hey uh
wow, some of you are in 2017 now
wish i was as i am writing this but i live in the US so
anyway, really just wanted to say thanks.
thanks to all those who put up with my stupidity before my long absence from here. i know that i was annoying and sounded a lot like an attention hog.
i really didn't try to. i only really draw attention to myself when i'm having a bad day/time, and i want someone to help. can't say it out loud, y'know?
but, my idiocy aside, happy new years, everybody!
hope you all have a great time in this new year, and i'm glad to say i survived 2016 and made it this far.
and thank you again for all those who still thought of me as a 'friend', even after all i had done and said. i don't really understand why you all put up with me, but i am still thankful for it.
2016 marks my first full year here, doesn't it?
huh. maybe not on the forums, but either way, i made it anyway.
but thank you all for sticking with me, no matter how stupid i got.
i mean i really have no self-esteem or self-love, though. thank you. so much.
happy new years, and i hope you all can survive through the next year. i know you all can do it!
and especially thanks for Yasamin. for meeting me and sticking by my side, as well as being there for me when i wasn't there for myself.
thank you for being my light from within my cloud of shadows. you really kept me going, you know?
but thanks,Yasamin. you never abandoned me, and i am looking forward to the day when we can meet in person.
cause True Friends are never truly apart from each other, right?
heh, happy new years.
