today wasn't exactly extremely eventful or horribly boring, it was just a normal day. as usual, i woke up.
at 12pm.
for the second day in a row now, i hadn't gone to school because of my mum wanting to, 'talk things over' as she puts it. the reason she wanted to was because i locked myself in my bedroom for the entire day the previous night. i'm not kidding i stayed in there with the curtains drawn, tv off, ipad and phone in the other room (which i was really uncomftorable about because of the notifications from skype) and left with 2 stuffed toys, ah i'm an immature little child. turns out my mum didn't even bother, she just went on with her day. i did feel kinda bad though, because her birthday is tomorrow, but we are going out to the new forest, which i've always found enjoyable, despite how much i hate leaving the house. i mainly like being in the car though, you get to see sights which you wouldn't see from just being inside, and having headphones in and listening to calming music is even better. anyway i'm rambling again, you're probably wondering by now exactly why i locked myself in my room for 10 hours or so. i can't stand my parents at times. my mum gets drunk so much at least when it's 9pm and i can't stand it, before she's this loving and caring woman then she's a god d-mn demon, not kidding, she turns into a completely different, horrible and vile person and i hate it. the problem with my dad is he doesn't know when to stop, he decides to be annoying as hell sometimes and then when i tell him to shut up for it, he says these exact words, "oh shut up freya just because you don't like something doesn't mean it has to stop. ugh." then leaves the room. you see, my mum would defend me but she's drunk.
parents of the year 10/10
the only things that make me feel better are the websites, 'the thoughts room', 'the quiet place', 'the dawn room' and '90 seconds relaxation'. it's not that my girlfriend doesn't make me feel better it's just that, she's not there to experience it.
anyway, the only productive thing i've done today is get excited whilst watching godzilla 2014. is that even productive? probably not but whatever.
well, i should be getting on with this map part, i've only got a few days to finish it and i haven't even started it. procrastinator. i'll try and update this everyday but, i'm a pretty busy person, alright, bye.
