Ok, so I have a really good friend that I have been... Ignoring lately. He is the only friend that I have ever kept in contact with for as long as I have, talking to him was great, we were even kinda writing a story together. All in all, I would sit and wait for them to come on, and when they finally did I would be all 'OMG They're on! They're on!' And get straight to saying hi.
(This is before I started ignoring them) One day, when I was at my dad's house, my mum sent a message to my sister saying that she had given her number to them, Let's call them Tigger, and that Tigger would call soon. We never got the call, so I was imaptient to get back home so I could get onto MSN to ask why they had wanted to call.
So I got back home and rushed to my laptop, waited a few minutes and, poof, Tigger was on. So we got to chatting, and I asked why they had asked for the number, and why they were going to call but didn't. At first they didn't want to tell me, but eventually they did. Their girlfriend had dumped them, and they had been going to call because they wanted to ask me out, but had decided to wait a couple of days because they wanted to make sure they were over her before they did.
So after that we kept up our conversations for the next couple of days, and I noticed something odd. Suddenly they were asking about my love life, like, how is your love life, and, do you like any one. Of course, I always answered badly to these questions. I am horrible with this love stuff, I only had my first boyfriend when I was like 17 - 18, and that was mostly because It was the first time someone had come up to me and asked me out... I was overexcited about it. The relationship lasted a year, but it was horrible, I was treated like dirt, cheated on twice, and they broke up with me repetedivly (Spelt wrong, I know...) But for some reason I stuck with them until they dumped me for some chick they met over xbox live...
So my answers were never good, like not so good, to the how's your love life going, and I don't know to the do you like any one question. I wasn't going to admit to Tigger that I actually liked them a LOT. I am a nervous paranoid person, to simply go out and say I like you was something I just couldn't do. But I think that the questions might have been his way of trying to figure out if I liked him back ( I had never really mentioned liking him before, just some VERY vaque (Spelt wrong I think) suggestions, like once we were talking about the old days before I moved and he talked about how he had been planning to kiss me at the year ten formal, but then I moved, and he asked me if I liked him and all I said was maybe... Not a good hint to go by, but that's the most I really say when it comes to telling people I like them (Which is why I never tell any one I like them XD)
After a couple of days of conversation like that, I wasn't able to get on, I think it was because my laptop had a virus, I can't remember... But when I got back on I asked Tigger how they were, and they said great, I just got back from the mall with my girlfriend.
His girlfriend....
Well, I was angry and upset. I didn't say anything about it, but who wouldn't be upset when the person you like the most in the world starts talking to you about going out then turns around and asks someone else out? Well, I was pretty pee'd off, and upset too, so I just put them on block after that.
But as of late I miss talking to them... I was able to get by when he had all his other girlfriends and be the friend that supported him through thick and thin, yet I can't be that kind of friend now, simply because he didn't ask me out like he said? Or am I over reacting? Maybe I shouldn't have taken him so seriously. Or is my mum right and does he simply fall in love to quickly like my ex, and it would have just turned out like that lousy relationship?
Do you guys think I should stop ignoring him and talk to him again? Should I just hang around and see what happens if I do start talking to him again? Should I go out with him if that time ever comes around? Should I not bother with him, in the relationship department? What do you guys think of the situation. I really want to be friends with him again, but I just don't know what to do.
