i'm a girl who gets depressed so often and its hard for me to hold it back, I got bullied back in Elementary and i still do get bullied at times, everytime i feel like i got shot in the guts or got stabbed, The pain hurts and sometimes i've been feeling like suicide, i spend my days trapped in my room and i start to cry, all i ever wanted was help but.. nobody ever understood me, They just felt like i was some crazy girl..
I just had this write this poem, just to show you guys how i really feel, inside and out
anyways
enjoy this poem i made
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain
Hiding the tears that fall like rain.
Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but.
This ache in my soul rips at my gut.
My skin is on fire, I burn from within.
The calm on my face is an ongoing sin.
The world must stay out, I've built up a wall.
My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall.
Loneliness consumes me, it eats away the years
Until my life is swallowed by unending fears.
Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask
And care enough to remove it, is that too much to ask?