be in there. I'm on pressure to perform in life better than my mother, however.
The Giver! Good book. <3

Dislikes

My mother. We don't get along that well.
Some of my family members. I don't get along too well with them, either. Probably because one of them tried to drown me once.
NEEDLES.
Driving a car... I don't wanna grow up.
Illiterates. Godmodders. The works.
Vegetables. I somehow live off of pizza, sweets, meat, and fruit. How am I not fat?!
Someone taking away my electronics... B( I don't think they understand it's my "safe haven."
Badly written books and movies.
ALLEGIANT. AGHGH.
MOCKINGJAY. MORE AGHGH.
Over-emotional people.
Disney's "Frozen" and most Frozen fangirls. I'm sorry, it's just not that entertaining to me.
Sarah Urie (Brendon Urie's wife)... but not for the reasons you think. I see her as selfish and trying to use Brendon as a stepping stone to fame. The engagement photos say it all.
Going to bed early - I like staying up!
DENTISTS.
DOCTORS.
ORTHODONTISTS.
This thing. I despise this thing so much:



And yes, I do have this thing IN MY MOUTH. WITH BRACES. And yes, IT'S PAINFUL.
Braces. Ugh.
CAVITIES.
Anything related to teeth, actually.
Disney World/Disneyland. I'm sorry, I'm just a naturally grumpy person and all these people having fun without realizing they will fade into oblivion one day gets on my nerves. Oh, and it gets boring after a while. I don't like upbeat people, I'm a normally quiet, grumpy person. No offense.
People who say FH is 4+ years old. IT'S NOT EVEN FOUR YET.

Fun Facts

Okay, this not may not be that much "fun" but it's just random trivia.

1) I have a pet pig named Fudge. He's a teacup Juliana piglet and he grows fast, but he's still really cute.
2) I almost drowned once. My cousin held my head underwater for longer than I could breathe and I almost went unconscious until someone called him off me.
3) I have hair that looks like fire.

Here's an example, but imagine it curly and with brown roots:



It faded when I went into the ocean. Originally, it was red, but the ocean faded it orange and blonde, I guess.
4) I have hyperhidrosis. It's really gross: your palms and feet sweat involuntarily. Luckily, they have medication for it.
5) My celebrity crush is Brendon Urie (heyyy, thanks OhKelseyYou >BI) and my regular crush is adorable. The regular guy is sweet and hilarious, and I like that he's free-spirited.
6) When and if I get married, I will always leave a Nerf gun outside the front door with a note saying,

"Here's your gun, husband. I am hiding inside armed. The first one to get shot cooks dinner. May the odds be ever in your favour. -Wife"

7) I love playing the Sims 3.
My closest FH-friends are Hugrf, BulletProof, Faisavant, Wolfeffect, and GraveyardQueen. Sorry for pointing you guys out, but you guys are awesome.
9) I love writing, but it doesn't get noticed too often. I think my life goal is to become a famous publisher, but in the mean time, nobody really recognizes that's what I want to do as a career path. My mother and grandmother tell me I'm going to be a doctor, but I don't want to be that.
10) I think my favourite inspirational YouTube video is "To This Day" by Shane Koyczan. Whenever I was sad and stuff I'd watch it until the end and grow happier.
11) I adore converse shoes.
12) Sometimes, I'll look at a person, judge what they look like, then guess stuff about them. It stemmed from when I started watching Sherlock and thought hey, I want to be like him! So I started learning about how to notice things that others wouldn't pick up, and to this today I still surprise my family with quickly-made guesses. I'll notice things they don't and say, "Our waitress isn't married, but she's in a relationship with someone."
13) People assume that I never, ever want to talk, that I'm always angry, or that I'm depressed because I wear all black. Uhhhh. No. I wear all black because I want to blend in, to not be noticed too much. I don't like having all eyes on me.
14) I swear, if you were to invite me to a party, I would stand off to the side looking at walls and saying, "That's a nice wall. I really like this wall."
15) I am a really strong boxer. Seriously, my dad wants me to consider becoming a female boxer. He trained me when I was younger and I have a natural arm for it.
16) When I was younger, I was a jack-of-all-trades. I seemed to be able to do everything, but I can't do much more these days. I'M GETTING OLD- /shot
17) I roleplay mainly supernatural-like characters, or characters with some sort of powers. A lot of times you'll see me on cats, which I also roleplay. Some good examples are the following:

