Clearly I have made a bad impression, and people are picking specific things in my posts to speak of and it's making me look bad.
I apologize for getting as heated as others. I cannot deal with conflict. I have an innate need to try and keep the peace and when I get frustrated, I say things I probably shouldn't.
To Lord, I apologize for saying for people to shut up. I have no excuse other than the fact that conflict toward me or conflict I witness involving people/things I care about bring on anxiety attacks and I just want to help fix things and bring peace, but I guess I screw up.
I want to make it clear to people too that me typing caps is not meant to be raging or childish. I have noticed that italics and bold can be hard to see sometimes, and I only post in caps where I feel emphasis is needed, to make up for the other options sometimes not being very obviously visible.
I said what I said and you guys can all hate me and attack me, jump to conclusions about the type of person I am and why I say/do things...fine. Just know I had the best intentions in mind.
You'd think I'd learn my lesson by now since almost all efforts I make in trying to keep peace in situations causes people to either turn on me or just generally think bad of me and think I'm the immature one...and I'm sorry.
I wanted to try to help and clearly I'm just a problem. I'm sorry..I don't know what else to say except for that..if anyone wants to think poorly of me, go ahead, it obviously doesn't matter.