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« on: July 20, 2013, 10:50:49 pm »
There's 3 types of people in this world.
-First type: Normal person, has a moderately unfair life.
-Second type: "The Wall", a person who helps the First and Third types, basically something to lean on, to comfort. Due to this, the second types usually have no one to lean on, thus making their life possibly one of the most depressing. Their satisfaction is from helping others.
-Third type: "Bully", Most of the times a person who is unable to express his emotions due to the pains in life and hurts other people to provide temporary relief to it. Their satisfaction is from hurting others, be it emotionally or physically.
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I'm the second type. I've helped many people in my life. For example, I've helped couples get back together, or couples realise their feelings for one another. Helped many, ages ranged from 13-21.
I've also helped random strangers, as long as they ask me nicely. This is one of my stories:
I'm in a game(Team Fortress 2), busy playing. I get a friend invite, and accept, direct following it up with a question towards the stranger, asking him for the reason why he added me. I'm a trader, so I usually expect someone to reply with a message in regards to the item I'm selling. I was surprised when he told me that he was asked to consult me because he got hacked. Curious, I asked him who told him I could help. He then told an acquaintance that I only remember by the name, but have played it very often. Never got around to adding the acquaintance. The dude seemed genuine, and so I decided to help him. I took my time and guided him throughout the steps to prevent his account from being hacked again, because english was not his native language. I also spent 2 hours searching for the hacker for him, but obviously no success. I was still happy that I helped him, because in the end, I still had another solution, and told him to go for it. Its a fool-proof one, so I knew that he'd have the items the hacker took away.
You might be wondering: "Why is this idiot wasting so much time helping a stranger?" The answer is simple. Thats who I am. I'm the second type, and If I'm not doing my job, who will?
You could also be wondering: "This is nothing, why are you acting like its a big deal?" Well, unless you've done it, I think this is pretty selfless already. Sure, I could have done better, and I'm angry that I didn't.
This brings me to my 3rd wall of text, below.
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There is still a lack of people in the second category, and a shocking influx of people in the third and first category. The incraese of third types affect the number of first types majorly. This means that there's more people that need someone to lean on, to be guided in life.
I'm stressed with the fact that I know I'm unable to help all these people, and that there's never going to be enough second types for the first and third types, meaning there's going to be people out there who suffer. I don't want that. I want to make this world preferably, a better one. However, knowing that I can't help everyone is causing me to feel that I'm not doing enough and this adds on to the stress. I think that I can do better, but I don't know how. There isn't one, anyway.
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Onto my last "wall" of text.
Notes:
-Third Type isn't necessarily bad, just that they are unable to express their feelings in a less aggressive way.
-I had to retype this entire thing out because apparently my session timed out.
-There might be spelling and grammar errors inside, because of the reason above, and that its 6:50 AM. (I haven't slept.)
The title says it pretty much. What type are you, and how have you impacted the world around you?