- Anxo Airdsgainne, typical angel.
- Lumaia Aithne, a shapeshifter whom has a bio you will find in the Characters section.
- Benedict Thorton, a demon-turned-good. He has a long backstory, though.
- Fallenash, a fiery-tempered she-cat you'll frequently find me on.
- Ardan. I seem to love these "A" names, don't I? Ardan's a tom that I enjoy playing.

18) I have OCD. I can't stand numbers like 47... every number has to end in a 5 or 0, and if it isn't, it'll drive me crazy. Basically, whenever the volume is on said number 47, I'll change it to 45. Whichever is closest. This probably explains why all my character's color codes end in 5 or 0.
19) I like weird words like "supper," "cupboard," and "apple." Anything with a p in it sounds really smooth to me.
20) For some reason, when I was little, I really like playing with keys, locks, and seatbelts. Whenever we went on an airplane, the hostess would have to give me the demonstration seatbelt because I'd cry if I saw it and didn't get it. That might sound spoiled but if you were listening to a baby's cry for over 3 hours you'd tell the hostess to give the baby the stupid seatbelt, too.
21) I have social anxiety, which means I'm not comfortable in social situations. I am also EXTREMELY self-conscious, and I need permission/confirmation to do a lot of things because I just need reassurance.
22) I don't post much in the forums, but I've been here for almost 2 out of FH's 3, almost 4 years (I think) and I frequently stalk the forums, though you don't know it.
23) Most of the things I worry about are made-up scenarios that will never happen. But I'm really, REALLY easy to worry. Tell me if I forgot something you didn't need and I will probably freak out over it. And I tend to look back on my mistakes too, so it makes it hard for me to look forward to the future.
24) I'm hard to excite. If you tell me we're going to Disney World while I'm eating, I'll literally say, "Really? Cool." and go back to eating. My mother says it's depression but I honestly don't think it is. I'm just a person that's hard to excite.
25) A lot of times, my favorite characters in movies/books are the villains. But that's only if they've got a good motive that makes sense for being evil. I simply base my opinions on who sounds like me the most, and it turns out that the villain is, well, the villain because of a long history of hate for some princess or whatever. Yeah, sure, my life is kind of like that, but I don't like, cast spells on the person. I PRANK THEM. I'm good at pranking, too, so that helps. And even though I like villains from stories/movies, I really don't like the evil cats I find in this game. Their motives are poor, and some just do it for fun. See, most of my evil cats were slowly driven to the point of insanity and may have schizophrenia or be a sociopath, which leads to their "evil" ways. Other people's evil cats tend to rub me the wrong way because their motives are, "He/She wants to do it for fun." That's what they're really doing it for: fun. Sure, there might be a backstory to why, but it's poorly thought out and goes alone with the cliches and stereotypes I find oh-so repulsive.



Funny Stories

Funny story no. 1:

Recently I was sitting at the Stone Bridge, chillin' like a villain, like I often do. Somebody said they were new and someone else piped up,

"Ahhh, I remember when I was new, too. I joined 16 years ago, so I shouldn't be able to remember."

I was like, wait what. I mentioned that FH was only 3 years old and they defied me. Other people joined in the conversation saying that FH was actually 5 years old, but I whispered a staff member (Red, I think it was) how old FeralHeart was. He responded with "3 years old" and I announced it to a now-arguing Stone Bridge. Some people said it was 5, some said 16, others said 2, and someone else agreed with me that it was only 3.

"RED SAID FH HAS BEEN OPEN FOR 3 YEARS ONLY, SO STFUUU."

