You. You just literally took everything I had began to feel and put it into words. Amazing post, it's... it's just so truthful.
I never did think about leaving, because even though I go off for a month sometimes, I'm always driven back here, I just hope it will remain that way.
It's real sad to see you go, especially knowing that this game has lost yet another wonderful member. I do hope one day it will get better, until then, good luck.