This thought kind of saddens me, since I believe it kind of... Developed me? Like me and my personality.
First off, I'd never have what I have now. Like my friends (Including my best friend... no dun go braking meh heart 8C) and the roleplay. The roleplay we created is inactive now, but is still an extremely precious memory to me and I still love going on and playing around with Exxy or another one of my characters with someone who's apart of the group.
I wouldn't have much support with my art and creativity, either, or have so many ideas. Again, because of the roleplay and my friends on here.
There's many things I wouldn't have. I'm sorry if this seems sappy or overemotional, but I'd think I'd be really depressed if I didn't have those things. Perhaps there'd be an alternative source I'd get those things... But I kind of doubt it.
To sum it up, I'd be kind of lonely and depressed. I'd still have my family in real life, but there are still many experiences I felt like I needed here as well. I've been here for years, so I think you can imagine there have been a few.
Maybe there is some stuff perhaps I could've gone without, but I still think some of them are experiences I needed to learn from even then. Although, who knows? I'm still young, but I still believe Feralheart is a good experience for me sometimes like when I start to feel bored or lonely. So it's hard to think of a possible world where I didn't have it, really.
Sorry if I seem a little all over the place, but you understand what I mean I'm sure. x3