That shut them right up.

Funny story no. 2:

Once upon a time, little Lumaia (me) was sitting outside a den when some wolves that were 0, 0, 0 black with 255, 255, 255 white underfur and pink/blue/red markings came into the den and started roleplaying (illiterately, mind you). I sat by quietly, observing them patiently, until one of them piped up,

"-looks at brown wolf and growls-"

I started to explain that I wasn't roleplaying, and no, I wasn't here to "eat their pups." And I wasn't brown, nor a wolf, too. Just sayin', Lumaia's not a wolf. >:U BIOS, READ THEM.

They then began to tell me that they were there first, though their group bio stated they were new and had recently moved camps, I guess. I had a hard time reading it. Anyways, they got on my case IC and OOC, sometimes telling me I was being a distraction although I was quietly sitting nearby, uttering not a word in their presence (some lions had passed by earlier and I struck up a chat with them, but they'd left earlier).

Eventually, they gave up and moved. Some blocked me, I think. I did get screenshots, however.

"But Lumaia," you cry out, "why did you not report them? They were breaking the rules!"

Well, I later got a formal apology, although it was hard to understand. They said they were sorry about the incident and that they had only just realized I wasn't being a distraction at all.

And I took pity on them. I'm so kind, aren't I?

My Mewzicz

I've added this little section for my favorite bands and songs.

Through the influence of my father, I've come to praise rock bands, though I do listen to the occasional pop/pop-rock alternations. Here's a list of some of the bands I've come to enjoy:

1 - Panic! At The Disco
2 - Fall Out Boy (let's talk about that. I've seen them live before.)
3 - Foxy Shazam (also seem them live before. The lead singer dumped water on my head.)
4 - Paramore (ALSO SEEM THEM LIVE, almost front row. The lead singer has cool hair, FYI.)
5 - Death Cab For (well, I've seen them live, too. But my dad introduced me to this band.)
6 - Tegan And Sara (I'm not the biggest fan, but I have seem them live before.)

As you can see, I've got a list of bands that I've seen before.

IN ONLY 3 DAYS, I am going to add One Republic, American Authors, and another band I forgot onto that list. ONE REPUBLIC. Isn't that epic?

Some of my favorite songs, by band/singers.

- Panic! At The Disco -

1 - "This Is Gospel"
2 - "Ballad Of Mona Lisa"
3 - "Girls/Girls/Boys"
4 - "I Write Sins Not Tragedies"

- Fall Out Boy -

1 - "Phoenix"
2 - "Young Volcanoes"
3 - "Dance, Dance"
4 - "This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arm's Race"
5 - "Thnks fr th Mmrs"
6 - "Alone Together"
7 - "My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark"

- Tegan And Sara -

1 - "Closer"

- Death Cab For Cutie -

1 - "I Will Follow You Into The Dark"
2 - "I Will Possess Your Heart"
3 - "Soul Meets Body"

Okay, that's about it. I can't go on forever, because I like so many songs it's not even funny. And no, I don't like Iggy's "Fancy" because that is total crap to me.

Thanks for reading so far, this is still a WIP. Stay tuned.

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Discussion Board / Ortho Appt. Tomorrow... Really Worried

« on: July 29, 2014, 07:49:05 am »

I've not always had the best teeth ever. This is evident from my MARA appliance and braces.

Tomorrow, I have an orthodontist appointment to remove said MARA appliance. Truth be told, the thing is terrifying:



Basically, it's supposed to be an appliance to push your lower jaw forward. I was born with a weak lower jaw, so it was either this or being knocked out for a surgery on my jaw in which they place a large metal pipe in my jaw to lengthen it.

It's not that hard a decision: a two-day recovery surgery that'll leave scars or 9 months with this thing and the same results, with no scars?

Of course, I wanted neither, but I had no say in it.

Tomorrow, however, I get this thing taken off. I'm not afraid of what it'll feel like; I know what it feels like. The cap on my upper left tooth once fell off and they had to pull the whole top part off to fix it. It doesn't hurt, I know that.

