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Introduction / Return/Apology?

« on: January 09, 2018, 04:08:16 am »

Hello everyone!

I'm planning on being more active in the upcoming months, since I really missed this community. I played a lot when I was younger (ages eleven to thirteen?) but now that I'm an adult (though I don't act like one) and know proper roleplay and forum etiquette, I really want to be a part of this community again.

Also, upon trying to log on to the game, I've discovered just how long I've been gone. I don't remember much on how to make maps (which is what I used to do) and the preset uploader is new to me (albeit, needed).

For anyone who it concerns, I'm sorry about my past behavior. I looked through my old posts and noticed that a lot of my "preset requests" were of art that was not mine, and I want to reassure everyone that I am definitely not like that anymore, and do not condone that type of behavior.

Anyway, thanks for reading!

Characters / Tsune [MAIN OC]

« on: July 18, 2014, 04:12:50 am »

Introduction / Returning to the FH Forums

« on: July 14, 2014, 05:53:18 am »

Hello :3 I'm Aphex, or previously known as NeonKitty. I left a goodbye note quite a few months ago, saying that my life was bad and that I didn't want to RP or anything anymore. But, luckily, I'm in a much better place now and my writing skills have increased. I should be more interesting to RP with nowadays, now that I know the proper etiquette and such. I've decided to revamp this account- change things up a little bit.

Also, I'd like to point out that a long time ago, when the account was active, I'd take images off of google search and use them for presets. I now realize how TERRIBLY wrong that is, stealing someones work like that, and I now will only use my own OCs for role playing and drawing.

Thank you for reading, I'm glad that I'm back. I'm going to try to be a more active member of this forum, although real life may be busy occasionally.

I am happy to be back.

Commissions, Trades, & Requests / Up for a Challenge?

« on: July 13, 2014, 06:13:53 pm »

I've recently adopted a new OC, which I plan to make my main. So, I'm trying to get as many artists to draw him as I can.

His name is Tsune, and he's a bit smug. He rarely shows emotion, and acts as if he's superior to everyone around him. Here is his ref

If some artists could draw him, it'd really mean a lot. I don't have many points, so it's hard for me to commission.

Discussion Board / OC Hoarding [I refuse to be the only one -.- ]

« on: June 12, 2014, 05:35:01 am »

Does anyone else have a surplus of OCs or Fursonas?
I can't be the only one who hoards them.

My problem started when I discovered that you can "adopt" OCs on Deviantart. I quickly added all of my allowence money that I could gather onto my gosh-forsaken account. I've been hoarding my fursonas like a mad lady. I've been tossing my money out the door left and right just because I happen to glance at Deviantart and say,

"Oh, look! There's an adoptable sale! Wow, it's only seven-hundred points! It looks like it should be more so I should buy it!" In reality, I have no use for the character at all and I can't get a refund and I can't resell it so I'm stuck with a ton of beautiful seven-hundred point characters that I don't really have any use for but to look at.

It would be one thing if I could draw these lovely creatures, but I have no artistic ability. Trust me. Everything that I draw looks like some horrific monster. (I showed a friend a drawing of a ladybug that I drew and she said "What the heck is that?")

I refuse to believe I am the only one who does this.

If you do this, what do you do to stop??

And if you don't, how do you stay occupied with just one??

Characters / My Fursonas [WIP]

« on: June 11, 2014, 02:09:43 am »

Commissions, Trades, & Requests / Siggy and Avatar Request [Willing to pay 20 DA points]

« on: June 08, 2014, 10:16:08 pm »

I recently adopted a new OC that I completely adore, and I would definately like more art of her. She has a rather timid and shy personality, but is a happy fox. I don't know what poses to do, so I'll leave that to you. The avatar should just be a headshot, though.

If you give me your Deviantart, I will pay you 20 points for both. (Since I don't have enough to afford actual comissions)
or you could do it for free...

Thank you :)

Human & Humanoid Roleplays /

« on: May 09, 2014, 02:09:13 am »

Poems / Aphex's Poems

« on: May 06, 2014, 12:52:04 pm »

The Willow Tree

There was an old willow tree;
We used to sit there, you and me
In the middle of our field
It's been years since my heart has healed
But the memories still remain.

We would sit underneath that tree;
And talk about all those things we would see
All of those things we planned to do
Oh its so hard to forget about you
The memories don't go away

It was a few weeks since we saw the tree;
We both became too busy
The dreams began to fade
I wish that you had stayed
The memories keep coming back

Today I look at the stump of our tree;
And wonder why you left me
I look at your name in stone
And feel the cold seep into my bones
The memories bring tears to my eyes

How I miss our willow tree

Greed

When we come to an end
The trees will rejoice
For they will not have to defend
One more human choice
We insisted upon destroying this world
But what harm did it cause us?
We made the flowers brown and curled
So maybe it leaving wouldn't be such a fuss
It could have all been solved
If we just treated each other the same
But instead we left thousands of murders unsolved
Deep down, we know we're to blame
We are the killers of this place
And for that, we are a disgrace.

Bliss

Under the cloudless sky, the pain goes away
How could one be somber on such a brilliant day?
Days like this are hard to come by
So how could anything go awry?

Shadows

In the stillness of the night,
Our demons come out to play
Taunting and tormenting
Until our beings turn into nothing
But shadows
Begging for mercy

Leaving / Confessions and Goodbye.

« on: March 09, 2013, 05:41:19 am »

Hi. I'm Aphex, if you don't know me I was previously Neon_Kitty.

When I first started FH, it seemed like a great game and a great way to express my creativity and writing. Either on the game, or on the forums.

I got sick of being Neon_Kitty, and full out changed my acount info except for my username, which I can't change.

I truly feel horrible for this but... Majority of RPs I got into as Neon_Kitty didn't exactly work out for me and I wanted to start fresh. I started telling people I was Neon_Kitty's sister, which I don't even have a sister. I know. I feel horrible about that and it was really shallow.

Recently, I realized the Forum had become quiet and a lot of RPs that I entered were dying. I couldn't roleplay in 3rd person anymore, which was what everyone did.

I tried going back onto the game itself, but it has been so long since an update that it's just... Boring. I'm not like the other creative people, I suck at maps, presets, markings etc. I know that Kovu has been inactive for a very long time, and I know that's the reason. But I truly think that at least someone could make even the slightest change to FH to make it more interesting.

In the game, there are very few interesting roleplays to get into. It's like the Feral-Heart realm has become a social network. Sometimes there's an occasional RP, but even then, it only lasts for a while before everyone logs off and then never gets back on as that character again.

My writing habits have been less dedicated to Feral-Heart, which now makes it difficult to successfully roleplay a creature or animal. I spend more of my time on Quotev than anything.

Life hasn't been treating me well either. I had to deal with moving, and now selling a lot of the things that are close to me. I've been dealing with some.... problems for a long time now, with no professional help.

Maybe I'll come back once FH+ comes back out.

Maybe.