This is sad...for me.
Thinking about how much I have been here and for how long, it really gives me good memories and I will treasure them forever. I know I am not the popular type or even the very wild one, but I did meet one of the greatest people to remember and did suffer for many users. I am leaving because of many reasons, and mainly because my studies are getting harder. The tension and stress is rising rapidly and if I make a small slip (as in slack off for an hour), my grades will drop. For every floof out there who is still under grade 10, please enjoy your life now as much as you can. Love every person you see, help, work hard and stay strong. I found out that it's not necessary to get angry when you start to mature in your path, because who ever you might of put your anger on, will soon be quickly fading away from your life.
Thank you for all you company and love that you have shared, you have never gone away from my heart. As I have said before, I know I might of been the silent one in the corner, observing more than talking but really I got to see the world much more clearly by that. Here are some messages:
1- For the people who
stood up for me, you really are someone who is going to meet a point in life where you will hear: "I've never met anyone as bright as you." It's important to treat everyone as if you know them, because in the end we are all humans and we came from a common ancestor.
2- For the people who
don't like me, I respect that but I prefer liking you back instead. I am not prepared to pass someone any day and doubt their appearance around me, you'll just be wasting your time having negative thoughts that aren't necessary. Don't act like you'll live forever. I know that doesn't sound amazing, but it is something which deeply means: "Do what will impact others positivity and that will reflect back on you. Don't focus on what might always make YOU happy, but others mostly." Believe me, I have always followed that and in all honesty I have never been taught by anyone to do these types of things, they just came from my maturity.
I don't know if I got deep here, but it's the truth. I don't know if you floofs might have interest in what my interests are but I love talking about myself to others since I'm very quiet. So one of my biggest interest is to become a psychologist but in the same time my creativity drove me more towards architecture and baking. I might become a person who offers help in a homeless shelter and become an architecture as my core job. I've got some ideas of making something big from that, and that would be to design homes for these people and offer them a push to the right path. My parents always told me to focus more on my needs than others but it made me bored, so I decided to the opposite and it made me happier. My second idea is to build a combination of a 'urban and rural city'. An urban city is a place like America where there are a lot of buildings, resources, etc. and a rural area is more like a village where nature and space is mostly found.
I know I typed a lot but.. it's my last day here so I am going to miss you guys a lot. </3 I cried while typing this because I don't want to leave, but it's for my own good.
I guess that's it... good bye.
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