I'm afraid of what my teeth will look like AFTER that... I am terrified of cavities due to a deep-rooted memory from my childhood when I went under the drill for 3 cavities in a row. I was so shaken, and it hurt so much. I have a strengthened immunity against laughing gas, which they were using. So I felt it, and it hurt. A lot.

I don't want a cavity. I really, really, REALLY don't. I know it's irrational, but I'm afraid that when they take off that appliance and the braces,  there will be a cavity. Or maybe a few... I don't want either of the options. I'm terrified of dentists, orthodontists, and doctors. Terrified. Beyond what people are normally afraid of.

And, it doesn't help much that I absolutely despise blood and syringes, which are used for Novocaine, if I'm correct. Err, they have Novocaine mouthwash. That works.

Anyways, I took flight to the forums for some form of comfort. I'm admittedly terrified of the whole ordeal, even though I know I shouldn't be. So irrational. I keep thinking only of the bad things. It's my fatal flaw, I must admit.

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Characters / L?????

« on: July 29, 2014, 05:56:34 am »

{{ L?? ?L?OO?MAY?AH) }}

{{ A??? }}

Lumaia is a fair-skinned shapeshifter with long blonde hair that would fall to the center of her back if it hadn't been delicately braided Elsa-style (but not thrown over her shoulder). This little shapeshifter has abnormally blue eyes, like that of a bright blue sky. She is extremely fair when it comes to size, including her hands and feet. She is obviously born for speed or elegance, in which case she'd always prefer speed. Lumaia appears to be, and says she is, 15 years of age... however, this could easily be a lie.

{{ P??s??????? }}

At first, it would seem that innocent-looking Lumaia would be sweet.

If you think so, you are incorrect. Lumaia is impolite (especially when it comes to emotions and eating), hilarious (in a... not-so-sweet way), distrustful, antisocial, and sociopathic. Behind all this would be an essentially polite, funny, brilliant/genius young girl. Of course, since young Lumaia is distrustful, it is natural for lying to come to her. She is an excellent liar and fighter, and compaired with her brilliant status she is considered dangerous. Or so she labels herself.

Lumaia's unparalleled impoliteness concerns mainly dining manners and other's emotions. She finds herself otherwise emotionless, and disregards everyone's concerns and emotions, a common trait in sociopaths. Her tendency for criminal-like happenings also suggests sociopathic behavior patterns. She is also an extremely sloppy eater; I swear, she's like a pig. She often shoves food into her mouth without regard for her manners and sometimes talks with her mouth food. She always, always, ALWAYS sits with her legs just a little bit open, which is considered rude by others.

{{ A????? }}

Despite her sweet appearance, Lumaia's attire is a whole other thing in itself. She adores punk-rock music, so of course, she dresses in primarily black clothes with some sort of spiky edge to it. Of course, it also shows her dangerous capability and intimidates her opponents.

S????

P???s

I KNOW, I'M SO SORRY, IT'S THE BIGGEST PICTURE IN THE WORLD.

S???s

J???

W???????

Please note that although she likes her weaponry, it is not her most usual form of combat. Since Lumaia is a shapeshifter, she prefers to fight with her possible forms to shapeshift into. Thanks.

This is her bow.


This is her quiver.


These are her arrows.


Sorry, I had to put them all in separately.

Shapeshifting Forms (considered weapons):

1 - Human (default)
2 - Sugar glider (casual/cuddling form)
3 - Bear (fighting form)
4 - Harp seal (swimming form)
5 - Swift (bird) (flying form)

{{ F?? }}

Lumaia prefers to keep quiet about her family. Little is known about them, or what happened to them. Lumaia has stated that she doesn't speak of them because she was never close to any of them but her sister, Lana. It has been hinted at by Lumaia that Lana was killed in a car crash before she'd met the TARDIS crew, consisting of The Exclone, Nova, and Lif at the time when she met them.

