Well, here we are.
I just wanted to write up a brief introduction thread as well as an apologetic one.
For some, my expressions of opinion have not been the most benevolent. For others, my actions have been questionable. When I took a short-lived leave from FeralHeart I left behind a few people who were actually very dear to me and have cared for my wellbeing from the beginning. Other friends I left behind having ended on an awful note, in which I was too ignorant to see the situation as my fault when it was. Where I thought i was mature, I wasn't. Where I thought I was reasonable, I wasn't. Where I thought I was right, I wasn't.
Previous dramas within this game and community had greatly influenced my emotional state, being traumatic in some cases and therapeutic in another when things were going as/better than expected.
To the members of Staff that I hurt in my time working with them, I'd like to deeply apologise for my behaviour and actions towards the lot of you. "New" & "Old".
I don't expect forgiveness, after looking back at some of what went on between us. However, I can't not express myself here and now to get rid of the weight that's been on my shoulders for several months, hoping to at least prove in the time I've been away, I've grown up and gotten a grip of myself. I'll not touch the subject on what we went through although I do hope we can at least comfortably be in one another's company from now on.
As I'm not very good at typing up apologies, I'll keep it short.
I suppose I'm back, if I'm welcome?