I get suicidal sometimes but generally nowadays I just get intense moodswings and try extremely hard not to lash out at people who are innocent. I'm not sure if I'm bipolar or not since my psychiatrist didn't say anything about it, but I also didn't really tell him either because we were focused on other issues.
But anyways, welcome back! And I'm glad you are doing better. If you are going through something, I know you can make it through. Just hang in there! <3