Crystal's Diary~[updated=Bi-polar]

[FullFeralMetal]

F U L L F E R A L M E T A L

Peanut Butter is odd too. o.e' Alas, we all eat it.

Now, how about we update that bio from "I feel devastated" to "I feel cheered up".

[Chunky_Squirrel]

Have you tried meditating?
Try it, you'll feel better.
I have meditated before, and I feel like a new born.
If you need some advice on how to meditate if you haven't before, PM me and I'll help you! ^.^

[Kastilla]

Aw, Crystal. I feel so bad - I know how it feels to be threatened on the internet/cyberbullied. I actually still am, but that's beside the point. I have been there, the lowest point in my life, the feeling that there is nothing left, the feeling that is just terrible. It consumes your mind, it makes you feel like that is normal. I still visit the God darn place once in a while, but I try to avoid it as best I can - even if it doesn't work out the way I planned.
As for the bullying, please tell someone, it doesn't matter who they are or where they are. Report them, block them, anything to get them ignored.
It's good you're writing it - a wondeful coping skill.
Also, if you ever need to talk to someone, you may PM me.
Stay strong, dearie~

[Shenidan]

Im sorry youre devastated, But sometimes, life is hard and you gotta take those challenges, dear. Once youre done with it, there will be hope for you Im sure, Stay strong!

[gold feathers]

Thanks guys, your comments really do make me feel better. However, even after posting the thread yesterday I received a very abusive message. This time, quite a few people saw it as well since it was on my forum Shoutbox (somewhat like a public chat).

I am trying to ignore them and I have reported the messages; let's just hope that it gets sorted soon.
Once again thanks guys.

[gold feathers]

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[WolfQueen]

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[Kastilla]

Aw, I am so sorry, ma cherie.
I have been diagnosed with a lot of things that I am not proud of at all. But, you can live with it, I guess.
I am the same way with food so I know how you feel. :x

[gold feathers]

Thank you for understanding, yeah for the past few days I have been quite hyper and obviously that makes me look like an actual fool. I am just awaiting warily the moment when too much "hyperness" will bring me to my knees.

I am glad to have people supporting me through this and well, what can I say, it means a lot. And ell, I suspect eating disorders, I believe they are quite common in young people (female teens mostly) Wolfie Okami :/ hopefully though it will settle when we're older, right?

[Kastilla]

I hope so. :c
I get hyper like that too. Sometimes it gets so bad I get ... Psychotic thoughts. It's bad when I am in Gym class and that's near my crush so I completely shut down until someone gets me irritated then I get a pychotic-like anger. :x