I'm leaving. 2015 was my final year here, and to be honest, it was a waste. Everything has gone downhill.
I have to get this off my chest.
I can't leave in silence, I'm sorry if this upsets someone, or breaks a rule. Heck, it might even be in the wrong place.
I am XxInsaneAsylumxX in-game.
I've tried so hard to be a part of the community and contribute to it these five years I've been here. But people easily outshine me, so I never really was recognized for the good I tried to do. Water under the bridge, I guess. I feel like a weight is lifted as I'm finally putting the game down. Every map I spent hours on is gone, every preset, character, friend, and group I clung onto is no more.
What finally got me to let this game go was my latest ban. It was a nudge in the right direction for me. I should have realized this was no place for me. I've felt suppressed for years, unable to say and do what I want. I respect and read the rules, I just can't follow one of them. I have a habit of cussing, and if someone can't handle it, one of us has to leave. And I'll be the one packing my bags.
Some of you may be proud of this community, but I don't see how. I like the staff, and the people here who are the shining aspect of what the community should be. But majority of the community in-game is nothing but a bunch of immature children with no etiquette. Bad apples who run around and think that what they say is above what you say. Players talk poorly of the staff members constantly, and instantly turn against anyone who is friends with them, or simply like them. The only reason you don't see this kind of behavior often on the forums, is because they know the staff will see what they say.
I'm shocked staff members can even handle these kind of people. In fact, I'm impressed. Talk poorly of the staff all you want, if they can handle the disrespectful and rude players here, then they deserve all kinds of respect.
I'm done with everything here, and the deviantart group as well. I thought I would just take a break, since I'm banned. But without the game, I feel free as a bird! I'm not coming back, no matter how much my friends beg me to this time.
I'll probably stick around on Wolfsoul, where there seems to be more of a mature community. But other than that, I've mainly given up on IT spin-off games.
Wolfsoul: AzyChurro
DeviantArt: Azykinz
If you play Tera: Kono.Dio.Da - Server: Valley of Titans
Farewell, floofs.
Fight on.
~Churro