I'm glad you feel comfortable enough with us all to let us know how you feel <3
Sometimes, when you put your time and passion into something, you won't get acknowledged for it, like you said. But the important thing is that you're putting your all in.
It can be a little discouraging when you don't get a thank you for everything you do, yet you're still doing it. That's what counts. You're committed. You're doing something out of the kindness of your heart, not expecting anything in return(Of course, it is still nice though). You're a super kind person with a huge heart, and that's just the tip of the iceberg with you.
There may be people who look up to you like a role model, and might actually be very bashful and shy to thank you. So while it may not seem like anyone notices, you've got yourself a secret group of admirers.
You're a very sweet person, and I've seen you help out around here more than once. Thank you for pitching in your time with that, thank you for sharing your art with us, and thank you for sharing your videos with us. I can promise you that we all appreciate you around here. Stay strong <3