For now, all anyone appears to know about Lumaia's kin is Lana and her death. Just her death. Lumaia refuses to "open up" to anyone, not even The Exclone, about how it occurred and what it was like in her family before Lana's death.

{{ L???s }}

Flying.
Long walks.
Cold weather.
Dragons.
Angels.
The color black.
Skulls, preferably those of her enemies, celebrities she's always liked, or friends.
Painting.
Pizza. ("What is this? Tastes like ketchup and cheese on cardboard, but it's quite good.")
Pop/punk-rock/rock music.

{{ D?s????s }}

Cats.
Cat people.
Annoying people.
Loud people.
Breathing people.
People in general.
Weakness.
PDA (public displays of affection).
People who can't fly.
Sappy (love) quotes.
A lot of things, actually.

{{ R??? }}

Romance is far-fetched to little Lumaia. She prefers to be in no relationship whatsoever, and isolates herself from men she finds too flirty.

If you flirt with Lumaia...

You are most likely going to get stabbed.

No offense.

-glare at The Exclone- I got my eyes on you.

{{ H?s? }}

"I don't live in the past, nor the future. I live in the here and now, and you should, too."

This quote from Lumaia basically means, "Shove off, I'm not telling you crap."

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Lumaia has an irrational fear of driving.

She's said a pet would be nice, but has never really gotten into getting a pet. Thus, no pets.

She's friends with Lif, Nova, and The Exclone. Sort of.

If and when Lumaia becomes close with some sentient being, she would rather exchange her life for the being's. This could possibly include pets, so if she'd gotten a pet, she might die before giving up the dog's life.

She has an acute interest for wings and flying; it's her favorite thing to do.

Lumaia, since the discovery of liquor and sodas (Fanta, Sunkist, Mountain Dew), now says it's her favorite drink.

She's revolted by ice cream, oddly enough.

Lumaia is voiced by Shailene Woodley, whom is featured in "The Fault In Our Stars" and "Divergent".

It has been noted that Lumaia is a sociopath with Asperger's syndrome, a mild type of autism that makes it hard (just a little) for her to socialize with other beings. This, paired with her mistrust of other beings and introverted nature, makes her true self nearly impossible to reach without getting a bear's smack to the face or an arrow shot in your abdomen.

{{ T????s??? }}

"Serial Killer" - Lana Del Ray

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alkPi5iHndE

The "Why" section of this involves the discussion of murder. Please be prepared for it. Spoiler is put here for your convenience; if uncomfortable with the discussion of murder, please don't click "Show". Thanks.

Why: The song's prominent feature is a sociopathic woman, just like Lumaia. The song basically talks about a woman whom despises love, but will fake love for another person for information. In the song, she calls herself a serial killer, perhaps because of all the men she's "loved" for information. If Lumaia needed information from a man, this is what she'd do: Get close to him, get the information, and murder him.

At least, that's my interpretation of the song.

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For everyone out there, I know it may seem like most shapeshifters are somewhat overpowered in some sense. I did try my best to make Lumaia as fair as possible, but I do like shapeshifters. I picked a simple, not-too-powerful combat weapon (the bow and arrows) to ensure that she wasn't overpowered with a gun AND her shapeshifting forms.

On the topic of her shapeshifting forms, I ensured that they weren't too heavy. I made them simple and not too dangerous. I didn't just slap down random forms that seemed "cool" to have; I made categories and organized the possible choices until I got down to the ones I have now. The only one that seems to have the higher end of the food chain is the bear and human. And a lot of them are relatively small forms, so as to not be too overpowered.

Again, Lumaia wasn't meant to be overpowered, unlike some shapeshifters I see.

Thanks.

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Site/Forum Help / Am I hacking my own account? o-o Please help me with the issue!

« on: June 09, 2014, 05:25:48 pm »

Wtf is this? I was changing my account a little bit, and when I went to save it, this came up:



I'm pretty sure I'm not hacking my own account... .-.

Any suggestions/ideas?